Part 4


The clock showed 10 of the night. Shiva was wrapping up his work. He wasvsetting the things the back room of the store when raavi came. She entered the room and tapped on shiva on his shoulder. He turned around with jerk only to find raavi. As soon as he saw her he got furious. Why is she here? Can't she listen to him for one day? She was already ill and now she is here again.

Sh: (scolding her) kya kar rahi hai tu yahan? 4 ghante hue nhi hospital se aaye hue aur tu yahan chali aayi.............tere Kanpur me hartaal hai kya.......bhabhi ne jo kaha tha suna nhi kya tune?...............(raavi was standing, listening to him without uttering a word)...kya hua? .....bhoot ban kr kyun khadi hai?..kuch bolegi bhi

Ra: (stepping closer to him) jo baat adhuri rah gyi thi vo puri karne aayi hu......(with determinant voice)

Sh: (reluctantly) mujhe koi baat nhi karni tu jaa yahan se........(pointed towards gate and returned back to work)

Ra: (turned him to her by his arms) baat kiya bina toh main nhi jaaungi, shiva........

Shiva knew that how much stubborn the chipkali was. He knew that if she will keep poking him then the thread of his patience will break. He walked towards the door to leave only to find that the door was locked outside. He tried to pull him with more power but the door didn't budge.

Sh: (shouted) aeee, jisne bhi ye darwaaza band kiya hai na............khol de warna acha nhi hoga tere liye.........khol......(banging the door)........pata nhi kuan gadheda hai jo bahr se darwaaza band kar diya?.......

Ra: krish aur rishita ne....(said as she sat on one of the sack kept there)..............

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Ra: (to rishita) meri ek help karogi.....

Ri: (confused)kaisi help?.......................

At the same time krish enters the room to ask raavi's well about.

Kr: (smiling) kaisa feel kar rahe ho Bhabhi?...............

Ra: (smiled back)better..........(after a moment) krish, shiva dukaan gya hai?....(krish nodded hishead in yes)........raavi said kitne baje laute ga

Kr: (smiling) aree wah Bhabhi aap bada miss kar rahe ho usse?........lekin Bhabhi aaj vo late ho jayega....naya maal aaya hai na, isliye..

Ra: (happily) good..........(to krish and rishita) tum dono ko meri madad karni hogi

Krish and rishita both got confused. Raavi tells them that she want to confront shiva but he is running from her. she asked krish to come with her to store at closing time and told him to lock her and shiva in the store. She asked him to open the door at 5 in morning.

Raavi told rishita to handle things at home. She told her that no one in house should know that she and shiva were in store.

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Shiva looked at her with highly schocked and angry expressions.

Sh: (angrily)ye tera plan hai...............kaha na maine mujhe koi baat nhi karni..........aur ye krish..... iss gadhede ko toh main abhi bata hu.......(start searching his phone)

Ra: (smirks at his tactics) koi fayada nhi tera phone bahar hai aur apna main ghr chodke aayi hu........

Shiva was hell angry at this. What was she up to? What will he do if her health get deteriorate in mid night?. This girl is just impossible, he thought.

Sh: (picking her up by holding her shoulders) problem kya hai teri..........kyun padi hai peeche.......... Kya jaanna chahti hai tu, gadhedi?.......

Ra: (looked in his eyes) sach......sach jaanna chahti hu............

Sh: (sighed) kaisa sach? Kiska sach?.............mere paas koi sach nhi hai tujhe batane ke liye........

Ra: (moved closer to him) tera sach............humare rishte ka sach..........tere rude hone ka sach.........aur humare divorce ka sach....(looking him urge to know the complete truth)

Shiva was shocked at her words. He was confused too. Why she was talking as if she came to know all about his feelings? He turned his face in opposite direction to hide his feelings. Raavi came in front of him.

Ra: (with determination) bol na shiva..............kyun de raha hai mujhe divorce? Isliye ki tujhe mujh par yakeen nhi hai ya isliye ki tujhe khud par yakken nhi hai? Isliye ki tu khush nhi hai ya isliye ki tujhe lagata main khush nhi hu?Isliye ki main tere laayak nhi hu ya isliye ki tujhe lagta hai ki tu mere laayak nhi hai? Isliye ki tu mujhe pasand nhi karta ya isliye ki tu mujhe pasand karta hai par tujhe lagta hai ki main tujhe pasnad nhi karti?........

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"......tujhe chillaya, insult kiya, tere character par sawaal uthaya, tujhe talaq diya..........kya-kya nhi kiya....."shiva was saying all this when raavi got little consciousness. She heard his words but they were not so clear. She tried hard and finally was able to hear him clearly.

" ........tujh jaisi achi suljhi hui ladki mujh jaisa jungli gawaar ko deserve nhi karti.........isliye main tujhe jaane ko kaha, isliye tujhe divorce diya.......gusse me aake maine tere character par sawaal uthaya....lekin sach kahta hu mere dil kabhi tere liye aise koi khayal nhi the.. main tere upar shakk nhi karta.......mujhe apni galti ahsaas hai par main tujhse maafi bhi nhi maang sakta ........main nhi chata ki tu waapis aa kar compromise kare.............."

She heard it all.She heard his words of pain and gulit. She never thought this in her dreams that shiva can hide this much emotion inside him. she controlled her tears back so that shiva does not stop telling his feelings. When shiva received the call, raavi wiped her tears and start showing that she was gaining consciousness.

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Ra: (stepping towards him)...bol shiva...........mujhe saare sawaal ke jawaab chahiye aaj................

Shiva was too shocked too say anything. Now she knew everything. Now she knew everything which he wanted to hid for her betterment.

Ra: (understood that why he was shocked)......tujhe kya laga ki mujhe kabhi pta nhi chalega(pulling him closer) ..........hn sayad pta hi nhi lagta.....tune feelings chupaane me phd jo kar rakhi hai.......(pushing him back) yahi laga na tujhe.........socha hoga ki raavi toh dobi hai....... Kuch nhi samjhe gi.............(again pulling his collar) kyun kiya ye tune ............ek baar bhi nhi pucha ki main kya chahti hu.........main kya sochti hu..........meri khushi ke liye kiya na ye sab?..............tujhe pata hai meri khushi kya hai.........pucha tune ki meri khushi kisme hai.....nhi pucha na.............

Sh: (tugged off her hand and held her shoulders tightly) puchne jaisa kya tha ......jab mujhe pata tha ki tu khush nhi hai......aur ye sochna bhi bikul galt hai ki tu khuch hogi...........kaise khush ho bhi sakti hai......mujh jaise jungali gawarke saath koi khush rah hi nhi sakta(jerked her off slightly).....(painful voice) main tujhe iss zabardastiki shaadi se aazaad karna chahta tha.........chahta tha ki tu khush rahe...........aur tu mere saath khush nhi thi.........isliye maine tujh-

He paused as raavi shuts his mouth with her hand and pinned him to the wall.

Ra: (pressing his hand tightly on his mouth) kya bola tu?........khush dikhrahi hu main tujh ab?....tujhe sach me lagta hai ki main alag hone pe khush hu?........tere ankhoo me scanning machine hai, jisse pata chal gya ki main khush nhi hu?(left him and took few steps back).......shiva main khush thi...........main humari shaadi ko mauka dena chahti thi..........tere saath iss rishte me aage badana-

Sh: (pulling her closer) mauka dena chahti thi? Kyun? Kiske liye?...........raavi tu ek majboori ka rishta nibha rahi thi, vo bhi isliye kyunki tujhe mere pariwaar se pyaar hai(leaving her surprised)...........main teri majboori hu , choice nhi.......na kabhi banuga.......(tears filled in eyes)tune hi toh kaha tha ki tu saaf paani hai aur main mehekta hua tel,hum dono kabhi ek nhi ho sakte , sahi kaha tha.........who kya kahte hai....compatibility.....main tere liye compatible hu hi nhi.............kahan tu stylish padi likhi, kahan main jaahil gwaar......koi match hi nhi hai........baat toh ye hai raavi ki main tere laayak hi nhi hu(leaving raavi complete shocked by his statement).........iss laayak nhi hu ki mujhe tu mile......main chahe tujhse kitna bhi pyaar kar lu, par ye sachai nhi badal sakta ki main tere laayak nhi hu..........sahi kahte hai sab 'SHIVA AUR RAAVI KABHI EK NHI HO SAKTE, KABHI NHI'

Shiva turned around with teary eyes. Raavi was devastated. He loved her. he loved her so much that he is ready to leave her for her betterment. She was realizing something. She realized that she was also guilty for this. She never made him feel that he was important for her. she never conveyed that how much necessary he is for her. but it's not too late. She can tell him what she feels now.

While raavi was thinking all this, Shiva was standing with his back towards raavi. He realized what he did. Just now, he confessed his feelings to her. he knew that she never loved him. he was ready for rejection. He thought that if she will except him, it will be a sympathy, a compromise. This was the only thing he didn't want. He was engrossed in his thought process when he felt a hug from back.

Ra: (hugged him from back) aur agr main kahu ki shiva-raavi ek hi hai toh......(shiva froze).......(went in front of him and cupped one of his cheeks)toh bhi tu yahi kahe ga?........toh bhi tu mujhe khud se alag kar dega?.............(tears flowed down her eyes)

Shiva felt his heart beat going faster at her words. But still his thoughts of sympathy and compromise were overpowering him.

Sh: (removed her hand) raavi, mujhe tera ye sympathy or compromise nhi chahiye..........tujhe mujh par taras khane ki jarrorat nhi hai......

Ra: (shocked) taras?...................shiva main taras nhi kha rahi hu shiva(cried)..........ye koi sympathy ya compromise nhi hai ye meri choice hai(holding his shoulder)..... I know jab humari shaadi hui tab tu meri choice nhi tha, par ab hai...........please mujh khud se alg mat kar main nhi sah paaangi(hugged him again)..........bahut phle se tujhe bolna chahti thi but phele tere saath hui ladai and phir meri self respect ne mujhe rok ke rakha tha.............shiva,please....... Aisa mat kar...............

Sh: (broke the hug and said with teary eyes) raavi tu mujhse hazar gunna better deserve-

Ra: (shouting at him) kaun better? Tujhse better kaun hai? Kiske paas tujhse saaf dil hai?Kisme itni himat hai ki ek baar nhi, baar baar meri jaan bachaye apni jaan pe khel ke? Kaun hai jo apno ke liye kuch bh kar guzarne ki taakat rakhta ho? Kaun hai jo apne hi pyaar ko chod de uska acha soch ke?(looked directly into his eyes with purity)........aree itni himat toh pure somnaath me kisi me nhi hai...........tu kyun soch raha hai ki tu mere laayak nhi hai........main toh bholenaath ko thank you bolti thi ki unhone tujhe mere liye bheja, jisne tab mujhe samhaal jab mujhe kisi ke saath ki sabse jayada jaroorat thi......(holding his hand in hers)....sachai toh yeh hai shiva ki tujhse better meri liye koi ho hi nhi sakta...........jab maine bholenaath se apne birthday par mere liye XXL best gift maanga, toh unhone mere saamne tujhe laake khada kar diya...............ab samjh aata hai ki aise kyun kiya unhone(smiled as said).........shiva main yeh divorce kabhi nhi chahti thi, sign bhi maine gusse me kare the........(she cried and shiva stood motionless as he was still processing her words)yeh divorce ne mujhe bahut takleef di hai, life me kabhi itna pain nhi hua.....tab bhi nhi jab dev ne mujhe mandap pe chod diya tha..........(hugged her)shiva please, please mujhe khud se alag mat kar..............main tere bina nhi jee sakti shiva, I LOVE YOU........

Shiva froze at her words. He couldn't believe on his ears. she loved him. She said it again, this time louder. He still can't believe it. Raavi broke the hug and saw his shocked expression. She pinched him and said it again "shiva,I love you......". He realized that it was true. She was not saying this out of any sympathy or compromise, her eyes were saying it all. He hugged her tightly and can't stop his tears. He held her close and said, "I love you too raavi.....". they stayed in same position for some time. Then they broke there hug.

Ra: (forwarding her hand to him) promise kar shiva, aaj ke baad mujh khud se durr karne ka khayaal bhi nhi laaye ga apne man me........

Sh: promise.......(exachaning smiles)

Ra: (held his hand tightly) toh aaj se, infact abhi se, humari nayi life ki shuruwaat hui.......

Sh: (freed his hand)nhi abhi nhi........ek cheez baaki hai........(raavi looked him with confusion)

Shiva held both her hands from wrist and slapped himself with one of her hand. Raavi was shocked. She tried to get rid of his hold but he held them too tight.

Sh: (with first slap) ye tujhse bina wajha nafrat karne ke liye..........(then 2nd)ye tujhe rulane ke liye........(3rd one)ye tujhe hurt karne.........(4th one)ye tujhe sab ke saamne insult karne ke liye..............(with 4-5 continouos slaps) aur ye sab, tere character pe sawaal uthane ke liye.........(raavi continouosly mnodding her head in no and crying) ye saare thappad toh bahut kam hai unn galtiyoon ke liye jo maine ki hai ..........(knelt down in front of her and joined both hands) par ho sake toh mujhe maaf kar dena............

Raavi sat too down on her knees and held his hand nodding her head in no. she hugged him again. She aplogised him for making him feel inferior and worthless and also for hitting him. he said that he deserved this to which raavi replied that he deserves her love.

They broke the hug and kiss each other's forehead promising that they won't let the other one go and nothing will come between them now.

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