I looked back,but it was none other then my parents.
I felt a bit dissatisfied.
But I got emotional that they came looking for me.
I hugged my parents tightly and they hugged me back

I felt tears falling to the wet slippery ground.

The day passed and when I woke up I could see the things around me, although I was not fully awake but still I was conscious and could see the surroundings.it wasn't familiar to me at all,it was huge and I could see the details put in the wall,it was made of pure gold,even the furnitures were lavish.
Then I heard someone saying something,I looked around,but I could see noone around me,then I realize it was coming from .y mind,it felt like telepathy,I could hear it clearly.
"Hey hey can u hear me?" I could hear someone calling me from the other side "yes?" I knew it was him,
"Look,we can now change souls,means we can meet in real" he said that
I replied "what? soul?,then I realized I was in a man's body"
Then he said
"Yes,we are exchanging souls" and there's a way we can meet,all you have to do is sacrifice two living beings which can speak"

I replied to him "you mean human? right"
He replied "yes,I mean that,two humans who are closest and precious to you in the whole world"
I replied to him "no-no I can't kill them"
He replied "I don't really want you to do that,but if you want something then you have to sacrifice something for it,if you don't wanna sacrifice them,then do you have someone eles who's precious to you?well I'm deciding to do the same here"
I was silent because I had noone.

Then something like a glitched happened, we were exchanging souls 10times non-stop, and we got disconnected.
And then I woke up I realized it was midnight and my parents were asleep.

So It was just a dream?
But I felt myself going to the kitchen and holding the knife,and stepping towards my parents room, as I was infront of their room.I stopped,
what am I doing here?I got disgusted at myselfhow can I even think of doing that,
I quickly got to the kitchen and washed the knife and put it back where it belonged to.
And sat on my bed to sleep again.
As I could here the voice of birds chirping at morning.
Then I opened my eyes, I saw him, waking up beside him is so lovely.
It felt too real,I realized it was the reality.
He said then "you woke up?"
I still couldn't see his face
I hugged him tightly.
Then I realized my hair was shining brightly,
it was blonde and the female lead had this feature.
I felt like someone stabbing me,I was again dissatisfied,
because he doesn't love me,
it is her who he'll love or will love,
even if it is me who got into her body but still she's the one who he'll love, it'll be not me,
it'll nevr be me.

Then he asked the maid to bring breakfast.
When I was eating I couldn't even taste it properly because I was too upset.
But suddenly I felt dizzy,he shouted "what's wrong with her food!!?who put poision in her food!!?
He pulled out the antidote from pocket.
It felt like he wasn't denying the fact that he was really the one who put poision there.
He said
"it's the antidote, quickly drink it"
he said it in a concerned face but still I could see that hidden smirk which was hiding in his mouth.
I still couldn't see his face,a person with no face?
I felt like it was all scripted.
But even if the antidote was infront of me I didn't wanna drink it, as I closed my eyes I heard him saying
"I can finally meet you now"
I got a chance to live with him but still I wasn't satisfied with it,I always do these silly things,nomatter what,i was never satisfied with myself,even if it was about marks or other things.
In the end i got dissatisfaction again.

I woke in my room,I was really done with myself I wanted to die but I can't because I didn't wanted my parents to feel helpless,I went downstairs telling my mom I'm late for school, but she didn't replied,I went to my parents room because it was too silent,I saw them laying in the bed,I removed the blanket from them saying "I'm late for sch-...."

I fell in the ground as I saw them with blood.

WHAT DO YOU THINK? I WASHED THE KNIFE FOR? 
It felt like I didn't remembered anything. I felt like I'm totally innocent.
I ran towards my room, but I tripped from the stairs,
I hurt my foot,blood was flowing out of my foot, everything was same as before but this time my parents weren't there to say are you okay? or bandage my foot.
My eyes were filled with tears, yes everyday I was dissatisfied with what I got.
As I checked my drawer to find the novel,and I found it,I checked the the last page,it was page 239,the whole storyline changed.
"Was there really 239 pages?"
I read the last page and I realized,the all things happened today was written there,
Tears were still falling from my eyes to the ground.
At the corner of the novel I could see the authors name it was clear it was my name....

At the next moment I realized I was in the court because of that.
They didn't put me in prison because I was a minor.

Only if I could travel back and fix the past.
I closed my eyes in regret
There was nothing left to do instead of regretting.

The next moment I realized I was infront of the bookstore to buy books,it looked like that day when I first read that novel,I saw that fantasy romance novel again but this time it was with 239 pages, not like back then,there was a 1 more Page now.

I myself is in a fantasy novel where everything is possible,and I'm the main character of it,and I should make it interesting so my reader's will love it!!

By- evaavacado

I sincerely apologize if it was too much for you,it's just a thing of me which always end up making weird ending,but I hope you loved it,I was in a quite hurry so I wrote this in less than 24H its a oneshot but it was quite long ikr?