May POV

The warm gel is swiped across my bump and my head rests back on the pillow behind me.

Harry's eyes are on the screen and his hand is resting on top of mine.

I'm nervous.

"How have you been feeling May?" Dr. Westfall asks.

"Good." I say.

"How's the baby doing?"

"Good. It likes to kick a lot and move."

"That's great. Movement is always good." He moves the ultrasound tool to the other side of my bump. "There is a gender visible if you wanted me to tell you."

My eyes look to Harry who nods with a small smile. "We would like to know."

"Congratulations, you're having a boy." My heart warms.

I look to Harry who's smiling. He leans down and kisses me softly and squeezes my hand.

The doctor shows us the screen. His body has grown a lot. His head is bigger from what I saw last time.

I hear his heartbeat and everything is well. He shows us a zoomed in photo of the baby that I always like seeing. Currently he's sleeping with his hand under his cheek.

I love him already.

***

Seven months.

That's how far I am.

Dr. Westfall wants me to start bedrest when I'm mid 8 months along just in case.

"May?" Harry asks me as we eat our breakfast.

"Yes?"

"When should we set up a nursery?" He asks timidly. "We've been pushing it off just in case something bad has happened. But you're due in two months."

This part I hate because I remember how excited I was to see April in her cute dresses and clothes.

I'm scared that I won't see my son in his and I'm going to have to sit in his room and pack up all of his stuff.

"We can just pick up the basics today. Like a crib, some clothes, and diapers." A small nervous smile goes on his mouth. He's thinking the same thing I am.

The day replays in my mind where I found Harry sobbing on the nursery floor holding a onesie that said Daddy's little girl against his chest.

My eyes sting.

"Y-yeah that sounds fine." I tell Harry.

***

We stand inside the familiar store.

We've got the crib, the changing bed thing and some other things we'll need.

Now to clothes.

I always thought the boy clothes were cuter than girls. Girl clothes are always bright pink and it hurts my eyes. I will always say they need more colours than the typical pink. Yes, we understand you have a girl stop with the fucking pink.

I timidly look at the boy clothes. Harry grabs the typical white onesies. That's a good place to start.

After that we both stare around scared to pick up anything. "What type of clothes should we get?" I ask.

"Uh," Harry says itching his head. "Well, he's going to need pants just in case he's cold, um socks maybe? Shirts?"

I nod and bite my lip.

I pick up a dark blue footy pyjama that has a little dinosaur on the shoulder. I thought it was cute.

I put that in the cart and look to Harry who's slowly grabs a set of blue, green, and white onesies that come with pants.

He puts them in the cart. "Is that enough for today?" I ask my fiancé.

"Yeah, I think so."

Harry POV

May took a nap when we got home from shopping. I feel like taking one myself.

I still find it cool that there is another life living inside of her.

I'm having a son.

I'm happy about that. I hope he looks like May and is just like her. I smile to myself. I just hope he had my height and not his Mom's. That would be sad. May's very tiny compared to me. She barley reaches my shoulders and I think that's cute.

I kiss her cheek and let out a deep breath.

Only two more months until I'm a Dad...again. I won't say to people "this is my first baby ," or "I'm a new dad." Because this isn't my first baby and I am a Dad in a sense. I know I never got to raise April but she's still my daughter and I won't forget that.

I hope May and our son have a good relationship like how me and my Mom have one. I know they will, it's May.

I close my eyes and rest my hand on top of May's. Soon I fall asleep.

A://N

Since we're in the 60's now for chapters I do have an estimate to where I want the book to end, and that's around maybe 100??? I have a lot of stuff I want to put in this book.

But you guys want me to end this book after May and Harry have their son just comment on this section and tell. Be honest as well.

Anyways, thoughts on this chapter ??

~lauren