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Chapter 1: Going to a new school

Changing your school is not always easy. I know because my mum has planned to do that. It would been a little easy if its not from an all girls school to a mixed school. My mum has always wanted me to go to a mixed school but I never wanted. Now, that we are moving to a new house, I really have to do that.

I really want to do this for her because she has always been the only one doing everything for me but it seems difficult. I don't like being around boys. They are no fun, girls rule the world. Mum thinks I should try to be so that I will know how to live with a man easily. I've always tried to understand why mother will want their daughter to have a male friend while growing older.

I've been to the new school, mum already did everything she needs to be done so I would conveniently be one of the students. She is happy and unhappy at the same time with the look that has been on my face since I woke up knowing I would be going to my new school for the first time. She does not like me being sad and I hate seeing her sad also. That explains the strong bond between us.

"Mum I don't wanna come to this school, its just so-", I was cut off by my mom who was already annoyed.

"Common shut up, this is the best school in this area, if you are not coming to this school then you are going back to France." She said angrily. I felt so sorry now but why am I forced to do what I dislike. I don't want to go back because I will only live with my mum's friend. She is harsh as hell. I don't like her. Oh God.

"Mum please, can't I just go to another school, I don't like a mixed school, mum!" I cried. I gave my best puppy face but it seems its not working. She just entered into the car with anger. I took that as an order to also move in so I did.

She drove back home ignoring me, she was already angry and I know, I don't like her getting angry. I can feel guilt moving in me. I hate the feeling of guilt.it sucks.

We got home safely and I immediately went straight to my room and locked myself up in there with my eyes full of tears. I dislike being forced. I went to my wardrobe to bring out my diary.

"Haven't opened you in a while" I said and started writing;

Dear diary, I haven't felt this frustrated and confused in a long time, can't imagine mom is forcing me to go to a school I have never liked. Really, its so infuriating, but you know ....

I was stopped when I heard my mum's voice, "Darling", she called. Oh no another round. I thought.

" Darling, I know you are very angry and sad right now, could you please open the door for me" she pleaded.

I stood up and opened the door. She sat on my bed and asked me to sit down beside her by tapping the bed.

"Dear", she said, "It wasn't my intention to annoy you but you have to understand, as your mother, i would choose the best for you, you know this school is the best".

" But mom", I cut in "you know I don't like boys and would not want to go to a mixed school. Mum I can still vividly remember what happened some years ago when I was raped by that idiot, Sam and you know I missed out of fatherly attention when dad passed out, I hate boys mum" I cried.

I lost my dad in a car accident when I was two, he died when he wanted to buy me ice cream which was my favorite but now I hate it. I really miss him, he meant such to me. I guess his death is one of the reasons why I don't really fancy boys.

I was raped by my uncle when I was five, uncle Sam who deceived me in order to take advantage of me. He told me he was gonna buy me new toys and take me to the eatery to get pizza which I really love. He only told me he wanted to check something in my pants and he raped me.

He continues to do that for three weeks before my mum came back from France. When I explained everything to her, she started crying and went to the station to get Sam arrested. Now Sam is in the prison, I guess he has only three more years to use there.

I started crying profusely. Mum allowed me to cry for some time before she broke the silence.

"Dear", she said, " I understand your pain, I know how you feel, but my reason for sending you to a mixed school is for you to understand boys the more and know that life is not like that. You should know every boy is not the same, your dad was a perfect example, so caring,sweet and charming".

She broke into tears and now I was the one to comfort her. "Mom you don't have to cry, because you gonna make me also cry", then I burst into tears.

Oh God

" I love you darling. I want the best for you." She said sobbing..

" I love you too", I replied.

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