I Miss You... Not

Once upon a time, it was just you and me.

Like siblings, "the cutest couple" said those who would see,

You and I pass by, laughing about who knows what.

I still can't believe that we had fallen in this gut.

I liked you, no doubt, and you knew it, too.

Sometimes I wondered whether you liked me, too,

Or was just playing around to hurt me.

To this day, I still can't see

Whatever you've done to me, I need you to stop.

It has come to the point where I can't even shop

To make me feel better.

And on a sunny day, so gloomy is the weather.

Can't you see that you've broken me?

Can't you see what you've done to me?

I can't pretend that nothing happened,

And I still can't even grasp it

To think about what exactly did go on,

That night before the sun.

It makes me frightened even thinking about it,

And swear that one day I'll tell everyone, I'll shout it!

The world will hear what happened and why I hate you so.

But I have a problem with hating you, even though...

Summer will never be the same to me, without you here

Without our constant bickering or you calling me m'dear.

Or how everyone time that you come around

I get so nervous that even I'm astounded

That I made it through a day with you near.

Fine, I do wish you were here.

But I won't let you back in, no, go away.

It makes me sick to my stomach that you did stay

For as long as you had.

Now the thought of you makes me mad.

How stupid was I to put up with you

After all of the things that you put me through.

I would text you right now and tell you that I miss you,

But I can't for only half of that would be true.