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Seeing Florence standing there holding some guys hand was upsetting, but she understood the panic of coming out. And wasn't gonna push Florence to come out, when Y/n herself, wasn't ready to come out either. But, her heart still hurt when Florence showed up with this dude, who was suppose to be her beard.

And then Flo calling Y/n her friend. Her smile dipped for a second, but was quickly fixed, with a shake of hands. "It's great to meet you, Florence talks non-stop about you. I was wondering if we would even get to meet." Zach tells, causing Y/n to laugh softly.

"Yea, she keeps me at her side at all times, practically hiding me. But, it's great to meet you Zach." Florence knew Y/n was upset, but would talk to her later about it.

The lunch went well, which was a relief to Florence and Y/n. However, to show how upset she was, when Florence said something to Y/n about coming over later for a girls night, Y/n told the actress she was busy. Oh, Florence was gonna have to make this one up.

But, maybe she should've agreed to have her come over because now that she thinks about it, maybe Zach and Flo wouldn't actually be together. But, Y/n doubts they got together over that. What's worse, she can't talk to anyone about it. Can't tell anyone that she had gotten her heart ripped out and broken in half by the woman she thought was the one. It sucked, so fucken bad. But, she did what Taylor Swift does and wrote a song about it. Someone Else To Love was written in three hours, sent off to her producer, who absolutely loved it, then returned with music that he thought would go along with it, and came over to record it. It was the quickest song she's ever written.

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"Like always, what an amazing performance, but can I ask, are you okay? Even the saddest songs you've written, didn't make you cry, but this one was different." Jimmy handed over several tissues as he asked.

Y/n gratefully took the tissues and dabbed at her eyes. "I'm fine, well, I will be. Uh, that song is about a secret relationship I was in. I'm pansexual. If you-" she stopped as people cheered and clapped for her, proud that she felt safe to come out on live television. "Thank you. Um, pansexual means I'm attracted to men, women, women dressed as men, men dressed as women. I don't care who or what they identify as, all I want is an emotional and loving connection. The woman I was with, wasn't ready to come out, which I was fine with, because at the time, neither was I. But, then she introduce me to her beard, who also didn't know anything. So, when she told me she was actually in love with him, it hurt. And I wrote that song in three hours after days of crying. It actually felt freeing, to write and sing my emotions out.  But, it hurts to sing."

"Whoever they are, must feel really stupid for breaking your heart, and personally, I am so proud of you for coming out, and I am so happy that you felt safe and comfortable to do it here. So, thank you." Y/n starts tearing up again, which earns her a hug from Jimmy that she desperately needed.

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kendalljenner: it feels freeing to finally come out. I've held this in for a long time, but the time was right @officiallyyn

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After Kendall comes out, there's a lot of talk. Mostly about why she tagged Y/n. Even Y/n was confused until her mom said that maybe it was because the post was specifically for her. To tell Y/n that she was gay for her. Of course, Y/n gave a laugh, thinking her mom was just kidding, but when the number one trending hashtag was #kendallgayforY/n, maybe her momma was right.

Y/n quickly sucked up whatever courage she could and messaged the model, which instantly got a reply back. But, it was in an interview where Kendall was asked why she didn't say something sooner, and it was because Y/n wasn't out and she didn't want to scare a potential romance.

"But, I do want to say, to the women that broke Y/n's heart, thank you, because if you didn't, I wouldn't have met my future wife."