*again this is just the alternative ending of this story if you choose Path B (save Applejack) back at Chapter 28. So none of this happened in the story❤

The real ending is still the chapter 30 with Applejack ❤

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8 years after..

-???'s pov-

"F*ck!" I gasped in shock as I sat up on my bed before glancing around my empty room.

"Did I just had another f*cking nightmare?" I asked myself while wiping my face with my hands.

But when I felt something wet in my cheeks, I quickly faced the mirror and realized I was crying while I was asleep, again.

It kept having the same dream over and over again and its somehow traumatizing me over the past years. But luckily, its all over.

Its been over 8 years now and I can't still forget what happened that day, the day lost her is truly horrific for me..

Suddenly, I heard my phone rang a notification at the nightstand beside me so I grabbed it to check who was it.

A small smile went up my face as soon I saw a message from one of my best friends before pressing his message icon.

"Soarin skies 🖕"

Ss: "Sup dude, i heard you failed commander Fast clip's test. Wanna talk about it?"

"Screw you man.. I didnt failed, I just backed out.."

Ss: "Why? Is this still about.. You know who im talking about."

"Yeah.. I miss her."

Ss: "Wanna talk to me about it? Im coming over there later okay?"

"Sure, cya later man." I lastly replied, closing my phone afterwards.
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It always makes me smile whenever I think of the fact that my friend got out of prison and was not accused guilty for evidences, even though she made my girlfriend pregnant he was still responsible for being a father.

When I was about to crawl out of bed, I heard a majestic yet soft voice coming this way.

"Hey Dashie, you okay? I heard someone scream, it sounded like you." Fluttershy asked worriedly as soon she opened the door.

Rd: "Yeah, Im okay Fluttershy." I started, crawling out of bed to walk up to her

Rd: "Good morning.. Babe." I greeted with a warm smile.

My lover then approached me and gave me a quick yet passionate kiss on the lips.

Fs: "Did you have another nightmare? You kinda scared me, again." She asked in a worried tone.

Rd: "Y-yeah.. The same old dream. Did I woke her up?"

Fs: "Nope, our little angel is still sleeping in her room."

Rd: "Your little angel, Im just its father/ other mother figure while her father's working."

Fs: "Rainbow its our kid.. Soarin is just her real father but.." She mumbled before placing her hand on my chest. "She's our kid okay? No need to worry about Soarin, he's doing a great job supporting us."

Rd: "Y-your right babe.. Im sorry."

Fs: "Its okay Dashie.. Im just glad that you came back to me when I needed you the most." My girlfriend cheered while pulling me into a quick kiss.

Rd: "Im still loyal to you since day 1 remember? Even though we have a bad past.. I'll vow to love and take care of you.."

Fs: "Aww Dashie.. A-are you okay now? What dream did you have this time?"

Rd: "the one where my soon to be wife dying in my arms 8 years ago.." I replied as tears slowly forms in my eyes.

Fs: "Rainbow.." My lover whispered, pulling me into a tight hug after. " I know you love her.. But she's gone now. "

Rd: "Im such a fool.. I couldn't save her that day. I miss her, Fluttershy.."

Fs: "I know Dashie, calm down please.. Do you need help? There's a hospital near us maybe they can fix your sudden everyday nightmares."

Rd: "Im not some kind of maniac babe.. Im just t-traumatized."

Aj: "But this is your 7th nightmare this week! Im worried for you Dashie.. Maybe this can affect your health."

"Relax Flutters, Im okay.. Okay?" I giggled with a soft laugh after giving my lover one last kiss on the forehead.

Rd: "I just need some more time to move on, I love you right now and always.. Were gonna raise your- "our" daughter together because my idiotic friend made you pregnant. "

Fs: "Shush you! Stop bringing that up.. I can still remember it."

Rd: "I-Im sorry Shy."  I chuckled while seating back down on my bed.

Fs: "Its okay Dashie, Im just happy that we got back together with a child of our own."

Rd: "Y-yeah.. That was mine and Applejack's dream before she-"

Fs: "Babe please stop thinking about her! I know you still love her with all if your heart and that's okay for me! But Im worried that this might affect your health!"

Rd: "I wish I could have save her from that bullet, I wish I was the one who died!" I cried as a vision of Applejack went in my mind.

Fs: "Rainbow your freaking out again! Snap out of it!" Fluttershy nervously yelled before hugging and rubbing my back to calm me down.

I dont know why but I kept bursting and freaking out whenever I think about Applejack. Its been happening to me for almost 8 years now.

After my girlfriend calmed me down, I immediately stood up and slapped both my cheeks with my hand to make me think straight again.

Rd: "Im sorry Fluttershy.. This always happens to me."

Fs: "And that's why you have to forget about your past.. Applejack is always right by your side everyday, our friend will never leave your side okay?"

Rd: "Y-you think she's happy up there?" I asked with a broken smile.

Fs: "I know she is babe, she's safe in heaven now."

Rd: "Heh.. I never thought that I will loose her this early but hey, I just need to forget all about her right?"

Fs: "Yup." Fluttershy replied, giving me one last kiss before walking to the door. "Do you need me to stay with you for a while?"

Rd: "N-nah Im fine.. I just need to walk it off to make me forget."

Fs: 'Okie, Im just gonna make us breakfast. Oh Sunset and her new girlfriend is gonna visit us today to see our baby. "

Rd: "Hm.. Its a shame that Twilight and Sunset never got back together."

Fs: "Yeah.. But I think Twilight's marrying Timber now."

Rd: "That freaking perverted egghead!  Well at least those two are still friends right?"

Fs: "Yup.."

Rd: "Oh. OH I forgot to tell you that Soarin's coming over to check her daughter "

Fs: "Im still uncomfortable with this but at least he's being a responsible man."

Rd: "Yeah.. If Rarity didn't forced her to hurt you then he wouldn't be in this situation." I giggled while placing my hand on my lover's cheeks. "Im gonna head out for a walk okay?"

Fluttershy just agreed before leaving the room.

After my girlfriend left, I decided to put on my shoes when suddenly a vision of Applejack and how I rushed her in the hospital flash on my mind, making me scream in slight terror.

Rd: "Argg.. Applejack.." I muttered in a broken voice.

I then backed away and walked to my desk to find my medicines that the doctor told me to take to avoid my unexpected tantrums.

But instead of finding my medicine bottle, I found me and Applejack's picture that Pinkie took when I kneeled down to ask her hand in marriage.

I wonder what my life could have been if she's still alive, If only I made the right choice if grabbing that day.. Its my fault that she died.

Aside from my picture, I found a tiny box under the drawer which made me let out an irresistible weak smile.

Its Applejack's ring.. I took it from her hand before her funeral. And now, I decided to give this to Fluttershy to make her my wife.

I know it seems wrong but this marriage could make me recover and forget all about Applejack. Maybe its for the best.

All though proposing to Fluttershy in her own house sucks since Im currently broke.. But I think this will work just fine.

Im now staying at Fluttershy's house with her gay brother Zephyr from back at that stupid play 9 years ago.

All those memories of her, Are stored in both my mind and heart and Its messing and killing me everyday. Fluttershy's right.

Even though I tried my best to forget all the chaos and tragedy in the past, they kept overthrowing my mind which leads me to have breakdown almost everyday.

I just sighed and placed me and Applejack's picture down before grabbing the box with the ring to hide it on my pocket.

After fixing my hair in the bathroom, I slowly made my way out of my room to go outside.

Seeing my house so empty, I always recall the fun times me and my friends had in the past: The scary stories, slumber parties and even re watching the same scary movie called cupcakes with Pinkie alone.

But now, they all have their separate lifes. Twilight eventually forgave Sunset but they became as friends only because the egghead is being married to Timber, Pinkie pie already have a husband, Fluttershy is now with me, and Applejack and Rarity.. Are now gone.

The fact that I can still recall the time I shot her multiple times in the head as it flashes to my vision and mind almost everyday is making me feel even more traumatized..

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When I finally made it outside, I saw Fluttershy hanging our clothes to the clothesline in front of our house.

I just smiled before putting on my hoodie, walking around their huge yard afterwards since Fluttershy forbid me to go far in case I have another freak out incident.

But before I could even plug in my headphones, I heard something strange in the backyward so I decided to check it out.

Rd: "Hello? Who's there?!"

Suddenly, a cute baby raccoon showed up in front of me, making me stop walking to avoid scaring it.

Rd: "H-hey.. Now, now little guy."" I asked while reaching my other hand to touch it.

It unexpectedly ran away from me, letting the shovel beside the tree fall down which made a terrifying moment flash into my very eyes.

The moment when I finally lost my lover at the hospital flashed in my mind, making ne gasp in pure fear.

"A-applejack.." I muttered to myself as I started to pant short quick breaths.

"Come on little guy.. G-get outta here." I nervously chuckled.

But when the poor animal hit the table, it made another loud noise, causing another flashback flash into my mind.

Rd: "F-f*ck! Calm down, Applejack's not here.. This is not happening again!"  I yelled to myself after closing my eyes, still slapping myself to make me snap out of it.

Not long after, I slowly opened my eyes again.. Only to see I was back at my house where I shot Thunder lane dead.

"Rainbow! Help me!"

"Applejack?! Im coming hold on Baby!" I yelled back, running to the other room afterwards.

"Aj open the goddamn door!"

"Help me Rainbow they're gonna kill me! Y-your next!"

"No, no Applrejack Hold on! Not on my watch, Im not gonna let her hurt you again!" I cried in tears before kicking the door but.. It wont open.

After my vision blacked out again, another multiple flashes of how Rarity assulted me back at the mall.. She was.. Smiling at me as her face wad filled with blood.

Rd: "AHH! AHHHH! Holy f*cking sh*t Applejack!" I screamed in terror as soon I went back to reality.

I kept screaming and panting heavily. But when I heard Applejack's voice getting closer, I realized that Im back at Fluttershy's house.

Fs: "Rainbow Dash! Rainbow Im here, your home!" My girlfriend worriedly said while placing both her hands on my shoulders. "Just breathe.. Breathe Dashie come on!"

Rd: "I-I cant breathe properly S-shy.. W-where's Applejack?! Applejack Im here!"

Fs: "Calm down please.. I knew this will happen again! She isnt here anymore Dashie!" She mumbled while patting my back to help me calm down.

I just continued to yell out Applejack's name over and over again which caught the attention of our neighbors.

Fs: "Baby Im right here! Calm down!"" Fluttershy cried as tears slowly forms in her eyes.

After I finally calmed down, I immediately pulled my girlfriend into a tight hug while tears freely flow down my face.

Rd: "F-fluttershy.."

Fs: "Shh Dashie.. She's gone now, Applejack's gone."

Rd: "Holy f*ck.. Im so sorry Fluttershy.. I didnt knew what happened!"

Fs: "Its okay Dash.. Everything's okay." She started, laying her head on my shoulder. "Its just your disorder.."

Rd: "M-my what?"

Fs: "Its your PTSD.. your post traumatic stress disorder.."

Rd: "F*ck.. I miss her Fluttershy, I miss Applejack so much." I cried after hugging my lover back.

Fs: "Its okay Rainbow.. Im here, stop crying now."

Rd: "I wish I could join her up there.. Applejack.. Im so sorry!"

I tried to fight this crap everyday but I cant stop it from traumatizing me and its making Fluttershy and her family worried for me.

I've been leaving a living hell for the past 8 years and its making me think of doing a suicide.

I just want to see her beautiful smile, her emerald eyes, her love and care for me just this once..

Where's my happy ending? Is this it? Is loosing Applejack the end?

Me and Applejack has gone through a lot of arguments, pains, and stress but I lost her in the end.

I am Rainbow Dash, and this is my

-Final shot at love-

-The end-

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*note: No I did not kill Applejack because this ending isn't canon and the real one is the Path A choice. She's now leaving a happy life with Applejack and her family 😀

And this is the bad ending, imagine if you guys picked this path back at Chapter 28 hehe XD ❤