Try as I might...

They are disappointed in me

I can see it in their face

But do I truly care about that right now?

I am disappointed as one could be!

It was I who messed up at the wrong time in space

I didn't want the world to know that I am a failure

Because I am, amn't I?

I have no sense of peace, nothing for closure

For U have nothing to show that I am a success to the public eye

Try as I might...

Try as I might, my dear friends,

 I fear this be the end

Until I find the guts to go back up there

And mess up again until I have this down path