I thought you were my best friend
You told me you were different
That you would stay there
For me
Until the last minute.

You said we will grow old
Together
Let our children
Grandchildren
Play with each other.

I was stupid
That for a second
I really believed you.

You may think I'm jealous
But I'm not
I'm just hurt
That you forgot me
When you got your man.

The worst is yet to happen
I thought I did
Something wrong
But in my heart I knew
It was your fault.

It took only a second
For you to
Make me feel
Worthless and useless.

I felt
You only stayed
Talked with me
Cause you
Did not
Have a guy.

You used me
Left me behind.

I was there
When you needed
Someone to talk
Or a shoulder
To cry.

You told me everything first
When I didn't
But you were ok
And I slowly
Opened up.

But now
I regret
Opening up
To you
Who left me
All alone.

I thought
You were my
BEST FRIEND
But you made me
Realise I was
NEVER
Your best friend.

You ignored me
When I tried to talk
And I blamed
Myself for
Trying to talk.

I realised that
Everything ends
People change
There are
Heartbreaks.

Yet I wish you
Happiness and prosperity
My once
Best Friend.

I don't usually open up and some here know me and some dont. Today I will tell y'all something that I never wanted to admit myself and I might even delete. I liked a guy for 5 years and there were both happy and sad moments but in the end it didn't work out between us and its funny cuz we didnt even have a relationship. But all I want to say to those who got your heartbroken regardless of the gender, know your worth and know that you deserve the best and that you are not someone's second choice. Love Yourself before loving anyone else because you are special and one of a kind.