i'm sorry for wasting everyone's time.

this is useless much like me.

just another book on a website with millions of better ones to read.

this isn't going to be happy.

this isn't going to be fake.

this is all true and if you can't deal with that than oh well...i guess i've disappointed another person.

this is going to be a story about my life and  who i really am.

i'm gonna share a lot of shit.

a lot of shit i never thought anyone would find out.

but...

i can't deal with it anymore

the stress is too much

keeping the real me locked away is getting tiring

well i guess i should start off simple...