I never thought a day would come,
That I'll feel lonely,
Amongst the crowd,
Where all sat,
Friends and foes,
Whispering and talking,
With each other,
Like the world doesn't matter.

I never thought a day would come,
That I'll yearn,
For people who left,
Without a single 'goodbye',
Making me doubt myself,
More than I should.

I never thought a day would come,
That I'll be sad,
Knowing I did my best,
Yet, I couldn't smile,
As I'm breaking,
Into pieces, inside.

I never thought a day would come,
That I'll be bothered,
Thinking that I made a mistake,
Thinking that I'm not good enough,
As people keep leaving me,
Like I don't matter.

I never thought a day would come,
That I'll realize,
That I tried my best to hold on,
From missing the people,
Who leave me,
Who break me.

I never thought a day would come,
That I'll fall in love with darkness,
And find comfort in it,
Knowing that I should be in light,
And let go of darkness.

But, I never thought a day would come,
That I'll have to force myself,
To smile and act,
Like it doesn't hurt,
Like it doesn't matter,
Just to keep myself from crying,
Knowing that I've no one,
And no one will care.

This is something I wrote some time ago, so I don't know what made me write this... I know it's not a good one..

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