Those words I want to say
Those words I can't say.
Thoughts that are always in mind
Emotions I keep to bind.

Silent things.
I want to talk to you. But whenever I get a chance, my mouth is at mum.

Silent things.
I want to be near you. But every time you're near me, I freeze.

Silent things.
I  treasure every moments with you. Things we do in the past, those rare moments I'm with you makes me happy. Funny, how those memories makes me happy but at the same time it also makes me cry in pain.

Silent things.
I want to be with you everytime especially at  your weakest.
Every time I see you having a hard time, I want to help you. But there is this force that's stopping me and keeps me still  that causes my heart to constrict in pain.

Silent things.
I wish I can have your heart. But that's insane. I'm thinking the unimaginable I know!

Silent things.
I wish we can talk like any other. You know, talking to you like there's no tomorrow and without awkwardness.

Silent things.
I wish I can tell you how I'm hurting everytime your with someone.

Silent things.
I always wanted to greet you every time and utter a single hi.

Silent things.
I want to forget you but I can't because you are one of my inspirations in life.

Silent things.
These thoughts I ache for to tell you will remain as silent things.

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-L78