dear calum;

oh god please
don't tell me this is real
pictures of you leaked
and you were smoking?

are you okay?
you looked sad in the pictures
are you not happy?
why calum, why?

i can't believe this
i don't know whether to be scared
about your health
or rather hurt because
you're not happy...
maybe i don't make you
happy anymore

please, calum
don't be like this
i just don't want you
to become addicted

your lungs will die
and you will die
and i don't want you to die

not now
not when you're miles away from me
not because of some stupid
rolled up paper with
tobacco

please tell me you're okay
i tried to text you or call you
and you never came back to me

calum i'm scared
please tell me you're okay
please text me back
just let me know
i shouldn't be overreacting about this

– sincerely
your very concerned girlfriend

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hey guys :) i was doing finals and i'm almost done, but then i gotta do regents :/
anyways, here's a new chapter. i hope you're liking this book so far
when i'm fully done with school i will update much more
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