I feel like shit to day I want to die I wanna shoot myself in the head  100 times I don't know why I've  been having bad thoughts they been saying die no one loves me I'm worthless and weak and I'm nothing and I'm better off dead I I believe them and I know that everyone thinks I'm a happy person but in side I'm dying and I'm freaking out and I'm depressed but I don't want any of my friends or love ones to fine out I just feel like I have to be happy so people won't be worried about Me I hold all of it in but I'm gonna burst I can't do it anymore I have bad nightmares and I'm really stress people won't except that I'm trans and I get bullied for it I'm sorry for going on have a nice day/night