Chapter 26. I am done with it!
I woke up. Everything hurt. Tears welled up instantly as I saw Sunstreaker. He looked down at me with his icy blue eyes. There was no emotion in there. 'In our relationship, I had one golden rule... no babies! Not even two weeks later, you're pregnant,' he shouted. 'I am sorry...I am so sorry.' Blood dropped from my mouth. 'I can't do anything with your sorry,' he snapped. 'You're pregnant of that stupid thing.'
'Your child! This is your child you're abusing, Sunstreaker,' I said. 'It's not my child. I will never see it as my child because I won't take care of it,' he snapped. I flinched again. He grabbed my throat and slammed me against the wall. 'I am the mech. I am in charge and femmes have to do as I say! Especially human females,' he snarled. I nodded, 'who's in charge! Say it!' He shouted. I flinched whole tears rolled down my cheek. 'You are,' I whispered.
'Good.' He dropped me and this time, I had no strength to get up. I was in so much pain. I didn't even know where the pain was coming from. 'Don't go.' Sunstreaker ignored my pleads and marched over to the stairs, leaving me here behind. I didn't want to get up anymore either.
For hours I laid here. He spared my life and my womb but he hit me a couple of times in the guts. That could hurt the baby. Sunstreaker returned a few hours later. 'Still here.' I didn't respond. He crouched down and touched me. He picked me up and carried me upstairs towards my room where he completely stripped me down and removed some blood from my body. He eventually covered me up and watched me curl up.
Sunstreaker stayed with me and didn't allow anyone to come in. I felt so sick and miserable. Everything was swollen and bruised. The mech sat next to me, looking over my body. 'I— I am sorry.' He brushed some strands from my face. 'I thought I wasn't fertile anymore,' I whispered. 'You're too weak to even carry a baby,' he said. I looked down while Sunstreaker rubbed over my head. 'Can you please get Ratchet? I really don't feel good.'
He shook his head and got up. 'No, you have to go through this yourself,' he said. I rubbed over the tiny bulge. I laid my head back down. Of course I wouldn't get any mercy from his side. He's a psychopath, he doesn't feel anything. Sunstreaker looked out of the window. 'There's no sorry that can fix what you did!'
He glanced at me. 'Sunstreaker— I.' He raised his hand to silence me. 'You shut up?' He snapped and threw his knife at me. It hit the wall behind me. I started shaking and curled up. Sunstreaker paced around for a very long time until he turned towards me. 'Why am I making an exception?' he asked. 'I don't make exceptions... not even for my mate. I told you, that I don't want a fucking baby. I don't want to care for the thing. You had one fucking job and you messed up! ONE JOB!' he shouted. I flinched again. 'I am going to kill you... and dumb you onto the streets. If you haven't died yet... Dreadraid will and I am not going to come for you,' he sneered.
'Sunstreaker! Please!' I cried as he grabbed me and threw me onto the floor, raising his knife. 'Please... please... I am sorry. I am so sorry... I didn't mean it, I was just... please forgive me. Please...' I cried. 'I don't forgive... I am capable of killing my own child and my femme. You have to obey me! I am your mech and if you decide otherwise, you will pay the price for that!' he screamed. I flinched and moved away from him. Sunstreaker knelt down. 'I don't make any expectations, pregant bitch,' he snapped. Tears streamed down my face. 'I love you... I didn't want this either,' I whispered. 'Don't worry... I will get it out... I warned you and if you don't want to listen, gues I have to do it myself,' he snapped before he cut open my stomach. I screamed and wiggled. I tried to get away but Sunstreaker punched me.
Blood splashed everywhere and despite the horrible pain, I still found the strengh to attempt to get away from him. Sunstreaker stabbed me. I screamed again. Again he rose his knife and stabbed me, over and over again until I lost my conciousness.
((Sunstreaker's P.O.V))
I looked down at Skylar as she lost her conciousness. I was in a daze of fury. She thinks because she's my mate I won't hurt or kill her, well she's wrong. I am perfectly capable of hurting if she disobeys me. I looked at her lifeless body. Her heartbeat was very weak, she's going to die. I got up and sat down, watching the blood pour out of her fragile body. 'That's what you get, Skylar... I warned you and you had to disobey me,' I sulked angrily. I got up and stepped over her body, leaving the room. The soldier backed off when they saw me.
I sat down in the cafetaria, playing with my bloodstained knife while drinking some water. 'Sunstreaker?' I looked up as my brother slowly approached. He looked around. 'Where is Skylar?' he asked. 'I killed her... I ripped her open. because she's my mate... or was my mate, I haven't done anything too cruel. I told her I would do it... I told her that if she would continue the pregancy, I would cut her womb out. I ended up stabbing her and cutting her open. She'll be dead by now,' I snarled. I looked at my brother. He was afraid, I saw and felt it. 'Scared of me?' I snapped. 'She's your mate,' he whispered. 'No... she was my mate. I don't want a pregant bitch. She's was worthless to me. Once the baby would be here, she'll spend more time with that thing than with me, not to mention I am the father of that pathetic life form. I had to do it. I gave her a choice and she disobeyed me. There was really no other way of ending this,' I said emotionless.
Sideswipe shivered while looking around. 'Please tell me this is a sick joke,' he said. 'No, if you want proof... enter my room. You'll see that stupid bitch. I beat her up for the last couple of days... I just completely lost it moments ago. The thought of her having a child... if she wants a child she has the wrong mech,' I snarled and waved him off. 'But it was your child! You are the father of that child,' Sideswipe said. 'Yeah, and I have no mercy killing my own child or my sparkmate.'
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