Never would I had ever envisioned you as my enemy,

But to say that we are friends is quite subjective.

Words cannot describe what I feel currently.

All of these emotions arouse within me

And I haven't the faintest as to how I can rid of them.

Feelings are just soldiers on the battlefield of emotion.

Right now my soldiers are fighting too many wars

That I don't know what I feel, or how I'm supposed to feel.

Anger, depression, loss, relief, success

Just to name a few, but how could I feel all that

About one particular event,

One particular loss.

But now I think - was it a loss or a gain for my soul?

Now that you are gone, I feel so free and optimistic.

It feels like I have found a sense of meaning,

One that you could never have given me.

Opportunities seem closer than ever

For I am motivated and ready to take on the world.

Perhaps you are now an anti-friend,

But maybe it was meant to be this way.

Things are just starting to get along

Now that we have split paths.

Is this too harsh?

No, I think it's encouragement

For you and I

To move on

And conquer.