Day 26

Seokjin POV

I haven't slept when he called me last night, I just... I don't know what to do, I'm confused, I don't want to disappoint him and it's too soon for me. I'm not ready for that.

This morning when I woke up, I called him like nothing happened, I'm not mad at what he asked for last night, having sex with him was amazing, maybe I could do it all the time with him but I don't think it's possible.

He kept apologizing and asking me to forget his request last night, he didn't mean to force me, he knew this was all too soon and yes of course I forgave him. He didn't even need to apologize for it. I don't know if he did the same thing when he was with Lisa or not, but I'm sure he did, because he really wanted to marry that girl.

After breakfast, I approached granny in her room, I had to tell her about what Jungkook asked of me.

"Granny, may I come in?"

"Of course my dear, come here, what's wrong?" My grandmother patted the bed beside her telling me to sit there.

"I want to tell you something"

"What's that? is something bad or good?"

"I don't know if this is good or bad"

"What is it about?"

"It's about Jungkook"

"What's with him?"

"Last night he came here, we..we did a lot of things and.."

"And?"

"And he wants me pregnant" My grandmother's eyes widened when she heard my words, yes it was the same expression when I heard it from Jungkook's mouth.

"What? why does he want you to get pregnant?"

"He said he wants to have me forever, he wants to have children from me, he wants to have a little family with me"

"Then what is your answer?"

"I can't"

"Why Jin?"

"Granny, I don't want to disappoint him later"

"Jinnie, listen to me, it's only me that you and Tae have right? I also only have you in this world, but I don't have much time because I am getting older and older, I can leave anytime, I took care of you from when you were small until you were as big as you are now, when you were born I was the happiest person in this world, maybe my happiness exceeds your parents, that child is blessing Jin, I know it's too soon for you, I also know there may be many things you still have to think about in the future, but don't hold back Jin, take him home for dinner, I want to meet him."

"Yes, I will bring him here granny, thank youu, I love you" I hugged my grandmother tightly.

"Ohh my Jinnie, it's okay honey, you can definitely get through it all, that's you"

Yes my grandma is right, I can always go through everything well, I will go through this as usual, I got what I wanted but why can't I give him what he wants, that's life right? We don't always receive from others, we also need to give to others.

I saw Jungkook's shooting schedule today, yes I still have his schedule, today his schedule is very busy, he did some shooting and at the end of shooting he will definitely come back to the office, okay I will meet him at the office after he finishes shooting.

I didn't realize it was 8 pm, I had to get ready for the office because he must have finished shooting and will return to the office. Arriving at the office I saw his car was already there, that means he had arrived earlier, I purposely didn't tell him if I was going to the office, I wanted to give him a surprise.

When I entered the lobby I met Hoseok and he greeted me.

"Hey Jin" He hugged me.

"Hey, long time no see"

"Yeah, you never call me now"

"I'm sorry, I promise to call you more often later"

"It's okay, I know you'll be calling Jungkook more often now"

"Hoseok.."

"Don't worry, I already know Jin, I will keep this a secret"

"Thank you"

"You came here to meet him, right?"

"Yes, where is he?"

"He just went up to his room, I have to go back to the car because I left my phone there"

"Then I'll go to his room first."

"Okay"

As the elevator opened, I walked down the hall with a smile on my face, I couldn't wait to see his reaction when he found out I was here. But suddenly my smile just disappeared when I saw what was in front of me. My tears also suddenly flowed down my cheeks without me knowing it.

What are they doing? I turned around and headed for the elevator. Jungkook what are you doing? why do you do that? why you.. why did you kiss her? why jungkook?

Jungkook POV

"What are you doing Lisa!" I pushed Lisa's body away from me.

"Kissing you, I miss you"

"Get out of here and never touch me again!"

"Jungkook, I'm sorry, I promise I won't cheat again, I promise"

"Why? did that guy dump you? I'm not a shelter for outcasts Lisa, I'm sorry, I've got a much better replacement than you"

"WHAT? who?"

"Should I give you a report? Now go and never meet me again!"

"Jungkook... Lisa? what are you doing here?" Hoseok said.

"Tell her to get out of here, I'm sick of seeing this girl" I walked into my room and slammed the door right in front of her. She comes and kisses me like she didn't do anything before. Crazy girl.

Soon Hoseok came inside and sat beside me.

"Where's Jin?"

"Jin? what do you mean?"

"Jin, your boyfriend, he was here, I met him downstairs and he said he wants to meet you"

"I..ohhh shit"

"What? Jungkook hello, what's wrong? I'm feeling deja vu with what's happening now, please tell me what's wrong?"

"Hoseok I have to go now" I grabbed my bag and phone and ran downstairs to my car. I called him while on the road using the speaker, but he didn't pick up my phone.

"Oh shit!! stupid... stupid you Jungkook! he must have seen it he must have misunderstood, ohh baby please, pick up my phone"

After several times I tried to call him he finally picked up my phone.

"Hello, baby.. where are you? Jin please listen to me—"

"It's okay Jungkook, I understand"

"No, baby no you don't understand, it's not what you see, tell me where you are and I'll explain everything, please, please baby"

"It's better if we don't see each other for a while"

"NO, Jin pleasee, she came and kissed me, I didn't kiss her back Jin, please believe me"

"Yes, I believe in you"

"Tell me where are you babe?"

"Jungkook.."

"Yes baby?"

"Did you ever want Lisa to get pregnant too?"

"What? Why do you ask such thing?"

"I just want to know, can you answer my question?"

"Jin.."

"I know the answer is yes"

"Jin.. please baby, I want to meet you"

"I thought everything you did to me was the same thing you did to Lisa, but luckily she didn't see you kissing anyone else"

"Jin, everything is different, I swear everything I do is very different, she never sees me kissing anyone else because she has always been cheating on me behind my back"

"And now that you're doing the same thing, you still like her?"

"No! Jin i love you! please baby"

"I'm tired, I want to rest, you must be tired too, go home and rest"

"Jin, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry"

"It's okay, I love you"

Before I could reply, he hung up the phone. I was just frustrated at the time! I really let him down, yesterday I asked him to get pregnant and now I'm letting someone else kiss me! fuck you Jungkook!

To be continued...