The story of what I did spread through the base in not even a day. Even the bots that hadn't feared me already did now. No one wanted to talk to me, see me or even glance at me. I was gaining more and more power. I entered my room. Skylar's body had disapeared to my annoyance but I cared less and sat down on my bed, switching on the TV like nothing had happened.
After half an hour, I glanced at the blood on the carpet. Her scream still echoed through my mind and I couldn't shake it off. Perhaps because we were sparkbonded. She was my mate. The only femme who has ever bonded with me and now I killed her. I bit my lip. Where did they take her body?

I fiddled with my hands. I couldn't stand it I didn't know where her body was. They have to tell me where she is. I sighed softly and laid back with my arm behind my head. 'Stupid femme,' I scowled. I wish I could brush it off like I always do when I kill but today, I just couldn't. Probably because I am bonded with her.

((Sideswipe's P.O.V))
I was absolutely horrified when I saw Skylar. Sunstreaker had ripped her open and beaten her up. She must have been so scared and in so much pain. I sat on the edge. Ratchet performed surgery on her but it was still not sure if she would make it. I kissed her forehead and sighed. 'I gave her extra Energon to help the healing process,' Ratchet said as he walked in. 'I just can't believe he nearly killed her. His own sparkmate,' I snorted. 'Sunstreaker is a dangerous mech... that's nothing new,' he said, looking down at her. 'But his own sparkmate? The one he has always protected, isn't it weird just suddenly turns his back on her while he loves her in his own psycho way?' I asked.

'Psychopaths are much less likely to develop deep bonds with others, however. Interestingly, psychopaths may still want to be loved even if they are almost incapable of truly loving another,' he said. I looked down at Skylar again. Sunstreaker is bonded with her and with time, I guess within 48, he will experience nasty sparkaches because of what he did. She's on the verge of dying and that can cause serious pains,' he said. I hummed, looking down at Skylar again. 'I won't tell him about her... One because he doesn't deserve to see her and second, I don't want him to finish the job if he's still pissed,' he muttered. 'You want him to have pain?' I asked. 'Yeah and he deserved it.'

I looked down at Skylar again. 'What about the baby?' I questioned. 'She lost it... Sunstreaker hit her womb with his knife,' he said. I snorted, 'he killed his own child,' I muttered. 'And nearly his sparkmate as well... although, we still have to see if she gets through the night,' he said. I sucked in a breath and kissed Skylar's head again before walking out of the room. On my way to my room, my brother caught up with me.

'Sideswipe?'

I yanked my arm back. 'Don't touch me,' I hissed. His eyes widened a little. 'What is your problem,' he sulked. 'You are my problem! For so long I denied you truly are a monster... I have no words for what you are...' I snapped. Sunstreaker snorted, 'she was pregant and I told her I didn't want to have it,' he snapped back. 'Yeah and who's seed was it! If you wanted to be save you should've used protection or waited for her to take the IUD! You went through with it as well. You could have said no,' he snapped. 'Excuse me? She said she wasn't fertile and had to start her period soon,' I snapped. 'People aren't always 100% right. She loves you... and you ruined everything,' I snapped.

He rolled his eyes. 'You beat her up... how could you do that to the person who loves you so much?' I asked. 'Trusts me? I told her at the very beginning that I can't be trusted. She decided to trust me and if she just obeyed me, I wouldn't have done what I did,' he snapped. 'And now she's dead... now you have no one,' I snapped. Sunstreaker thought about it for a moment. 'Is she?' he asked. I wanted him to think she was. 'Yeah, she is.' He snorted and laughed. I was taken back by his reaction. 'Glad she did... otherwise I had to do it again,' he sneered before passing me. He didn't feel bad, not even a 1% mercy for killing his girlfriend.

I shivered while Sunstreaker disapeared in the hallway. This is crazy. He's crazy and I felt like he's getting crazier with the day. I was perplexed by his reaction and wondered off. Didn't he care for her at all? I joined the meeting and sat down. 'How's Skylar doing?' Prime asked. 'Critical... he litterary cut her open,' I said. 'Idiot, what did Sunstreaker say?' Ironhide scowled. 'Well, I told him she had died... Ratchet and I don't want to share it with him yet and he started laughing. He said he was glad she did because otherwise he had to finish the job,' I said. 'That mech is sick,' Mirage growled. 'Yeah, well... in the next 48 hours, Sunstreaker will have severe spark aches,' I muttered while fiddling with my hands.

A silence fell. 'I never thought he would attempt to kill her,' Optimus said after a while. I perked my head. 'Me neither... I think no one did,' I said honestly. 'If I did, I wouldn't have brought him back to life,' he said. 'No, maybe you shouldn't have done it,' I said and looked down at the table again. 'If even Skylar isn't able to give him sanity, than he's considered a lost case,' I added quietly. 'It's going to be hard to kill him again. He's on guard,' Ironhide said. 'Doesn't have too... if I kill myself...' I trailed off. 'He'll follow soon,' I added. 'I can't let you do that,' Prime said.

'Let's wait, let's see what will happen,' Prime said. 'So we can do what?' I asked. 'I want to wait... I don't want to lose you,' he stated. I sighed softly and sat back. Why does my brother have to be like this?