Feyre Pov

Next day I started to prepare everything to my little one to came to the world. Thanks to Rhysand mother who just like for me prepared clothes also for her son future babys. My mate told me about this almost week ago but that was the first time when I was really motivated to look at them but when I did this I got scared.

Everything was so little.

I realized that I never before held a premature baby in my arms. 

How small he will be if I gave birth so soon? I started to looking on the size of baby clothes and I took the smallest one. I started panicked. I am going to be awful mother for my child. How could I never thinked about how small my baby will be and how to take care of it. 

I tried to calm myself. I knew that stress can speed up childbirth. After few minutes I relaxed and started sorting baby clothes by size.  I looked at everything and saw that we have here clothes for our baby for at least few first months. I took the smallest one and washed it.

In this months even activities like that was to hard for me so I decided to get some rest. 

I really hope that baby will wait becouse I have a lot to prepare for him and not enough strong for that.

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Rhysand Pov

My heart was breaking becouse of being separate with my mate and my child. I tried to focus on the raports but I was to distracted. 

Fortunetly in this moment when I wanted to give up and just came to Feyre Cassian entered the room. "I have news from Azriel. This worked they started to getting ready for attack. I prepared our and allies army and now we have only wait till them make final step."

I was in the same time relief and scared. I knew that our chances our bigger but I didn't want to leave Feyre. What if she gave birth and I will be no where around? I don't want her to do this alone. "When they will attack us?"

"Probably in three days when you were supposed to be in court of nightmares. Keir will let them attacted there."

"How we will get our army there?"

"They will be there first and we attack them. They won't have chance to ran and we will have perfect position." I was surprised that I didn't think about this. 

"Fine get everyone ready. Win is almost sure but we can't be distracted and to confident." 

Cassian laughed "The only distracted person is you. I think that you should just take this three days with Feyre."

I hestitate "I can't here is to many things to do. I will have time with her after rebelion when I put all my duties to someone of you." I knew that everyone in Inner Circle will do all this duties without fight. They always wanted me to get some rest and this was finally time when I also wanted this. 

"Our allies will come tomorrow"Cassian said "I invited them to final discuss and then we will be ready for everyting."

"Thank you. And now you should go to your family and spend some time with them" 

"I will. See you tomorrow. And don't be so worried about Feyre. She is the strongest person I know." Cassiant said when he left my house.

"See you." I knew that she will be alright I was worried only becouse I doesn't wanted to leave her for even a second. Especially now when she was so close to gave a birth of our son. 

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After a few hours of forcing myself to work I decided that this has zero sens. No matter how long I would sit here I won't do anything right. 

I winnowed to Feyre and find her asleep. I came to her and moved her hairs from her face. I kissed her in tample and I saw that she prepered all clothes for our son.  I step closer to them and took one in my hand. I realized that was the clothes from my mother and nothing new becouse of actual situation Feyre couldn't even go for shoping for our son.

I knew that she isn't mad for that and isn't even thinking about this but that hurt me. That was our first child and we cannot even celebrate this. We were counting that we will have time for that after everything will cam down but then we find out that baby will come faster.

The next thing I realized was that she prepared the smallest clothes. I knew that she is probably right and we will need them but I still had hope that he will wait a little longer. 

I looked to the box of baby boy clothes and started picked up another one but this time in larger size. We will need them anyway. Maybe not yet but kids are quick growing. I couldn't even imagine how hard must this be for human parents becouse their child was growing three times faster. 

I started washing this clothes and I realized that everything we have for our son are things we have done by my mom. Even if she never met her grandchildren she prepared everything for them. Just like for my mate. My memories from childhood came back to me. I remember how mad I was for her becouse she was preparing things for my children and my mate. I was sure that I will never had child. I was too afraid of being like my father but with Feyre... I just knew that she doesn't let me hurt our child. And I belived that I would never do that. I loved them by my all heart.

When I end up with washing two next sizes of clothes I went to room which will be our nursery. I already knew that nothing is done with that room yet but still I was anxieous about. We should have been prepared for so much long. The only thing which was done was the floor. I knew that as a newborn our son will be in our room but I wanted to have his room prepared. I took some of paint and started with ceiling. 

We have planned how this room will looks like.Ceiling is supposed to be night sky and the walls will be in baby blue colour. I had to just paint them for basic colour and rest of designed was up to Feyre. 

At first I was scared for this idea her paiting ceiling and walls when she is pregnant. But Madja said that this will be fine if Feyre will be resting every hour. 

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I was just ending painting last wall when Feyre entered the room. "Aren't you supposed to work?"

"I can't focused so I decided to help you. This had to be done anyway so I did this today to gave you time for crated this all by yourself if you want." I answered "How are you feeling?"

"I am alright. Any news from Az?" She asked looking at the room 

"Ectually yes. They will attact probably in three days on court of nightmares. We hoped to take them in surprise." I answered and looked at her. She was looking a little worried but she reacted better than I.

"So my job is try not to gave birth in next week?" She laughed

"Yes darling. This is all I can ask you for." I said and came to her pulling her to my chest. "And don't stress please. We all will be alright"

"I am not stupid. I know that you will take care of youselfes like always. I will just missed you."

"I will missed you too." I was really proud of her. She make progress with controling her emotions even with hormones. "I love you Feyre Darling."

"I love you too but we should get back to work. There is a lot of things to do" I knew that she is right so we came back to work.