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ONE MORE UPDATE AFTER THIS FEARLESS BEASTIES!!!!

JUST FINISHED WATCHING TOTAL BELLAS SEASON FINALE AND HAVING WRITTEN THIS BOOK AND BASICALLY FINISHING ALL HER INJURY CHAPTERS BY THE TIME IT FIRST AIRED. I HOPE YOU GUYS STILL LIKE THE WAY I PORTRAYED HER DOWNTIME IN MY OWN WAY BEFORE WE GOT TO SEE WHAT REALLY WENT DOWN 😊😊😊

"You have let me in without
knowing how to open the door.
Maybe we are supposed to be together.
Maybe you and I are meant to share the same sky"

✘✘✘

"Its weird being back here" She smiled as she walked over to me after having gone to fetch a glass of wine while I rode on one of the horses.

I hopped off, giving a nod to one of the stable men before walking through the gates and making my way over to her.

"Yeah they really finished off this place" I glanced around making her smile.

"Yes, have you met the new owners yet? They're nice to let us visit for the weekend" she whispered as she wrapped her arm around me and rested her head on my shoulder.

"Nah" I shrugged before kissing her forehead. I could tell she missed the place..

"Well I guess we have to pay them for the crops I destroyed yesterday " she giggled making me smile as I had gotten her ass on a tractor as she argued with me letting me know she knew how to work one.

While she could prove me wrong a lot in the last five years I should have known that wasn't a time she would. Luckily she knew how to stop the darn thing while I ran after it like a fucking idiot. All she did was giggle and hop off it into my arms, before kissing me.

"I'm sure they won't mind having their shit destroyed by Nicole Lesnar!" I smirked.

"Oh yeah, you first have to have a wedding to call me that Brocky!" She narrowed her eyes at me.

"We were in Vegas last week, Ambrose was ready to drive our asses down to the.."

"I think I liked it better when you weren't kicking back beers with my lunatic brother" she shook her head as she moved in front of me.

"Yeah one night and you realize why I'm better with just you baby" I nodded having been forced to head out on town so they could have a girls night in.

"Tipsy Brock, while being cute with trying to get in my panties , is not cute when he is grumpy the next day" She sighed as she sipped her white wine.

"Alls I'm saying is , you were the one who forced me to go out with them for Randy's birthday. So I had to have some vodka in me to deal with all of them" I shrugged.

"Mmmmm excuses" she rolled her eyes but gripped my behind, making me narrow mine.

"You need to get some tight jeans Brocky, you have a good ass!" She whispered before kissing me while I reached around and gripped her behind and lift her into my arms and then swung her around which made her laugh.

"I wish we could stay here all day" she sighed while I expected her to complain about her empty glass thanks to the spinning. She stared into my eyes before leaning her forehead against mine.

"Mmmm sick of being momma Lesnar?"

"Gross! Don't say that! I love being a mom!" Her eyes widened while I smirked.

"And I am still not a Lesnar" she shrugged with a small smile while I had hoped she would let it go.

"Whose fault is that Nicole?" I sighed as I set her down.

"Yours! You keep knocking me up!" She shrugged.

"LJ is two years old Nicole" I raised my eyebrow as I wasn't sure what she was getting at.

"Unless you're carrying another one.."

"Yes because I would be sipping this wine right now?" She smiled and I rolled my eyes.

"I know its my fault. I just, you know I want to be Nicole Lesnar, our kids are Lesnar's and soon Meredith will be asking why they call me Miss Garcia-Colace at the front desk." She shook her head while I guess it would happen with how chatty Meredith, who would be four next month, was these days.

"But you're feeling like the Beast doesn't think you are his Beauty?" I raised my eyebrow and she glanced at me before taking my glasses from my shirt and slipping it on.

"Meredith is our Beauty. I have waited for it for so long that planning it all it just.. I can't think of it right now. I'm just enjoying my life with you three. I don't need to plan a lavish wedding right now" She sighed.

"Yet you bought your dress?"

"We were in Italy Brock and I fell in love with it and don't give me that look. Its at my mom's so you won't get to see it!"

"Until we're in an old age home and you decide you want to be Nicole Lesnar then?" I teased and she shook her head.

"No planning remember? Maybe next year we can elope" she burst out laughing before kissing me while I knew that was the last thing she would want. But she just wanted me off the topic I guess..

Our son, yes son . I got me another boy , he was born on Dean's birthday and that was a fucking headache on its own. He told Nicole to hold the baby in for another day while I was about to punch his lights out even though I knew he was simply trying to amuse her. Luckily Rena held Meredith in the waiting room while she found the whole scene funny.

Which was stopped by the doctor letting us know Nicole had to have a C-section due to him being a bridge baby. I guess since then she has been pushing the wedding off a bit. She had been panicking that he wouldn't make it, while I knew he would, she could be a bit of a worrier. And her scar due to it all was gone but she still had some insecurities which I tried to help her through even when I didn't actually get what it had to do with our wedding..

I had let Nicole name our little girl and with that I got to name our boy.

Luke Joseph Lesnar.

Luke? Because well unlike Meredith I liked names that were short and sweet.

I mean I loved my daughter's name but it was like a mouthful sometimes. I guess it worked when I wanted her to stop eating donuts and I narrowed my eyes which she would return with a giggle and a "I love you daddy" before running into my arms and hugging me, softening me up.

She had me wrapped around her tiny finger thanks to watching how Nicole got it right.

And Joseph? Well, Nicole's grandfather's name was Joe. She would always tell me that she wished he had met me because then he would know she was truly happy. To which I only knew how to give a kiss in return. So considering Luke was a blessing, even more so due to the complications, I figured I would name our son after him so that she could have him with our kids in a way as well.

"Coco! Daddy! Everyone wants to leave now!" I heard Turk and pulled away from Nicole, breaking the kiss. While she rolled her eyes as he had his hand covering his eyes while he waited, knowing he had ran down from the house.

"You can look now Turkey!" Nicole laughed as she walked ahead of me, over to him.

"I'm not Turkey, Coco!"

"Hey you wanna make fun of Brocky so you're Turkey!" I ruffled his hair that was now looking more like Brie's length and he moved to Nicole's side.

My boys were now 11 and while they were good big brothers, they were a fucking pain with all the technology crap. Wanting phones and all that and those game things but I gave in thanks to Nicole.

Sometimes it felt like we were running some daycare shit with all the kids as with Ric's girls we had about 7 kids between us. Which happened to increase once Randy decided to visit or Alberto.

Even Paige and Alberto had gotten hitched before us, granted they had eloped to Mexico but I just wanted Nicole to be mine on paper. I mean she was my wife already , that was how I saw her but I wanted the wedding for her and a day our kids could share in.

The guys were all okay, I could stand them if I needed to, if Nicole wanted them over every few months for one day. But last week we had spent the entire week in Vegas with all of them while the kids were with their grandparents. In a house that didn't even have enough room for all of us, the things I fucking did to please my fiance.

"Brocky are you going to win tonight?" I heard Turk and narrowed my eyes at him and he laughed.

"He is only my Brocky!" Nicole winked. "And of course he will be winning. He is the main event and Brock Lesnar doesn't lose at main events" she smiled.

Only Nicole would be heading over with me while they all stayed at the house that we used to call home, which we had been using for the week as Wrestlemania was in Minnesota. And of course Brie and Bryan as well...

I had only been back to Wrestlemania for the past few years, with us moving up to Canada and me being so comfortable just being home I hadn't felt the need to be there more.

We were both doing well, I had a boat load of money saved up and while Nicole was doing business with Rena she also had a brand with Brie. On top of that she got quite some money out of WWE with appearances despite her contract with them having expired years before. I guess Vince figured she would miss it all so giving her an appearance once a month helped her be close to it all somehow..

I was now closing in on 44 and I still felt pretty good. All the kids kept me on my toes and Nicole and I always worked out together and not just when we got time to get a few rounds in a week.

In the past four Wrestlemania's I had fought against Kevin Owens to win the Universal Champion.

I kept it until around Summerslam where I was stripped in some storyline which I didn't care much for as Nicole had been pregnant with Luke at the time so I wanted to be home with her. Then the rest was Bray Wyatt, Kane and AJ Styles.

I had been victorious against all of them and I guess since Undertaker retired I had gotten my own streak going, while tonight I wasn't so sure.

While all my matches had been anything goes, with this one? I was sure there would be some surprise shit going down.

"Right Brocky?" She smiled.

"Right" I smiled and kissed the side of her head and..

"Daddy! Uncle Mox got me this shirt now I really look like BB!" She squealed as I caught her in my arms and I chuckled.

"Yes you do " I kissed her cheek. Brie would be retiring tonight so everyone was geared up in support.

"LJ is still sleeping" I heard Brie as he would be heading over with us simply because Nicole didn't really want to leave him alone all day, while Meredith wanted to stay with Brooklyn.

Randy would be going up against Ambrose and well they definitely didn't know who would win that so we would see.

Wrestlemania would be anyone's game...

***

  
WRESTLEMANIA 37

NIKKI POV

"How are you feeling at this point?"

"I'm honestly feeling great. I love being a mom of two and sometimes four " I laughed a bit, "but yeah I am honestly in love with my fiance, my kids, my life. I simply love the way my life is right now"

I couldn't help the bright smile on my face as I had two amazing kids and a wonderful fiance in Brock Lesnar.

"What do you think about Brie having her final match at the Royal Rumble as the Smackdown Women's Champion and handing over the belt to the winner of the All Women Royal Rumble tonight on the grandest stage of them all?"

I couldn't believe Brie was hanging up her boots, I mean we were leaning towards 40 but in the last five years? She had become more Beast Mode than Brie Mode.

I had always been more technical in the ring than Brie so once I knew I probably wouldn't be heading into the ring I tried to teach. So in her downtime she would fly up to Canada and Brock and I would work with her. I loved it mostly because Brock and I got to wrestle each other which always made me happy.

Even though I couldn't change my last match, I won that match thanks to Brock walking out because he couldn't stand me in pain. I won it because of the man I loved so I tried to focus on that aspect and through the injury I got all the things I believed I could have lived without as long as I had the Beast.

"I think that its been a real long road for my sister. We always thought the roles would be reversed, with me being on the road for as long as I could be and her starting a family with Bryan. But I am honestly proud of Brie for all that she has accomplished with being the longest reigning Smackdown as well as Raw Women's Champion. I mean Sasha has beaten that at Summerslam last year but my sister's name is still in the history books as well as mine. We are fortunate that the Bella name will be forever remembered in WWE History and Brie has been an amazing Queen" I smiled as the rest of Team Bella was gone.

Fox had left two years ago and Paige had gone to wrestle with Alberto in Mexico soon after their eloping. So I was even more proud of Brie for sticking around with Nattie and showing that Women didn't have an expiry date and that they could too wrestle as long as they wanted to...

"Now that Brie is stepping down are you thinking of taking over the Bella Army again?" I sighed as I knew that question would be coming.

"Well at the moment no. I am really loving just being home with my kids. I love doing these appearances and knowing after so many years, being out of the ring, everyone is still happy to see me. I will admit, it does make me miss it but then I head back with Brock and pick up my little girl from my mom's and I just wouldn't trade that time for the world. Maybe once LJ is a bit bigger I'm not sure, we will see. I am not officially retired yet, I can definitely see myself jumping back into the ring at 40 to do a Wrestlemania match, if Brock could do it with UFC I'm sure I could do it"

I laughed as he rolled his eyes in the background.

"What do you have to say to whoever will be crowned the new Smackdown Women's Champion and to Sasha who is hoping to continue her reign tonight?"

"To Sasha, I believe she can continue her reign. Bayley is an amazing athlete so I know it will be an incredible match. But I do believe Sasha has proven herself to be the "Boss" and she is currently ruling over Raw. So I wish her goodluck and I hope she wins. As for the competitors in the Royal Rumble, with Raw as well as Smackdown women? Its amazing, each of those women wouldn't be in it unless they deserved to be, so may the best Women win!"

I smiled brightly as we finished off and I headed to my two guys.

"You done with the meets?" Brock questioned and I nodded as I was surprised he was still wearing the suit he had arrived in.

"I want a picture with LJ, we did Meredith last year. And this will be our last" Brie pouted and Brock sighed and set LJ in her arms as I moved next to her.

"Not joining us?" I questioned.

"No, you have forced me into enough pictures!"

I rolled my eyes and smiled while LJ looked as in the mood for pictures as his father.

While Meredith was a ray of sunshine , our little boy definitely took after his father and reminded me so much of Duke who still had his quiet moments.

THIS LITTLE BOY JUST SEEMED LIKE THE PERFECT BABY LESNAR TO ME 😄😄😄

LJ hardly laughed at anything.

I swore he was an old soul but I loved him either way as he resembled Brock so much. I hoped that he would have his dad's blue eyes as he got the light blonde hair and pale skin but unfortunately got stuck with my brown ones. Didn't take away his cuteness though and how they lit up whenever Brock was around..

I watched as Brie walked over to Bryan who had entered the gym as Wrestlemania was currently going on and the Women's Royal Rumble would be next and followed by Brock's match.

Bryan and Brie were the godparents of little LJ while my lunatics were the godparents of Meredith.

I named Meredith after Meredith Grey which I wouldn't tell Brock as I knew he would find it silly. Or not even know who I was referring to.

But even though I had lost track with watching after McDreamy died as I just hated Patrick Dempsey for leaving and destroying my idea of people who shared common interests but were different making it work. I loved how strong her character was and I loved their relationship. So she was inspiring to me and well Isabella was a way of having Bella which was close to our family now stay in the family.

I wrapped my arms around him and felt his arms wrap around my waist.

"I feel like the only time I come back here these days is for Wrestlemania "

I mumbled before staring up into his eyes and he took off my cap and set it on his head.

"Just no Brocky!" I laughed.

"Imagine I started rapping now" he winked while I shook my head at his sort of diss to John.

"Mmmmm what rhymes with I want you" I smiled as I nudged my nose over his as his fingers traced over my bare lower back.

"I love you" He shrugged before smirking while I awwwwed.

"Brocky!" I kissed him while slipping my hands underneath his suit jacket, pulling him closer. He was just so fucking hot..

I broke the kiss and kissed into his neck before hugging him.

"You are going to slay their hero Brock" I whispered into his shirt and felt him hold me tighter.

While I hadn't shown it, I knew my Brocky and he was going up against Goldberg tonight.

While Brock was over 10 years younger than him I knew destroying him in the match was no concern, it was being concerned about Vince deciding last minute that something else was meant to go down..

I had been confused as to why Vince would bring Goldberg back for one match against Brock when Brock was the Beast and undefeated. So I understood why it all seemed sketchy..

"And then slay a certain area of my future wife with my rifle?" He whispered.

"Mmmmm I.." I was about to respond but heard LJ calling for Brock which led to Brie bringing him back to his favourite person in the entire world.

When Brock had told me what he decided to name him? I was honestly surprised, our poor baby boy had been nameless for about a week before Brock gently woke me up one morning with a small smile and told me.

I couldn't prevent my eyes from glistening as I immediately kissed him. It hadn't even crossed my mind but yet Brock had thought of it, I had taken him with to the cemetery several times along with Brie and I as well as my NaNa on my Pop Pops birthday, which led to several stories being told on our mini road trip and somehow it just stuck with him.

Brock could still surprise me after several years with him and I couldn't wait to be Nicole Lesnar.

I was just afraid that even with the two kids and how we were all one big happy family that me planning something again would result in failure...

"Nicole, can I talk to you for a second?"

I nodded as I kissed my boys as Brock sat down onto the bench before I followed Brie, luckily LJ grabbed my cap off of his head.

"Remember when Bryan and Kane did that rap bit? " I laughed at the memory.

"Yeah they were an entertaining team " she laughed.

"So am I in trouble?"

"No but I haven't told mom yet, so if you spill it to her you will be. I told Bryan on our flight out here.." She whispered as we entered one of the locker rooms.

"What's wrong?" I frowned but her smile forming told me that I didn't need to be concerned.

"I'm pregnant.." She shrugged and I immediately pulled her into a hug.

"Oh my gosh? Really?" I squealed as I couldn't believe it.

"Yes! I guess I should be lucky I haven't fought since Royal Rumble because I didn't know"

"I'm so happy for you!" I hugged her again as she was finally going to start her family.

I couldn't believe Meredith was already four and here my sister was pregnant but that's what happens when you don't plan. They had tried for kids for so long before and it never happened and now she was meant to retire and here the bundle of joy was...

***

"They're really going at it" I heard Randy as he joined us at the gorilla while I tapped my foot so that LJ didn't get restless.

It had been extremely emotional with Brie handing over her title to Jojo. I knew exactly how she felt as I had done it several years ago as well.

I was happy Jojo had won though, she had gotten back into wrestling about three years ago and with her petite body and fast movements she was amazing. It was her first title and I knew Brie was glad to hand it over to her.

"Who do you think will win?" I heard John and gazed up and realized he was talking to Randy.

"I have my money on Brock unless Vince decides to pull some shit" he shrugged as I glanced between them and the monitor.

I hadn't seen John in years, simply because I was never around her and I usually stayed in Brock's locker room. But I knew Brock was weary about this match, so having LJ and I as well as Brie and Bryan waiting was good for him. I was happy Dean had left for the house with Renee as him and John were still not on good terms and the last thing I needed was a fist fight.

"My own best friend. It hurts Randall"

Randy rolled his eyes and laughed.

"Don't start John" I heard Brie as I focused on Brock who delivered his fifth suplex to Goldberg despite being down for a bit due to the spear.

John sighed and sat between Randy and I.

"I'm not starting anything, just wanted to speak to Nicole. I guess the cowboy has given you the life hasn't he?" He whispered while I didn't bother looking at him.

"I'm not exactly sure what you mean by that but Brock makes me happy, along with our two kids"

"That's what I meant, you got the life you always wanted"

"Yes I did and with the man I was meant to have it with. Excuse me..." I stood up as I held LJ but heard him follow me as I entered Brock's locker room.

"You don't have to leave the gorilla to get away from me" I sighed as I just wished he would leave me alone.

"I left the gorilla to quickly change my son's diaper so I can get back to watching the match" I rolled my eyes as I took off his shorts and changed it. He was being potty trained by Brock but figured since we were at the arena this was safe.

He giggled as he always did while I threw powder onto him.

The rare magical sounds..

I nudged my nose over his, "smell nice and clean for daddy. You know he doesn't like you missing his matches! No he doesn't.."

"Daaaaa..." He glanced at the monitor in the locker room and pointed as I lift him to his feet.

"Yes Dada!" I smiled brightly as I gave him a quick kiss before standing up but was blocked by John.

"You're really happy aren't you?" He whispered.

"Yes, why wouldn't I be?" I shrugged.

"Its you Nicole. One minute you're on cloud nine and the next you're packing your bags and a year later you end up pregnant, and engaged. Getting everything you knew I couldn't give to you"

I sighed as I glanced at the TV, not really sure when the match would end but I knew that I wanted to be right there for my man.

"You could John. But you had a messy divorce and I guess it turned you off. I guess we could blame that, I mean that's what you like to run back to. But let's be honest , you didn't have faith that I was enough so you basically detached yourself from me emotionally and gave me a lavish lifestyle thinking it wouldn't make me notice. I didn't until being with Brock when I didn't have expensive things shoved in my face, not because I couldn't have it but because there was no need. Because all my needs were fulfilled because he truly loves me . The perfect John Cena believes he did and that I destroyed everything and now you want to come here and make it seem like my life is just me finding someone to give me things you couldn't?
I didn't go looking for anyone, he found me. Before I had this ring and my beautiful kids he was enough, I could spend days just lying in bed with him and it would be enough as long as he was by my side. That's what love is, just needing each other, maybe there were times you offered that but for the most part it wasn't there. I said what I wanted to that day I left you"

I sighed as I honestly didn't want to get upset as I knew LJ would feel it and get fussy.

"Yes you did Nicole. Didn't let me get a word in" He shook his head while I could care less. But simply wanted to get him off my back.

"I won't be letting you now either. Because you might not know me as well as you think you do. But I know you, you're doubting everything because you think maybe a life with kids is what you wanted. Well I don't care, my fiance is about to win so I need to go" I went for the door but heard him again.

"You say I'm scared but yet you have been engaged for what? Four years? Maybe he doesn't have faith in you either. The kids is as good as the lavish lifestyle you claim I used to distract you.."

"Daaaaaaaaa!" I heard LJ and realized why as Brock was chuckling as he stared into the camera before going onto Goldberg again. He honestly loved his father so much...

"Whether I'm engaged for another ten years its of no concern to you John. I haven't spoken to you in years and you couldn't even act like you were happy" I shook my head as I mentally had to countdown at him calling my kids distractions.

I had hoped the next time we interacted we would be on good terms but I couldn't. Especially after everything Brock had told me and the different sides John had showed me of himself near to the end.

I had fallen blindly into someone that never really wanted to catch me at all..

"I'm honest Nicole" He simply said reminding me of all the times he had denied me things I had thought I wanted with him.

My disappointment would show and he would say those words reminding me that I chose the life he gave me because my life was in pieces after Nick and he seemed to be my prince charming..

Only I already had my lonely Beast waiting..

I ran my hands through my hair and stared at him.

"Start being honest with yourself John. All you are is selfish, you want everything perfect. Your definition of perfect isn't perfect. So what, I live on a farm in Canada and I'm in love with a cowboy who likes hunting and the simple life? That's me now and because you don't recognize the woman you made me into, I'm settling? You might not be man enough to be happy for me but I'm happy that you're with Charlotte though, John. And I mean that in a genuine way. I am completely happy and while you don't believe it, I don't need you to. Maybe you'll realize that some day so try and focus on your relationship and make sure your girlfriend is happy. Because me and my fiance and the four kids that fill up our house with joy everyday, are" I shrugged as I heard Brock's music blasting and quickly made my way out to the gorilla.

I hugged him as soon as he walked through the curtain.

I wasn't sure who it was for, me or him, but he hugged me tighter nevertheless.

I guess I needed that one last confrontation with John to make me appreciate my life with my cowboy more. Brock could care less about John or Nick, we were each other's only focus and knew there was no one else for us..

"That was it baby" I heard him whisper and he let me go as LJ wiggled in Randy's arms for him.

"What?" I frowned as I didn't get what he meant.

"That was my last match. I'm done baby." he shrugged and kissed my forehead before lifting LJ into his grasps as he wiped his face with a towel and kissed him.