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Millie's pov

Today was Friday.

Another Friday, another party.

We were at school, everyone just wanted to leave already. I was in biology class, the class before sex ed.

Finn has biology with me, so I'm not complaining. Ever since the sex ed class, I think he's had the same idea in his head whenever he kisses me. I want to, but it needs to be the right time.

The bell rang, and I got up and started walking to sex ed. I felt someone grab my hand, and lace their fingers with mine. I turned to my side to see Finn, smiling at me.

"Cliche." I said, and he laughed.

We walked into sex ed, to see Joe wasn't in there yet. Everyone was just talking, the usual.

"Are you going to the party tonight?" Finn asked me, turning towards me, as we were sitting down.

"Yeah. Are you?" I asked.

"Yep." He said, and I smiled at him.

"Cool." I said, and looked down at his lips.

"Do you want to hang out after?" He asked, and I raised my eyebrows.

"Where?" I asked him, as he was fidgeting with his hands.

"My house." He said, and I smiled at him.

"Sure Finn." I said, and he smiled at me. He leaned in and kissed me on the lips, and backed away quickly after we heard some comments from the guys in the classroom, saying "Get it Wolfhard!!".

"Afternoon class!! Who's ready to get into it?" Joe said.

-

I was at my house, straightening my hair for the party. I was wearing a blue dress, stopping just above my mid thigh. ⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️

I wore some short black boots with it, and had some bracelets on. Then, I got a call from Sadie.

"Are you ready?? I'm here!!" She yelled through the phone, and I smiled.

"Yeah, I'll be out in a minute." I said, then ending the call. I walked downstairs and said bye to my mom, and walked outside to Sadie's car. All the girls were in there already, all dressed up too.

"Millie you look amazing!!" Maddie said, and I smiled.

"Thanks, you too." I said, and they jammed out to music, as I looked out the window and thought about what Finn wanted to do after the party.

-

We got to the party, and we all walked in, and it was already crazy. People dancing everywhere, drunk, dancing, the typical highschool parties.

I walk over to where it's more quiet, and see all the guys. Maddie, Sadie and I walked over to them, and they saw us. Noah was with this guy named Jack, and I didn't see where Grace was. Grace left our friend group, after what happened. We'll still smile at each other in the hallways, but it's just not the same.

I felt someone snake their hands around my waist, and kiss my neck.

"Hi." I heard Finn whisper in my ear, and I smiled. I turned around, and he looked me up and down.

"You look beautiful." He said, and I felt my cheeks heat up. I looked at what he was wearing, and he was wearing some black pants with a white shirt, some type of logo on it.

"You look handsome." I said, and he smiled at me.

"Millie, come on!!" I heard Sadie yell, and her and Maddie were gesturing me to follow them.

"I'll see you later. Don't kiss other girls." I said, and before he could say anything, I left.

I followed Maddie and Sadie, and they led me to a room. Maddie closed the door, and we all looked at each other.

"Gaten and I are hanging out after the party." Maddie said, and I furrowed my eyebrows.

"Same with Caleb and I." Sadie said.

"Same with Finn and I." I said, and we all looked at each other, until we all gasped at the same time.

"Do you think they want to..you know?" Maddie said.

"I don't know, he didn't really say anything about it. What about you guys?" Sadie asked.

"Gaten hasn't really given any hints, we've never even gotten far into kissing, so I'm not sure. Millie?" Maddie asked.

"I definitely know Finn wants to do it." I said, and they both gasped and smiled at the same time.

"How? Are you going to do it?" They asked, curious.

"If I'm being honest here, we've almost done it. Like 4 times." I said, and they gasped with 'oh my god!!'s. I just laughed.

"Well are you going to do it tonight?? It would be the perfect night." Sadie said.

"I don't know yet... I haven't really made up my mind about the whole thing." I said, and they nodded.

"Well, it's really obvious that you two love each other. So if I were you, I'd go for it. But it's your decision." Maddie said, Sadie agreeing.

-

We walked out of the room, and Sadie and Maddie went downstairs. I was about to go down the stairs, but I felt someone grab my arm and push me against the wall, smoothly.

"Hey Millie." Finn said, and I smiled.

"Hey Finn." I said, and he smiled at me.

"You were in there forever." He said, and I laughed.

"It was like 10 minutes Finn." I said, smiling.

"But still. It was too long." He said, and I didn't respond. He looked down at my lips, then back up to me, then back down to my lips, and pressed his against mine. We stayed like that for a couple of seconds, and then I pulled away.

"We can do that later." I said, and he smiled.

"Okay. Let's go back downstairs." He said, taking my hand. We walked downstairs, to see everyone still wild.

We didn't drink.

-

Finn closed his front door, and I heard it lock.

"So where are your parents again?" I asked him.

"Oh, they're on a work trip in South Carolina." He said, and I nodded, and looked around.

It was really dark, there were no lights on. The only thing I could hear in the distance was music playing, probably up in his room.

I heard him set his phone down on the counter, and I turned over to him. I saw him leaning his back against the counter, looking at me.

"It's later." He said, and I smiled.

"Yeah, it's 12:30." I said, and he smiled.

"You know what I mean." He said, and I laughed, and walked up to him.

I placed a kiss on his lips, and he didn't hesitate to kiss back, making the kiss more heated.

He opened his mouth, which made me open mine, and we continued to kiss like that.

After a few minutes, Finn pulled back for not even a second, to whisper one word.

"Jump."

I did, and wrapped my legs around him, as he walked with me on him, upstairs.

We pulled apart as he walked into his room, and shut the door with his foot. I jumped off of him, and put my arms around his neck and kissed him, and he kissed me back, setting his hands on my waist.

His speaker was playing, a song that I knew quite well, called Need you Now by Dean Lewis. (RECCOMEND you listen to this right now)

I started backing up, and he was following me, since we were still kissing, and I fell back onto his bed, and he fell on me, but kept himself from laying right on top of me, with his hands.

He stopped kissing me, pulling away, letting the kiss we just shared linger, his soft lips slowly parting from mine.

We were both catching our breath, and I opened my eyes to see him opening his eyes too. We met eyes, and he had a look in them.

Unsureness.

"Finn, it's okay." I said, still catching my breath. He looked down at me, his lips slightly parted.

"Are you sure?" He asked, and I nodded.

He leaned back in and began to press his soft lips against mine again, and I moved my hands up to his hair, messing with it a little.

I felt his hands move up my back, and I arched it up a little.

His hands moved to the zipper on the back of my dress, and I heard him unzipping it. 

He stopped halfway, and I moved my hands down to the end of his shirt. He backed away from the kiss, and helped me take it off of him, slowly. I accidentally hit his stomach when my hands let go of his shirt, and I realized I hit his gunshot wound, there was still a bandage there.

I heard him let out a gasp of pain, and I gasped.

"Finn are you okay?? I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." I said, looking into his eyes.

"Yeah, just hurt a little. I'm fine." He said, and I nodded. He leaned back into the soft and slow kiss, moving his hands to my back again. I felt him place his hand on the zipper again, making it unzip.

Soon enough, it was off, leaving me in my undergarments.

We stopped kissing, and Finn looked down at my body, examining every little thing. I just smiled, and watched him.

Instead of kissing me, I felt his warm lips on my neck, kissing it. My smile got wider, and I closed my eyes, listening to the low-volume music that was playing on his speaker.

This is it, Millie.

You're already too far in to back out now,

And you don't want to back out.

I felt Finns lips right above my breast, going down a little further, reaching the top of it that isn't covered by my bra.

He stopped for a second and kissed my lips, and we started taking off his black pants.

They were off, and he went back to kissing me.

"Millie," he whispered, in between kisses.

"What Finn?" I answered back, him stopping and looking at me.

"I love you, a lot." He said, and I smiled.

"I love you a lot too, Finn." I said, and we looked at each other for a while, before going back into the kiss we longed to have forever.

I felt his hands move to my back, unclipping my bra, and it came off.

He pulled away from kissing me after a few seconds, and my eyes met with him, then they flickered down to my my bare chest, for the first time.

He looked at them for a while, then he looked back up to me, and I smiled. He smiled and kissed me again, and I giggled into the kiss.

He let go of the kiss and looked at me, and I watched his pupils grow in size.

"Okay. Are you absolutely sure about this?" He whispered to me, and I smiled.

"I am if you are." I said, and he smiled.

And we did, and we didn't forget.

AHHHHH IM GOING BALLISTIC IT TOOK ME 2 HOURS TO WRITE THIS CHAPTER BECAUSE I DIDNT KNOW HOW TO PUT IT INTO WORDS AHSJEISJDNFHSJSIS I REALLY HOOE YOU LIKE IT AND KEEP READING IM SORRY IF THIS WAS TOO MUCH BUT YALL COULD ASSUME IT WAS LEADING TO THIS

Okay I'm having a lot of stress from school so this is the last chapter I'll be pre writing for a whileee