What is worse than knowing you love someone who can't love you back, who you can't really never have because someone already have.

It is painful to know you badly want something you can never really have. 

That's the reality of life,
When that's all that you wanted,
When that's all that you needed,
To have the completeness, the light.
It will strike you big, it's like a slap on the face.
It's like that's just really your faith,
It is to be empty-handed in the end.

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-L78