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Millie's pov

I woke up Tuesday morning, not wanting to go to school.

I got ready and put on a black skirt and a cute shirt to go with it, and black short boots. I did my hair, put mascara on, and I got a text from Finn.

Loml❤️😝 :  I'm here!!

I smiled and walked out of my room, and out the door, to see him standing in front of his car,  smiling at me. He was holding something behind his back, and I walked up to him.

"What's behind your back?" I asked, and he smiled and brought it in front of him, to reveal a single red rose.

"For you." Finn said, and I smiled and took it from him.

"We're just going to school, Finn." I said, smiling.

"I know." He said, and I smiled. I leaned up and connected our lips, only to break it a couple seconds after it started.

We got in the car and drove to school, and I went on my phone, checking everything. I felt a hand on my thigh, and I looked down and saw Finns. I looked over to him, and his eyes didn't leave the road, but he was smiling.

"You look nice today." He said, not looking away from the road. I felt him lightly squeeze my thigh, then he traced circles on it.

"Um-thank you." I said, and he laughed a little.

"Am I making you nervous?" He asked, looking over to me.

"Well, your hand is like, on me." I said, and he laughed and looked back at the road.

"It isn't the first time it has been, Mills."

I smiled, and just looked out the window.

-

We were in language class, talking about our finals, and I felt Finn kick my foot. I looked over to him, and he raised his eyebrows at me. I furrowed my eyebrows, and he winked at me. I just smiled and looked back to the teacher.

The bell rang, and we walked out of the classroom, and Finn held my hand. We were walking to algebra, but I heard someone say Finns name.

"Can I meet you in algebra? I have to go talk Caleb about something." Finn said, and I smiled and nodded. He smiled at me and let go of my hand, and walked the opposite direction.

As I was walking, I kept getting looks from guys, and whistling. I don't know what the whistling is for.

Then, I got stopped, by someone standing in front of me. Of course it was this guy.

Nicholas Hamilton.

He's a senior, one of the best known guys for having a bunch of girlfriends.

"Well, I heard about you, Millie." Nick said, and I looked down.

"And?" I said, crossing my arms, not meeting his eyes.

"Well, I was wondering if you wanted to hang out later or something." He said, and I saw him wink at me.

"You realize I'm still with Finn right?" I said, and he rolled his eyes.

"Fine, but we all know that I'm the best guy to have sex with in this school." He said, and I rolled my eyes. Why is this even a thing?

"Oh, and I guess losing your innocence has changed you. Look at what clothes you're wearing. It looks like you're trying to make the guys come on to you. Slutty." He said, before walking away. I gaped and furrowed my eyebrows, looking at my outfit.

There's nothing wrong with this!! Finn said I looked cute in it.

I just went to algebra, trying to ignore what just happened.

Finn was already there, and he furrowed his eyebrows at me.

"How did I get here before you?" Finn asked, and I rolled my eyes.

"I got stopped by Nicholas Hamilton." I said, and anger spread across his face.

"What did he say?" Finn said, standing up, getting closer to me.

"He told me that we should hangout, and when I said no, he said that the way I dress after what I did is becoming more slutty or something." I said, and Finn got really mad.

"Oh, I'm gonna kill him," Finn said, walking towards the door, but I stood in front of him.

"No, you aren't." I said, and he met my eyes, his cute, soft face returning.

"Fine, but if it happens again, I'm going to." Finn said, and sat down in his desk.

-

"Okay, we only have a week left, so we have to cram everything left in a week." Joe said, walking over to a drawer.

"Okay, we need to discuss the movie that we watched. When Skai and Jackson had sex, what happened after?" He asked, and nobody raised their hand. I heard someone sigh, then raise their hand. Joe called on them.

"They talked about if it was good or not." The guy said, and everyone quietly laughed.

"Yes. You should always ask if it was good. If it wasn't, then you might want to try things in a different way." Joe said. I moved my eyes over to Finns fiddling fingers.

I felt his hands move to my back, unclipping my bra, and it came off.

He pulled away from kissing me after a few seconds, and my eyes met with him, then they flickered down to my my bare chest, for the first time.

He looked at them for a while, then he looked back up to me, and I smiled. He smiled and kissed me again, and I giggled into the kiss.

He let go of the kiss and looked at me, and I watched his pupils grow in size.

"Okay. Are you absolutely sure about this?" He whispered to me, and I smiled.

"I am if you are." I said, and he smiled.

He was on top of me, and I took my underwear off, and he took his off too. He got off of me for a second, and laid down next to me, on his back.

I saw him reach for something on his desk, and I'm pretty sure it was a condom.

"Finn, we don't need it." I said, and he looked at me, and furrowed his eyebrows.

"Yeah we do." He said, and I shook my head no.

"Finn, I've been on the pill for three months." I said, and his mouth gaped and his eyes widened. I laughed a little.

"Why didn't you tell me?" He asked.

"Because I know how you would've acted for the last 3 months." I said, and he smiled.

"Fair." He said, and got back on top of me, and I giggled a little.

He connected our lips, and I felt something. Something on my lower body.

Oh gosh, he's hard.

Well duh Millie!! How would we even have sex if he wasn't hard?? God I'm so stupid. How do we even do this?

He unconnected our lips, and looked at me.

"Okay, are you ready?" He asked me, and I smiled.

"Yep." I said, and he smiled and kissed me again, and I felt him. Well, I felt him inside of me.

Okay, I've never seen his dick, but it feels okay. Like, not small. Oh my gosh Millie. Chill. Relax.

He went in at least four times, and yeah, obviously I didn't just sit there in silence. I don't know if you would count it as moaning, but it sure was something. Oh gosh, maybe Finn thinks it hurts. Oh god, Millie, shut UP!!!

He stopped everything and leaned his forehead against mine, our eyes inches away.

"Is this okay?" He asked, and oh my GOD he was so fucking adorable.

"Yeah." I said, softly, and he smiled.

"Okay." He said, with that soft adorable FUCKING smile. I did it back, and he kissed me again, and then I felt him in me again.

He went faster, but I wanted him to, because it felt like torture when he wasn't.

We were done, and he got off of me slowly and

(SORRY TO INTERRUPT YALLS READING BUT LIKE A CONDOM COMMERCIAL JUST CAME ON AS MY SPOTIFY PLAYLIST WAS PLAYING AND IM SHOOKETH)

laid down next to me, us both breathing heavily. I saw him turn his head to me, so I did the same.

"Was it good?" He asked, and I smiled.

"I don't know, we might have to try it one more time." I said, and he smiled, and kissed me, getting back on top of me, and I laughed.

"Millie?" I heard someone say, and they snapped in front of me.

"What?" I said, looking up, and around.

"The bell rang." Finn said, and I blinked a couple times and got up.

"What were you doing?" Finn asked, lacing his fingers with mine.

"Just thinking." I said, and he smiled and looked at the ground, and I smiled, as we walked out of the room, and to lunch.

"Hey, just a question really quick." Finn said, stopping us from walking. Nobody was in the hallway.

"What is it?" I asked, and he looked down, then at me.

"It was good, right? You know, the sex." Finn said, and my mouth gaped. Finn probably thought I thought it wasn't good because I joked.

"Oh my gosh. No, you got the wrong message. Yes! It was. It was amazing Finn." I said, grabbing both sides of his face.

"I don't know, we kinda joked about it but I couldn't really tell because it kinda sounded like it wasn't when we were actually doing it." He said, and my cheeks burned. I knew he thought it hurt.

"It didn't. I don't know where those noises came from, probably because it was amazing." I said, and we laughed.

"I promise next time I'll actually tell you without joking. Sorry." I said, and his eyebrows raised with interest.

"There will be a next time?" He asked, and I rolled my eyes and lightly hit his face, and took my hands off of it, and he laughed.

"I love you, Millie." He said, smiling, and I looked at him.

"I love you too, you dork. Let's go to lunch now." I said, and he smiled, taking my hand again, walking to lunch.

Lmao that was so bad.

Keep in mind I've never written a sex scene before and I didn't want to make it TOO UNCOMFORTABLE for y'all to read, so I kept it a lil simple.

A lot of people wanted me to go into more detail, so there's the detail I came up with.

Yeet.