Chapter 25. Bruised and bleeding

I cried all night. Sunstreaker left me and that hurt so horrible much. Ratchet told me rest a little bit and we would decide tomorrow. Sunstreaker will kill me, that's a fact. I slid out of bed and walked over to the Autobot hanger. I crouched down beside him. 'I am sorry. You were right, it's all my fault. I am stupid, but I can fix my mistake. I love you, it's always been that way and without I am lost. I think you would be an amazing father, not like your dad if that's your concern,' I said.

I rested my head on his hood and rubbed over the smooth yellow hood. There was no response but I knew he was listening. 'I love you... I am so sorry.' I closed my eyes and felt the tears rolling down my cheeks onto his hood. 'I am lost without you,' I murmured quietly. There was still no response. 'I just wanted you so badly. I wanted you attention and show you how much I love you,' I added quietly.

I shut my eyes. Sunstreaker wasn't going to reply, all I could do was hope for the best but I was scared. I know his opinion about the baby but in the meantime, he would be a good father. I think. He's still a serial killer. I sighed and shut my eyes. I fell asleep. When I woke up, I was alone. Sunstreaker had obviously left. I hoisted myself up and sat down, thinking. There have been a few moments in life that I truly felt miserable but this time, I felt screwed. The only mech I loved so much left me and called me a pregnant bitch. I couldn't expect any support from his side.

A shadow fell upon me. 'You're okay?' The soldier offered me a napkin. 'Yeah, I feel fine,' I mumbled. 'You're pregnant?' He asked. I nodded again, 'it spread,' he said and sat down beside me. 'I am Lester by the way,' he introduced. 'Skyler,' I muttered. 'Sunstreaker's mate.'

'He's my ex, I fear.'
'I am sorry.'
'Nah, it's my own fault,' I muttered. 'You're shivering.' He wrapped his arm around me while I nodded. 'You're gonna be just fine,' he said. 'I hope.' It was strange to have this stranger comforting me but I was happy he did, although, I wish it was Sunstreaker.

Throughout the day, I decided to keep the child. It has a heartbeat and I couldn't get it over my heart to kill it. I already lost Sunstreaker. The love of my life, but I didn't want to lose the child either. There was just no joy of the entire pregnancy and I wasn't ready to be a mom either. So many worries floated through my mind and kept me awake. The stress really started to affect me in a negative way.

Lester however kept showing up and showing interest in the baby. The baby is now five weeks old. I had a very small numb. Barely noticeable. My boobs were getting bigger and I felt a change in my body. There were so many things I had to do and didn't want to do on my own. I tiredly sat down for a moment. This is only the fifth week. I still have to go for another 9 months. I was proud to have Sunny's baby.

I spotted Sunstreaker walking into the hanger. I hadn't seen him for ages. A painful stab went right through. It's because of me I can't hug him anymore. 'Sky!' Lester walked up to me. 'Hey, how are you doing?' He asked and touched my stomach. He somehow got really excited about the baby. 'I feel fine, thanks. So you need anything?'

'No, thank you.' He kissed the back of my hand. 'Is the baby doing good,' I shrugged. 'I guess so,' I replied. 'You have your ego, right?' I nodded. 'Can I come too?' He asked. I didn't see why not. The father of the baby didn't want to come so I guess I can take Lester. I got up and followed him.

Ratchet glanced at Lester. 'He wanted to come instead of Sunstreaker,' I said. Ratchet nodded and gestured to the medical bed. I laid down and he checked up on the baby. 'You experience stress and that affects the baby as well,' he said. Afterward, Ratchet wanted to have a chat with me in private. 'Sunstreaker is keeping an eye on you.' I snorted, 'to kill me?' I sulked. 'He realizes that you carry his child and rather he likes it or not, he does feel the urge to protect you. That's what mechs do with pregnant females,' he said.

'Serial killer or not,' he added. It's hard to believe. I left the medbay and tiredly walked through the base. Gosh I wish I could snuggle into Sunny right now and have him massage my shoulders. The thought made me shiver in delight.

I was suddenly slammed against the wall. I whimpered in pain and struggled. He pushed me into the floor and watched me crawl away from him. 'Sunny! Please...' he kicked me. I cried. 'I warned you, now it's too late,' he snapped. He beat me up completely, reacting all his anger and frustration on me. 'That's what you get!' He snarled. I curled up. 'You see! I have no trouble hurting you!' He shouted. I sobbed while looking up to him. 'I never wanted this either. I love you.'

'It's over, Skyler. When we first met I told you I don't have friends,' he snapped and grabbed my hair. 'Time to get that thing out of you,' he snapped, dragging me with him. 'Sunstreaker!' I shouted and grabbed his wrist. I knew he was really going to do it. He threw me off the stairs to the basement and lost consciousness.

((Sunstreaker's P.O.V))
I crouched down beside her before picking Skylar up. Her body went numb and she was bruised and bleeding. It felt wrong to se her like this. She was so tired and stressed. I sat down, holding her in my arms and stared at the wall.

Bạn đang đọc truyện trên: AzTruyen.Top