dear calum;

shit cal, i miss you
i still can't get used to you not being here

i want your kisses back
i want to go on our dates again
i want you to come over and just cuddle
more importantly, i miss your calls

you've been limited to only text me
and i'm afraid that i'll forget your voice
i don't care if i had the option
to just watch videos of you online

that's only the you who's screaming to fans,
who's singing so loudly to entertain them

i want to hear your soft voice
the one you'd always speak to me
whenever it was late at night or
you just wanted to get closer to me

and what about my voice?
do you miss it?

should i mention that i cried myself to sleep
a couple times this month?

sorry, sometimes i wake up
in the middle of the night
hoping you'd just come through my window;
it was a habit and i want to break it

anyways, it's already past midnight here
and i have school tomorrow
let's hope i survive another day alone

but you'll be home soon, right?

– sincerely
your lonely girlfriend

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hello!! here's another update and i hope it's good :} and thank you guys for 100 reads already :D hopefully this book will have more reads ♡ anyways, comment what you think so far!!