TIMOTHY'S DYING THOUGHTS.

Song: Sleeping at Last - Already gone.

My love, I watch you now with a broken heart; watching you cry makes my heart ache. I 

absolutely cannot stand it. I know you blame yourself for what is happening to me, and it 

shatters me to know that you will blame yourself for a very long time. It hurts me to know that 

you will suffer so much because of me. You have already suffered enough and all you deserve 

from now on is happiness. Happiness unending, that is what you deserve. I might not have lived

 a long life but the past couple of months I have spent with you have been my happiest 

moments, I was never truly happy before I met you. You brought me joy, Felicity, and I will 

forever be grateful to you for that. I hope I was able to bring you joy as well, and although this

 will hurt, I hope you move on. Find yourself a good man who will love you. Grow old with him 

and love him the way you loved me. Find some good supportive friends, friends  you 

can laugh and cry with, friends you will grow old with and share secrets with like you 

women do.  Make sure you tell them about the love we shared. Raise beautiful children and give 

them the love your mother never gave you, and most importantly teach them to love everyone 

regardless of who they are. My love, my Cinderella, I want you to love and be loved. I want you to

 live a long and happy life, and someday when you're old and you die come meet me in Heaven 

and tell me all about the wonderful life you lived. I will be waiting patiently for you. But don't 

live too long, I'll go crazy waiting to see your beautiful face again. I feel like my time here is 

ending now, so I'll just stare at your beautiful face one last time, and with the memories of the 

good times we shared engraved in my mind, I shall go in peace.