dear calum;

and now you go back
back to performing
back on stage
back in the arenas
back to what you love doing

and away from me, again

don't worry, i get it
we'll make it through another few months
away from each other

but this time
the promise ring
on my right hand
will remind me
that you're still there

somewhere...

not next to me,
but maybe one night
we'll be up not sleeping
and maybe we'll be looking at the same moon
if you're in a similar timezone

your probably in the air right now
the plane taking you to your next show
maybe you're looking out the window

or maybe one of your bandmates
fought for the window
and you ended up in the aisle seat

whatever you guys are doing
or whatever you're thinking
we're just back in a cycle

you leave, i'm alone
i'm alone, you perform
you perform, i'm happy for you

hopefully this time it wouldn't feel as long
maybe the sun could set quicker
and the night come faster
to make each passing day pass more

i'm gonna miss you, again
and there will be another letter of me
probably complaining about it

anyways, have fun on your second tour
love you..

– sincerely
your lonely girlfriend (again)

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i'm trying to update faster for you guys so you have something to look forward too
school is almost over so when the summer comes i will update a lot more
finals haven't came yet, but when they do,
pray for me ;-;