When I woke up, Sunstreaker was gone. I looked around before I got up. Fear rose up instantly. Where was he? What's he up too? I quickly dressed up as well and searched for him. "Sideswipe?! Where is Sunny?" He glanced at me. "Uhm, I don't know..." he replied. "Optimus didn't send him for a mission, right?" I asked. He gave a brief shake of his head. "No, I don't think so... maybe a patrol," he said. I scanned the hanger again. "Skylar... relax." I looked up to him. "Chill out, please. He didn't disapear, he's only gone for a few hours," he said. I felt tears welling up in my eyes. "Skylar... are you nearly crying?" he asked. "No, I am not." I turned around and stormed off. I was, the tears were flowing down my cheeks. I hated if he just left without telling me where he's going.

((Sunstreaker's P.O.V))
I parked next to Sideswipe and hopped out. "Hi, Bro." Sideswipe gave me a brief hug before leaning against his alt-mode. "Skylar is looking for you..." he said. "Of course she is..." I sighed. "She seemed upset..." I raised a brow. "Upset?" I asked. He gave a small nod. "Did someone hurt her?" I questioned angered. "Uhm, no... I don't think so. Perhaps because you left," he said. I snorted, "I am back... there's no need for her to be upset," I mocked. "Well, she was nearly crying. That your back doesn't mean her mental pain has just vanished. I snorted and shook my head. "Really, Sunstreaker... she's not back to her old self and you're underrestimating that."

"Yeah, yeah..." I waved my hand and searched for her. She was in my room, and quite upset. It actually shocked me a little bit. "Skylar, give that to me." I snitched the knife out of her hands and laid it aside before crouching down on the ground. "What on earth are you doing!?" I snapped. She was still crying and didn't hear me at all. "Skylar!" I grabbed her jaw and forced her to look at me. "What are you doing?" I asked. "Where have you been?"

"I was gone for only three hours! I left when you were asleep..." I snapped. "Why?" I grunted and wiped some tears off her face. "Because I had too." I picked her up and pulled her on my lap as I sat down in the arm chair. I held her in my arms and tried to comfort her a little bit. I thought Sideswipe was overreacting but he wasn't. Skylar calmed down and leaned into my chest, listening to my sparkbeat. "You're calm?" I murmured. She grasped my arm and gave a small nod, still with her eyes closed. I brushed some strands away from her beautiful face. Her body was shaking violently and her hands were stone cold. She looked so fragile right now, I hated to see her like this. It hurt my spark.

I kissed her head, "sweetspark." She glanced at me. "I ain't going anywhere. I had a patrol and needed to pick something up," I said. She really was afraid to loose me. "You were gone this morning, you didn't tell me where you were," she whispered. I kissed her forehead. I wrapped both my arms around her and hugged her. "You shouldn't think about the worst case senario. You know that I love you and I would never leave you," I said. "Not freely," I added. She smiled a little. I leaned in and pressed my lips on hers. She held my cheek as she kissed me back.

"You feel better now?" I asked. She nodded and tightly hugged. "Good, I don't want to see you cry anymore and I don't ever want to see you cut yourself again!" I grabbed her jaw and forced her to look at me. "Get it?" she nodded. I helped her back on her feet before I got up as well and cleaned up the wounds. "There's no need to this anymore. I am right here, I am not going on a mission without telling you. I was just on a patrol but you need to understand that you can't be at my side all the time," I said. She nodded and looked down. I glanced at her before turning around. "Refresh yourself," I ordered and left the bathroom.

I sat down and looked at the knife she had used to cut herself. I can't allow her to do this to herself. Skylar should accept I am back. It pissed me off she's cutting herself and that she continues to do it even I am back. Why can't she stop freaking out? I am back! No need to freak out."
I snorted and threw the knife in the wall. I won't tolerate it.
When she was done, I smashed her against the wall. She uttered a scream. "I don't want you to cut yourself and if I figure you have done it again, I'll cut off your arms so you will never be able to do it!" I spat.

She sank on the ground as soon as I let go of her. "I am back. Accept it and stop being a toddler freaking out about everything!" She flinched. "Don't ever make me catch you again." She flinched as I threw my knife at her and hit the wall just inches above her head. "Am I clear, Skylar?" I shouted. Her entire body was shaking but she nodded. "I am glad we are on the same page. Would be a shame if you can't use your arms anymore, don't you think?" I asked before turning around and left.

I spotted a soldier passing and slammed him against the wall, stabbing him before throwing him on the ground and dove upon him, smashing his head into the ground before pinching his eye. He screamed in agony and pain. I hit him and opened his mouth, cutting out his tongue and dangling it front of him. Blood was everywhere. I snorted before getting up.

Skylar was horrified when she looked at the scene. "Why?" She whispered. "You pissed me off..." she looked around again. "This makes me feel better. After all, I have to react my anger on someone. This is what I wanted to do to you when I spotted you cutting yourself. Would be a shame, right? To mangle that beautiful face of yours," I snapped. She flinched again. "Let this be a warning." I looked down at the soldier as he was squirming. "He's in pain... look at that. Looks like a worm..."

Skylar glanced at the man near my feet. "Killing is fun but means he'll have a quick death. I think this is more fun." With that being said, I turned around and walked off. I don't care about Skylar's feelings. Own stupid fault!