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I stood, dubious and uncertain of my thoughts, on the edge the pool.

My body sink deep on the water.

I felt someone jumped on the pool right after I did.

Another body... I guess.

The water was choking my throat... torturing me. I was drowning. I knew that the pool was very deep... I didn't care.

The heart-breaking feeling made me do this. It was too much and I needed to escape the pain.

The heart-break pain was replaced with a different pain... a dying pain.

I tried so hard to ignore the pain. And look what it drove me to do. It's true, now I believe it... Love makes you do crazy things.

I fought with the water to drive myself up. Every second that the water fought to pull me down I became stronger to pull myself up.

I released a groan when my shoulders and up finally were in air again. I struggled but made it to the cement.

My weak eyes accidentally looked back to the water and that's when I saw him.

He seemed to have a bad fight with the water just like I had. I frowned when he led the water win the battle to let it do whatever it wanted with him.

I inhaled an amount of air then exhaled it. I  clipped my nose with my thumb and finger then swimed down the water.

From my hard struggles of reaching to him, the water seemed to put a wall to not let me save him. I was mentally hurt when I saw that he was floating like a cadaver. Anger took over me and I fought with the waters walls to get to him until finally, I was wrapping my hands around his stomach.

I pulled us up until we got to air. I pulled him to the cement where people carried him and placed him gently on the ground.

My body hurt. I felt like passing out. I wanted to cry, faint... die. My throat hurt. I coughed nonstop for two minutes. Every piece of my body hurt.

I managed to drag myself out of the pool and went to where they had laid him.

He was leing on the ground with a bunch of people surrounding him.

"He needs air." I heard them say. "Someone give him air." My weak eyes didn't let me see everything perfectly but I could see fingers being pointed at me.

I got the message.

What do they want me to do? Do I look like someone from first aids? I couldn't do it.

I know I was just going to give him some air but I prefer to not have any physical contact with him and... our lips would touch.

Only God knows how much I have tried to avoid the feelings that these boy causes in me.

He has never looked at me more than his bestfriend.

I couldn't do it. If I do it... I would want more.

I wouldn't just want to receive a thank you from him, I would want him to love me how I love him. My hope will grow like the size of the earth. This small hope has being my weakness and I can't permit it to grow. God knows how much I have tried to avoid it.

People kept on shouting at me. Besides my broken heart, my body hurt like hell. Didn't they just saw what I did? They wanted more from me? Couldn't another girl do it? Although, I don't think I woukd permit that to happen. I ignored them and looked at him.

He looked pail. So pail... almost dead. I had to do something.

It's not everyday that after you completely forgot the owner of your heart, he appears in your life and you have to save him from a dumb dangerous death. Aside that he means so much to me, he is also a human being and I was not to let him die just because of my stupid feelings. I was beginning to understand that I had to leave all my feelings aside if I wanted to save him.

I took courage and with the little force that I had, I began to crawl closer to him.

My heart started biting like if the world was going to end. I wanted to get on top of him and that he would hug me and tell me that everything was fine. That he loved me just how I love him.

I froze my thoughts and lean down to blow air in his mouth. I blew hard once, twice. three times until I made him wake up.

I felt relieved when he suddenly started coughing. Someone patted his back. He looked around trying to understand what was happening. He looked at me and around him a few times.

I stood there starring at him. He finally stopped his gaze on me. He didn't spoke but looked at me with so much confuseness in his beautiful brown eyes.

His look was murdering me. I wanted to jump back in the pool and die.

"R-Rose?" He finally spoke. "W-what happened?" He said sounding like a baby. He sounded so confused.

I wanted to say what actually happened. Although, I don't really know why he jumped on the pool.

I wanted to say that I rescued him. But everything in my brain told me not to.

"That your safe." Was all I said faking him a small smile. I stood up and started walking away from everything.

I felt everyone starting to walk away from the scene. I wanted to go away, really far from him.

I wanted to cry but I knew that my woman pride would never let me do such thing. I walked fast but then felt steps really close behind me.

Someone grab my left arm and turned me around to them. It was him. He grabbed my waist with his free hand.

All I could think about was his left hand on my right hip as I looked into those brown eyes. He was giving me a warm look. "We need to talk." He said.

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