FELICITY
xxx. reality
❝I LIKE YOU.❞

For the past twenty minutes, Mya had been playing out every possible scenario of what could happen in her head. She had thought about what she would do if Chandler only wanted to be friends, and she had thought about what she would do if Chandler wanted to be something more. She didn't even wanted to think about what she would do if Chandler didn't even want to be friends after the kiss, but she had thought about what she would do in that situation as well, and she nearly shed a tear of two when she did so.

Nerves flooded the blonde-haired woman's being as she continued to make her way towards Chandler's house, her head lowered down to the ground so that she didn't attract any unwanted attention from paparazzi. Normally, she wouldn't hide from the paparazzi and she would take many photos with them and speak to them with a bright smile on her face, but she didn't want to deal with them while she was stressed and overthinking.

Simply put, Mya felt like such a screw-up.

She knew that she had a major crush on the brown-haired male who looked as though he was sculpted by some sort of God, yet she ran away when her crush kissed her. Mya wondered why she was so stupid, and what made her bolt out of the house like she did when many other people would die to be in her place.

Currently, the blonde-haired beauty was going over a large explanation in her head, which she was planning to say to Chandler when she got to his house. The speech explained why the female left after the kiss and the thoughts that were running through her head at the time. However, the speech didn't matter as long as Chandler forgave Mya – that was all that the small woman cared about.

Once Chandler's house came into her view, Mya's nerves skyrocketed and her body began to violently shake, as though the petite female had no control over herself. Her arms and legs felt like jelly, and she felt tears sting her blue eyes. Soon enough, the blonde managed to get control of her body and glanced down at her outfit, hoping that it was presentable and that Chandler would like it. She had decided to wear a pink, oversized jumper paired with a pair of black, ripped jeans and simple, black boots. Then, Mya realised that Chandler probably wouldn't even care about her outfit, seeing as he had never been one to look at people's appearances and he preferred to look at people's personalities.

Filled with many thoughts and shaking violently with nerves, the petite female approached Chandler's house. In a small attempt to calm down, Mya focused on the calming noises around her, such as her feet constantly tapping against the concrete ground as she strolled down the street or the sound of the birds chirping happily above her.

Eventually, the blonde found herself stood in front of Chandler's front door as she took out the keys which were in her pockets, and then she unlocked the front door with them and stepped into the house which she had grown very familiar with overtime. Seeing as Chya were always at each other's houses, they decided to get each other keys so that they could just let themselves in. Mya was extremely close to Chandler's parents, so they were completely fine with it. On the other hand, when the blonde told her older sibling about the idea, she began hyperventilating and fell on the floor while crying and screeching "Chya!", so Mya presumed that was a yes from her.

A pair of blue eyes scanned the living room, before Mya deducted that Chandler wasn't downstairs and was most likely in his bedroom streaming some sort of game like he usually did. It wasn't a rare occurrence for Mya to turn up at Chandler's house while he was in the middle of gaming, so the blonde usually sat in the background making silly remarks until the brown-haired male finished his game.

And so, the nerve-filled female made her way up the stairs and to where Chandler's room was located, and she placed her shaky and sweaty hand on the doorknob, however, the blonde didn't twist it and instead allowed her hand to linger there for a few moments. For a few seconds, Mya contemplated if she should open the door or go home to save herself the embarrassment and sadness.

Shaking her head, Mya decided that she wouldn't go back and that there would be no point. If she left, then she'd still have to face the brown-haired male one day, seeing as they work together and they're a couple on The Walking Dead. The small female took a deep breath before she twisted the door knob, opening the door wide.

Immediately, Mya set her blue orbs on Chandler, who was sat on the end of his bed with his head in his hands, clearly stressed out and worried, which made Mya feel extremely guilty and upset as she knew that she had caused him to be so worried.

As soon as Chandler heard the door swing open, he lifted his head up to face the blonde and instantly stood up, walking towards her and embracing her in a tight hug. The speech that Mya had made in her head included many different phrases which all expressed how much she cared about him and how much she loved him but how she didn't want to ruin their friendship, however as soon as Chandler's arms wrapped around Mya's petite frame, she had forgotten about it.

She felt safe. She felt happy. She felt loved.

Mya never wanted Chandler to let go of her, but eventually he did, and the pair pulled away from the hug, which made the blonde feel extremely disappointed as the cold air hit her and the lack of warmth made her shiver.

Chandler glanced down at Mya's lips, a slight blush forming on his cheeks before he shyly looked at the blonde's blue eyes with a goofy smile on his face as he scratched the back of his neck awkwardly, "I-I-Can I kiss you?"

Giggling slightly, warmth spread up to Mya's cheeks before she nodded, "You don't even have to ask, doofus."

A large smile fell upon Chandler's face before the brown-haired male leaned closer towards Mya's face, and the gently pressed his lips against hers, and within a few seconds, Mya kissed back and she soon felt the comforting feeling that she had felt when they first kissed without cameras around.

However, this time was slightly different than the last time, though it was still perfect. It was still gentle and filled with passion and emotion, but Mya felt like you could feel the apology through the kiss and that no words had to be spoken, because they were already said with one simple action.

When the pair pulled away, the blonde-haired female glanced up at Chandler through her long eyelashes, a small smile on her lips, "I like you, Chandler. I like you so damn much and I'm so sorry for-."

However, before the petite female could continue speaking, she was cut off when Chandler's lips came into contact with hers once again, muffling the words that attempted to come out of her mouth, but soon enough the blonde relaxed into the kiss.

Chandler was the first person to pull away, and when he did, he sent a reassuring smile at Mya, "It's okay. You're here now, and that's all I care about."