As much as I want you to make me happy, you don't anymore. You just make me feel bad about wasting your time and being an annoying burden. I can't keep doing things on your time, when you're feeling like you want to love me. All I want is for you to love me eternally, but I know that's too much to ask of you. There are better girls out there. They will treat you better than I ever have, even though I've been there to calm you and soothe you from your nightmares, been there for you when you're going through it, been there for you when you're in pain, and even been there for you when you were stuck at the dentist's for 4 hours. I feel like the 9 months I've spent with you have been wasted. I've loved you for 9 months, and for what? To have my heart broken by you? To never believe in love anymore? To not trust you as much as I used to?