Listen up, all my loyal bitches. I have words that I would like to impart on you. 

So, I was going over my book on Wattpad checking grammar, spelling and punctuation and man am I embarrassed. Why didn't you guys tell me I don't know English!! There were so many grammars and punctuation mistakes that I wanted to give up writing and go back to primary school. You see, I'm dyslexic so it's very hard for me to spot grammar and punctuation mistake, but I've been learning ways to spot them. However, a bitch is not perfect. I'm trying here, people! Put down your pitchforks and don't send me to bad grammar hell for being bad at English. It's not my fault. I love English, it just doesn't love me back.

Okay, so, rant number one is over let's move on to rant number 2. As I was saying. I was going over my book and also reading some comments. There were lots of "oh, this is rape, he's forcing her." Or "He's raping her, and she doesn't know it. She only claims to like it because she's emotional." Really? Really bitch?! When have you ever heard a rape victim claim to like it and want more? Bitch, if she's out here liking it and wanting more, then it ain't rape F**KERS! And don't even get me started on the comments that are like "Sex shouldn't be like this. He shouldn't make her feel pain." What the f**k do you know, bitch?! Sex isn't always cutesy and roses and love. So come closer. That's it, just a little bit closer. It's a secret we don't want everyone to know. "Some people like rough sex. Some even like to feel pain or being tied up." :0 Shocker, I know. Who would have thought that there are crazy people like that out there?

Anyway, I'm done ranting now. Hope you enjoy the chapter and remember I'm not always this crazy. I just become a psycho once or twice a week. The rest of the time, I'm normal. I swear.

Chapter 16

Killian P.O.V

I watched her as she moved around the room. Her long red hair was braided in two braids and hung loosely down her back. I still couldn't get over how incredibly beautiful and sexy she was. She moved with a grace that I've never seen in another woman.

We were all together. Planning how we were going to execute the mission and get my daughter back safely. I didn't want Lilly to be involved, but she refused to stay behind. She told me she'd find her way there, with or without my permission. I wasn't happy about it, but I knew that she could handle herself. I saw first-hand what she's capable of.

"Who the f**k are these people?"

Mik looked around the room, eying the newcomers warily. He was on guard because he didn't trust going into a fight with people he didn't know to watch his back. He didn't know that my baby started living life on the dark side when she thought I was dead, and she accumulated quite a loyal following.

"They are on loan to us. I'll tell you about it later, for now, we need all the help that we can to get that bitch."

Mik didn't look too happy about but he accepted it. His stance was very guarded. His hand rested on his side; inches away from the gun I knew he kept hidden under his jacket.

I chuckled, "Paranoid bastard."

He snorted, "Right, I'm the paranoid one of the two of us."

I didn't have a reply for that. He was right. We both knew that I was the crazy one who shoots first and asked questions later.

"Dad."

Both Mik and I turned at the sound. Mik's son gave us an irritated look. He eyed the newcomers just as warily as his dad.

"Who are all these people? I don't trust new people."

I rolled my eyes, "Paranoid little f**k, just like your father."

He ignored me, instead, turning to Mik, whose face was scrunched up in annoyance.

"You little shit. I thought I told you to stay f**king put."

"F**k no! You expected me to play babysitter to your crazy woman and her three kids. I hate kids."

He shifted on his feet when Mik give him a dark look. I knew that he wasn't scared of Mik, but there were certain privileges that Mik allowed him but would happily take from him to teach him a lesson.

"And besides, I need to go check on my girl. I've been calling her since yesterday and I can't get a hold of her. I don't have time to babysit your family."

Mik grunted, massaging his temples. His should slump in exhaustion. A weary sigh pushed past the scowl on his face that was not cleanly shaved. I guess Jessy was not making it easy on him.

"Your girl can wait; I need you to take care of Jessica and the kids while I'm gone. Is that so much to f**king ask for, you little shit?"

I chuckled, watching them in amusement. The interaction between them was always fun to watch. Mik likes to think that he gets his stubbornness from his mother, but I beg to differ. It's like watching Mik argue with himself.

"Still not gonna babysit your crazy woman until I make sure mine is okay."

Mik sighed impatiently, running his hand through his hair. His voice raised with every word as he spoke to his son.

"Can't you for once, do as you're f**king told and not be so stubborn like your f**king mother?!"

That got the attention of everyone in the house. Mik and his son both were staring at each other, none willing to back down first.

"Gabe?"

The spell was broken. Red stood by my side. She looked between Mik and Gabe, her eyes scrunched up in confusion.

"Ms Blackwell?"

He asked unsurely. His eyes took her in, travelling from her face down to her bare feet, then back up again.

"What are you doing here?" They said in unison.

"You two know each other?" I asked.

"Yes, Gabe is a student at my school and my daughter's boyfriend. What are you doing here, Gabe?"

Her eyes shifted to Mik, and the confused look slid away. Her eyes widened, and she looked from Mik to Gabe, realisation dawning on her.

"Oh my god, Mik is your father?" It was more a statement than a question.

"I'm confused, Ms Blackwell. How do you know my dad? What are you doing here and where is Freya?"

Gabe looked around, searching the sea of faces, hoping to find his girlfriend there. When he came up empty, he turned back to Lilly.

"Where is Freya?" his voice shuck for a second.

Lilly closed her eyes as if the mention of Freya reminded her that her children were in the hands of a madwoman. I moved closer to her, slipping my hand around her waist. She leaned back, pressing her body closer to mine, taking solace.

"Um, she's... um, I..."

"She's the reason I need you to watch Jessica. Natasha kidnapped her and her sister." Mix interjected.

Gabe's head snapped around to look at Mik. "What the f**k did you just say?"

"Gabe," Lilly called, but he ignored.

"look, I don't exactly understand what is going on here and to be honest I don't exactly care. But you're telling me that Natasha, the psycho bitch that shot uncle K in the head has kidnapped my girlfriend and you want me to sit and watch your woman?"

I frowned but decided not to correct him because being shot in the head by Natasha's psycho mother is just as bad.

Gabe folded his arms and lean back, giving his father a defiant look.

"NOT. F**KING. HAPPENING!"

The face-off competition between father and son started to put everyone on edge. They were the main focus, and everyone was waiting to see if Mik was going to slug the stubborn shit for his blatant disobedience.

Lily pushed away from me. She lightly rested her hand on Gabe's shoulders causing him to relax and unfold his arms.

"Why don't we all calm down and go somewhere a little less crowded to discuss this matter further."

Mik did not relax or dropped her guard. Gabe saw this and decided that since his father wasn't going to comply, he wasn't going to either. However, Lilly was not having any of it.

"Stubborn Asses."

She turned to the crowded room. Closing her eyes, she took a deep breath, composing herself.

"Everyone who's not family, can you leave for a minute. We have some pressing family issue to discuss."

Her people nodded at her then left quietly. However, because my men only take orders from me or Mik, they stayed. They looked to me for conformation, but before I could give them the okay, my girl got pissed.

"Did I not speak clearly enough for you idiots?! I said GET THE F**K OUT NOW!"

A smile played on my lips. F**k, she's hot. I didn't think I could love her any more than I already did, but I guess I was wrong.

Most of my men decided that they didn't want to piss her off and leave, but the more stubborn ones stayed. I knew I could end it and tell the rest to leave, but I was curious. I wanted to see how exactly Lilly would deal with them, and f**k if she didn't disappoint.

She walked up to Magnus, who was looking at her with disgust. A woman, giving him orders. He wasn't having it.

"Lose the frown dickhead and be a good little boy and run along."

Her voice was laced with fake sweetness, causing others to laugh. Magnus did not like to be made a fool of and out of anger or ignorance he reached for my girl.

My gun was in my hand before his hand even touched and I was more than ready to pull the trigger to take his ass out, but Lilly beat me to it.

The moment his hand touched her, she grabbed it, twisting it back painfully. Her free hands jabbed him in the nose, and her knees connected to his dick.

"F**k!" Mik said sucking in a breath.

Magnus fell to his knees. He didn't know what to do with his hands, whether he should hold his broken nose that was bleeding or his broken dick that must be hurting like a bitch.

She turned and grabbed my gun from me for the second time. The nozzle pressed up against Magnus' forehead.

"Didn't your mother teach you it's not nice to touch women without their permission?"

I laughed because I was sure that she said something familiar to me when we met at the warehouse.

She used her free hand to brush her hair away from her face that had escaped her braid.

"Now, let's try this again, shall we? You are going to get up like the good little shit that you are and leave in an orderly fashion. Do I make myself clear, asshole?!"

Magnus nodded. He got to his feet and left with the others following behind him. I stood there, proud. My smile was full-blown, I couldn't seem to stop myself from doing it.

"F**k woman, the only thing stopping me from stripping you and f**king you right here are these two idiots."

She rolled her eyes at me. Her focus was now on Mik and his son, who was looking less likely to piss her off.

"Are you two dumbasses going to cooperate, or am I going to have to resort to violence with you as well?"

Gabe dropped her arms. "No, ma'am."

"Yeah, whatever." Was Mik's reply.

"Good, let's discuss this like civilised adults and return to getting my daughters back, shall we?"

Both Mik and Gabe nodded. I chuckled; it was f**king hot watching her take charge. I loved this strong, confident, and violent Lilly.

"Good. Now, let all take a seat and talk."

Mik and Gabe looked awkwardly at each other. This made me laugh harder because I've never seen Mik look anything but confident.

I chimed in, "You heard the lady, take a seat."

Mik did not look too happy, but he complied. This new Lilly fascinated me. I wanted to see how deep these changes in her personality ran. I wanted to see exactly what my girl was capable of.  

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P.S I'm rewriting Holding on to you because I want to publish it. When I'm done I will put the first five chapters on here for you lovely people. If you want you can buy it, or you can f**k it and stick to the original. The one I'm writing will be drastically different but following the same concept. I'm thinking of making it fantasy as many people have commented that Killian has werewolf tendencies. Let me know what you think.