dear calum;

hey
how are you?
i'm fine
if you were ever gonna ask

i'm worried about you
is your health okay?
i mean you do have
3 other friends with you

but what if you're alone?
you could do something
not even the person in the next room
would know

i've been waiting
for my phone to buzz
but ever since it vibrated
i picked it up
to only see my family or friends' picture

where's your picture?
who knows where it is

where are you calum?
where is the good morning
or goodnight texts i get?
where have you been?

i just hope you're okay
i hope nothing bad has happened
or is happening...

fuck, now i'm crying a little
sorry, i didn't mean to write that
i'm just upset
but it's fine, i'll get over it

it's not like you'll
see these letters anyways

..actually, maybe one day

– sincerely
your lost girlfriend

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i promise you, in the next couple of chapters, there is going to be a lot of swearing so watch out for that. there's also gonna be more drama and all that, so stay tuned :)
i'm gonna be in canada for 2 weeks soon so i will do my best to update for you guys
anyways, keeping voting!!