What would you do if you were given a year to live?

I don't even know where to begin.

My family isn't exactly rich, so plane trips to every country is off the list. A bummer too, I really wanted to travel.

You don't understand what life is until you're near it's end.

I know I can't get everything I've ever wanted. Which is fine because I've learned to live with what I have. All I want to do is sleep, but in the end I know I wouldn't be happy with that. I want the last year of my life to be something amazing, something to make up for all the summers I've wasted on video games. I want to have fun, and enjoy the smallest parts of life. Of course I have to say goodbye to everyone but, it's not really a goodbye it's more of a "see you later" I know one day I will see them again.

There's so many things I want to do, but I don't know where to start.

Especially since some days the pain is so bad, all I can do is sleep, or lay down.

I guess it just makes me sad, that I'll never get to grow up, get a job, have kids, or even get married.

Things you never wanted in life suddenly sound amazing.

I just hope somehow, someone remembers me. Not for doing something insane, and not as the "quiet girl who got cancer". I want to be remembered by someone who cares, someone who will remember my glowing yellow smile and my frizzy hair, and think to themselves "I sure miss that beautiful girl"

But maybe that's too much to ask for.

I'm going to sleep now...

WOW HERE COME A SAD BOOK.

Note: it won't be updated for a while since I have other books to finish. But I got this idea out of nowhere and yes ik it's not that original but I thought it would be fun to write. I hope you enjoy!

Love yall
~ Willow