When it was Me

As the skies' turn orange, I remembered the day we first met. Beside a tree, you saw me asleep. You covered me with a blanket and also sat beside me. The next day, I felt the warm breeze of the wind touched my face and made my hair sway. When I opened my eyes and saw you sleeping. Your charming face that I always remember, your masculine scent that still lingers on me, and your voice that sends shivers into my spine when you said good morning to me.

Who would have thought that I would fell into your eyes? Everything worked out of us. We laughed, smiled, and everything we did what makes me happy. Just remembering the things you said made me special. Our promises that we almost had.

Yeah, we almost had.

Everything changed everything. You changed everything. She changed everything. Because of her, you changed so much. You changed how you smiled at me, how you showed your love, how you hugged, how you make time for me, and how you say "I Love You" to me.

I wish I could turn back time, to prevent all of it from happening.

I wish it was still me.

I wish you can still say "I Love You".

I wish you can still smile at me.

I wish you can still laugh with me.

I wish you can still be with me, but you already have her.

I know we had done that, when it was me.