You know that feeling when you realize you mean nothing, to no one? When you don't know why you're still smiling?
When you don't feel like a person anymore?
When you suddenly have no friends?
When all you feel is sadness?

Most people tend to call this depression. I don't. I like to say that it is the blurry feeling.

Right now I'm feeling blurry.

All about my life is making me feel blurry.
But still, I go out with a fake smile, faking happiness, to hang out with fake people.

Everything feels fake, or should I say, everything is fake.

It's strange to feel blurry. It's strange to be myself, and I think that's why I don't try to be myself anymore. I let the blurry feeling take me, take me wherever it wants to take me.

And slowly, I'm fading away.