I know this may sound stupid and ridiculous but you know what, be your own fucking heroin this temporary world. The person who you consider to be your best friend might leave you tomorrow for another. Without begging people to listen to you, you listen to yourself. When you have a problem, you try to solve it yourself. When you want to cry lean on to your knees and cry for yourself. When you need advice, talk to yourself and give yourself advice. Don't wait for others to be there for you. You want clothes? Buy yourself. No one wishes on your birthday? Wish yourself and buy a present for yourself. You want to go somewhere? Work hard make money and go there yourself. Give first place for yourself. Never be second. I'll get disappointed in myself somedays but so what? Im gonna do my very best to not to be disappointed in myself again. You deserve so much more than you give yourself. In this temporary world be permanent for yourself. Be someone who you know that you can trust. Be the person that you never had. Be the queen for yourself. You deserve the entire world. Dont let anyone look down on you. Trust yourself for who you are. Being alone is not lonely. Its only lonely if you think you can't be happy yourself. No one can make you happier than yourself. Love Yourself! Afterall only yourself will be there with you until the very end and no one else.

I thought of this and i wanted to say it or maybe because i want to tell it to myself. I dont care what anyone of you think but afterall all the fake friends and heartbreaks, useless expectations, i realised that only i can make myself happy. Even if there's no one to listen to me just ranting I'll listeb to myself and I'll cry for myself.