F goth POV

Fine!!! I screamed as I got out of his grip and ran out of the room stupid idiot I thought as I headed to the kitchen I knew that my whole body was covered in scars I was afraid that he'd see them

F palette POV

Goth ran to the kitchen I guess to start dinner I walked out the door feeling a tiny bit bad for screaming at him but this is underfell what do you except me to do I got to work and teached the new people how to kick and stab and made them all run laps and so did I but I beat them all of course and said if any one can beat me on the next lap you don't have to do laps tomorrow but no one beat me I beat them again looks like all of you have laps I said

F goth POV

I made dinner miserably and put it on the table knowing that palette would return soon I then went to my room laying  down on my bed and started staring at the hidden place where I kept my knifes I was tempted to cut my self but didn't give in

F palette POV

I came home and was sweaty as hell I swear you could smell me a mile away I saw dinner on the table so I ate it and took another shower

F goth POV

I heard palette return home  but I didn't move or bother to welcome him home there would be no point  I felt a few tears stream down my face as I layed on my bed

F palette POV

After my shower I went to see if goth was cutting him self so I cracked the door a tiny bit but he was crying? But I left goth alone and went to my room he's probably still mad at me but why do I care? Why do I want to hug him???

F goth POV

I couldn't take it I wanted to cut myself so badly !? I had become addicted to hurting my self I leaped off my bed and grabbed one of the knifes and started cutting my self on my arm higher up so that it would be hardly noticeable

F palette POV

I went to my room and started to listen to demons by image dragons and that's how I feel but can't show it and then I played i can treat you better by Shawn Mendez because I can treat goth better  but that shows weakness and I'm second in control for the royal guard I'm not I can't show weakness at all