Okok
So I went to my godfather's soccer team practice thing
And there was people I know that I've talked to but we stopped talking so it was awkward
And to make things more awkward my cousin wasn't there and I was depending on him to come so I wouldn't be so lonely
Ok back to story

There's this guy I had a crush on but it stopped when I found out my friend liked him
Anyway
I didn't do sh!t for the team because they were too good and I didn't want to miss them up

And he was trying to impress me????
Because he scored a goal when he was suppose to defense and somebody had to scream out
"Hey Brian, we know there's a girl here but you don't have to impress her!"

I DIED
I bet my face was completely red

Aaaaaand

I was looking for my godmother cause I just wanted to make sure she didn't leave, she was just talking with some other people so it was fine
But
When I turned my head back to see what was going on, he was staring at ME
For a split second we locked eyes but then he turned back

I'm confused and scared?????????

Idk

Ok bye
Love you <3