We've been at the cabin for a few days now and so far it was perfect. I was actually happy for the first time in years. Frank gave me a kiss as he rolled over in our bed to look at me.

"Merry Christmas, baby," he whispered.

"Merry Christmas," I said.

Frank tickled me and I giggled. He pressed me down against the mattress and I smiled, hugging him tight. I got up and yawned as I stretched.

"Come on, let's go downstairs," he said.

I smiled softly at his Christmas pajamas as he pulled me downstairs to where everyone else was already awake.

"Present time!" Frank cheered.

They went around passing out presents and although most were for each other, I got one from Ms. Iero and two from Frank.

"I got some for you too," I said quietly.

I handed it to Frank and smiled.

"It's not a lot, I don't have a lot of money," I said.

Frank opened the little box and smiled.

"A slide ring?" He asked. "Man, I've been wanting one of these for a while now but every place seems to sell out of them."

I nodded my head, blushing softly as he picked up the other item. It was just a little black guitar pick. He read the writing on it that said 'I love you more than anything, G' and on the other side was a picture of the two of us from homecoming.

"Oh my god, that is so sweet," Ms. Iero said.

"Thank you, I love them," he whispered, kissing my cheek.

"I got something for you too, Ms. Iero," I said.

"Oh, you didn't have to do that, sweetheart," she said.

"You've really been so nice to me and I just want to thank you for everything," I said.

I handed her the little box and she smiled as she opened it.

"Oh, Gerard, it's so nice," she said.

"I hope it's nice," I said. "I'll be honest it's kinda cheap but I thought it looked pretty."

"It's beautiful," she said, looking at the little necklace. "Thank you so much."

Frank intertwined our fingers and I smiled.

"I love you," he said.

"I love you too," I whispered.

He squeezed my hand and smiled. We went up to our room and I giggled happily as Frank pressed me down against the mattress.

"I love you," he whispered.

I gave him a kiss and he smiled.

"You wanna fuck me, Baby?" I asked, gently caressing his cheek.

"I do but I was going to save that gift for later," he said. "Most favorably for a moment where I don't have reindeers on my crotch."

I giggled happily and he laid down beside me.

"Mm, we need to get dressed but I'm just so lazy and comfortable here with you," he said.

Frank gave me a soft kiss and I smiled as I pulled him close. I pushed him over onto his back and smirked as I kissed down his chest. I pulled down his pants, wrapping a hand around his semi-hard erection.

"Shit," he breathed.

I ran my tongue up his underside and his hand tangled into my hair. I took him into my mouth and listened to his quiet moans. I moved back off, stroking him quickly.

"F-fuck," he whimpered.

My tongue swirled around his tip before I took him back into my mouth. I moved my head on him, looking up to him covering his mouth to try and muffle out his moans. I moaned and listened to him whimper quietly. Frank rocked his hips up into my mouth and I gagged lightly. Frank's hand pulled on my hair lightly and I pulled off.

"Oh god, Baby, please don't stop," he whimpered.

I leaned up, pressing my lips against his. I pulled off my pants and boxers and kissed him roughly. Frank sucked on his fingers before moving them down behind me. He pushed one into me and I whimpered. He pushed his finger in and out slowly before he added a second. I moaned, gently rocking his hips on his hand.

"Oh god, fuck me," I whispered.

Frank smirked and held my hips, gently guiding me down onto him. I moaned, sinking down onto him. I ground against him softly as I whimpered. He held my hips, biting his lip as he looked up at me. I held his shoulders, picking my hips up before I slammed them back down. I gasped softly, my head tipping back. I kissed him roughly, my hands tangling into his hair.

"I love you," I whimpered. "Oh god, I love you so much."

I pulled him close to me, rocking on him as he moaned. He wrapped a hand around my erection and I gasped softly.

"Oh fuck, Frank," I whimpered.

I moaned as I bounced on his lap, getting closer to the edge as pleasure throughout my body. Frank stroked me quickly and I gasped, trying to stifle my moans as I buried my face into the crook of his neck. I whimpered when his thumb ran over my tip and I felt myself shudder. The boiling knot of pleasure was burning inside me.pushing me closer and closer.

"Oh-oh god, I'm gonna come," I whimpered.

"Me too, don't stop," he begged.

I gasped as he kept stroking me quickly, his hips snapping up into me. Pure bliss washed over me and I covered my mouth, muffling my loud moans as I came. My legs shook as I kept rocking, trying to get him closer to his orgasm. I kissed along his neck, gently tugging on his hair.

"Fuck," he muttered.

Frank came inside me and I whimpered as I rode him out through his orgasm before I laid down beside him in bed.

"Merry Christmas, Baby," I whispered.

I leaned over and gave him a soft kiss. I smiled at him, a real, genuine smile. I had actually been able to really feel something without my little shiny razor. These past few days here have been perfect, it was peaceful and happy. I was actually happy. Maybe my life could actually be like this once I get out of that shithole called high school. Maybe Frank and I can really get our own apartment and it'll be like this everyday.

"Fuck, we need to get cleaned up before someone catches us," he said.

I grabbed the tissues from the box on the nightstand and got us cleaned up.

"Fuck," he mumbled as he looked at my spot of come that was on his shirt.

The two of us got dressed before we went downstairs. We snuggled up in front of the tv watching Christmas movies with his stepmom, Diana, in our big, soft sweaters with mugs of hot chocolate in our hands. Frank kissed my cheek and I smiled happily.

"You two are so cute together," Diana said. "How long have you two been together?"

"Um, almost four months now," Frank said.

"Wow, you two are going pretty steady then," she said. "You two are the cutest, you make the most adorable couple ever."

"Thanks, Diana," Frank said.

"Speaking of," Ms. Iero said as she walked in the room, "Frank, I wanted to tell you something."

Diana took that as her cue to leave and I bit my lip.

"Sh-should I go too?" I asked.

"No, Sweetheart, it's fine," she said. "You're family. I just wanted to tell you that I've been going out with a guy for a little while now and it's really time that I told you because I think that he might be sticking around for a little bit."

"You've been dating someone? For how long?" Frank asked.

"About five months, I met him a few days after we moved here," she said. "And now that I know that he's serious it was about time that I told you."

"Who is he?" Frank asked.

"His name's Jason and he's really sweet," she said. "I think you would like him, he owns a little tech shop. He likes to play drums and he's into a lot of the same bands as you. I met him when I went in to try and get help fixing my phone."

"He's not good enough for you," Frank said.

I smiled over at him as I rest my head on his chest.

"He's coming over for our get-together on New Years and I expect you to be nice," Ms. Iero said.

"I still don't think that he's right for you," Frank said. "He isn't good enough for you."

Ms. Iero smiled and kissed Frank's cheek.

"You're the sweetest," she said.

She left the room and I smiled softly as I snuggled up against Frank.

"I love how protective and caring you are," I said.

"I want my mom to be happy and all but those men don't deserve her," he said.

I smiled, giving him a soft kiss.

"I love you," he said.

"I love you too," I said. "You're the absolute sweetest."

"Well, I have pretty high standards for my mom," he said. "She's the most important woman in my life."

I kissed his cheek and he smiled.

"And I can't wait until I get to have you in my bed later tonight when we go for round two," he said.

I giggled, a deep blush on my cheeks as I shushed him.

"Also, one other question, do you happen to know how to ski?" He asked.

"Frank, do you believe my druggie mom ever took me skiing?" I asked.

"I was just asking because we're going skiing tomorrow," Frank said.

"Well, You can go skiing and I can cheer you on from a safe distance away," I said.

"Come on it'll be fun," he said. "I swear it really isn't that hard and we'll stay on the easy slopes, I'm not even a professional, I'm only averagely good. Plus, it's gonna be pretty empty at the slopes too. Come on, I promise that I'll be so much fun and if it isn't then I'll give you a blowjob."

"Fine," I mumbled. "I guess I'll go skiing."

Oh god, what have I gotten myself into?