They told me to write,

What hurts?

What make me cry?

What makes me insecure?

So, I took a pen,

Held the paper.

But,

Nothing came,

The paper stayed empty.

But,

My heart was hurting,

Hurting so much, and

The forgotten memories,

The forgotten feelings,

Came in waves, and

Tonight I'm drowning,

In them.

I wanted to write,

But nothing came.

I wanted to tell,

But I couldn't.

I wanted to shout,

But I lost confidence.

I wanted to scream,

But I was tired.

I couldn't write,

For it becomes real,

For it becomes a memory.

I wanted to forget,

I wanted to erase.

So I did.

But,

Without a warning,

Without a sign,

They come in waves, and

Makes me hard to breathe.

Every time I wanted to write,

Nothing comes through my pen,

For my heart speaks,

What I can't say,

In its loudest cry.

I just wanted to write something, and I did. 

Hope it's good :)