dear calum;

when you came home,
it felt as if all my broken pieces
we're put back together
from the first hug we shared
back at the airport

and almost immediately,
you kissed me, and i felt like
you haven't left

we went out, talking about tour
and about how i've managed to survive

we went to go eat and
take a walk on the beach
and just when the sun was setting

you stopped me and pulled out this box
it was a navy velvet case with silk insides
and there was a ring

there was one diamond
and that was enough
to catch my breath

i found this in a shop in london, and i thought of you

i was speechless and i couldn't help
but be infatuated with the shine
the diamond showed
under the setting sun

calum, it's beautiful

you put the ring on my right hand,
saying it was promise ring

i promise to never leave you
i promise to always love you
when life gets tough,
i will remember you

it was like you were giving me your vows
every word, i felt it's emotion

i promise to be by your side
i want us to be happy together

and those words, i meant them also
i looked into your brown eyes
those chocolate eyes i always love

those eyes i'm gonna miss again
one month will pass
and you'll be gone again

i may be famous, but that doesn't mean i won't remember you

maybe you're just saying that
maybe fame will get to you
but i pushed that aside

this moment is what matters right now
you and me under the upcoming night

i love you

i love you too

– sincerely
             your loved girlfriend

❁ ❁ ❁
hey here's another update :) finals and regents are coming up so I probably won't update until after june 17 ish but i'll try my best
i published this too quickly, so if there are any errors please comment!