i love my mother

but i never see her

my father on the other hand not so much

he's rude and short tempered and loud.

he used to care about me and my well being

now? i'm not too sure

he hasn't noticed all my smiles are fake

he hasn't noticed the cuts, scratches, and bruises

he hasn't noticed anything

he only cares if i don't wear the invisaligns he spent 5,000 dollars on because he doesn't want to waste the money.

he only cares if i'm making a fucking B in one of my classes because "He won't allow any failures"

he hasn't noticed my 'i love you's are fake

he hasn't noticed the depression or paranoia or anything really

he thinks i'm okay

ha

i fucking wish i was