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SECONDLY, There is still a few more chapters to this book but in the next ten minutes I will publish my second Nikki Bella Fanfiction, well third if you include Never Alone. Anyway it will be called The Fearless Prey and well be warned the prologue is a bit steamy I guess depending on your taste so if you can't handle the heat ;)

"And I was born the moment
I fell in love with the world,
because I knew somewhere,
someone like you existed in it."

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November 2011

"So you are seriously not even going to pick me up?" I sighed as I wasn't even sure why I thought he would. When he didn't show up at my door I should have known...

"I'm not in the city Nikki. What don't you get about that?"

"Its my fucking birthday! You know what fuck you!"

I threw my phone down and was about to look for it when I realized the match had ended due to Brock being knocked out.

I heard one of them speaking and I realized it was Brock Lesnar. I sighed and settled my focus on him, it was my first live match I got to go to.

I frowned as I realized he was retiring, of course I would fucking jinx it for everyone.

I sighed as I stood up as I saw people enter the octagon and I moved to the back and wandered around. I wasn't exactly sure what I was looking for.

I saw the man him self's name on one of the doors and decided to enter. I blamed the tequila I polished off before I decided to return for the main event. I wasn't sure how long I had been staring at the posters of him on the wall before hearing the door open.

I heard him going off with himself or well me I guess for being in his lair or whatever but I had just dealt with Nick and I was over arguing with someone. I felt numb to it all, maybe it was the tequila or perhaps just me being used to Nick letting me down.

I wasn't sure how but somehow I landed up lying on the couch with my feet in his lap. He hadn't complained so I left it there. I found myself rambling on about how I ended up at a show all by myself..

But by his response I could tell he wasn't interested. I didn't know why I had thought he would be, I saw him almost tear that guy apart before being knocked out. He wouldn't care about anything especially me, Nick didn't think I was good enough to say the three words to after five years. How do you not love someone after five years? It didn't make sense to me and...

I heard his voice and realized I had spoken out loud, "I don't know, some people aren't made for love I guess" he shrugged.

I found myself laughing and wiped my tears before they could fall in front of a guy that was well known but was basically as good as a stranger. He didn't know who I was, the Nikki Bella name didn't stand out anywhere like Brock Lesnar...

"I guess you're not much of a talker hey Beast?" I smiled a bit as I gazed up at him hating how shaky my voice sounded.

"Why do you keep calling me that?" I shrugged as I explained that I was a fan trying not to sound weird.

But there was no need to hide that he was a well achieved man. He hadn't left wrestling in pursuit of fame as some actor. He truly loved fighting, I saw it in his eyes as he got emotional during his speech. I guess he should have been thanking me as he seemed to have forgotten all about it as he chuckled with his eyes focused on me.

Somehow even with my voice being shaky and my eyes glistening once again I didn't want to look away.

"Its like a Beast, no one stronger.. No one can compete. Its admirable. Its Fearless.. I want to be Fearless but I'm too weak" I gave a small smile hoping I wouldn't sound as vulnerable as I felt.

He was right I should have phoned Brie but I had lost my phone and she was in the hotel which I had no idea where exactly it was at this point.

So here I was, showing my weakness to a guy I deemed a Beast. I hadn't meant it in a bad way and I hoped he realized that after I tried to explain myself. I meant it in every good way, he was unstoppable and had no mercy, while that's all I gave to Nick who came crawling back.

"Well I'm no Beast. I don't know if you saw me get knocked out, out there."

I noticed his jaw clenching and I felt guilty for causing the chuckle to disappear.

I reached up and held his cheek as I traced my thumb over it, feeling the slight stubble as he frowned a bit but didn't stop me. I wasn't sure why I did it but I felt him relax and liked that I had done it.

"Everybody loses, its a part of life. I guess both of us suck. You retired. I'm in a doomed relationship" I admitted as I knew there was no future for Nick and I.

"Then why do you stick around?"

I frowned a bit as it was something no one had surprisingly asked me before.

He seemed to be searching my eyes and I stared at his one more time before letting my fingers fall.

"I hate being alone." I shrugged before moving off his, well lap I guess.

I suddenly felt bad for sharing my shit with him. I saw him in the octagon, he was insane and here he was, stuck with me. I heard him question me on where I was going and I turned to him, searching for some concern.

Of course I would be so desperate to seek affection from a guy who had been going off on me from the moment he found me. He didn't even know my name, I apologized and decided I would leave him.

Even though I wanted to stay I wasn't his problem..

I was tempted to find my phone but decided it was best to simply leave it because there was no point. Nick wouldn't bother calling me until tomorrow to apologize, Brie would be biting my head off for not coming back to the hotel after Nick ditched me so here I was walking the streets of...

Well I couldn't remember the city I was in..

I saw the headlights of a car in the corner of my eye and walked faster. It was quite late, well I think and the last thing I needed was to get kidnapped.

My last night would have been what?

Me waiting in my hotel room for Nick to pick me up with the car service and ending up driving alone. Me then having a horrible time due to my birthday outfit that I felt cute in drawing the attention of unwanted suitors.

Lastly? Me disturbing a now retired fighter who I happened to be a fan of and humiliating myself by almost crying in front of him.

My last night before being killed was fucking perfect.

"Barbie!"

Oh of course include a fucking story into my last hours of living.

"Barbie!"

I continued walking as my head was fuzzy and I basically just embarrassed myself in front of a very important guy.

Nick was an ass, I knew I should just end things but then I would be alone...

I walked faster even though my feet were killing me before feeling someone grab my arm and my heart stopped until I stared into blue orbs that seemed more blue under the street lights.

"I thought you didn't get aggressive with women? " I blurted out even though I was surprised to see him. I thank tequila for that one, Brie Mode could make me weaker but sometimes give me the courage I needed.

He questioned me of where I would be heading and for some reason I didn't like that he did. Because he actually did seem to show concern but I didn't deserve it.

If I deserved concern then Nick would be with me, Nick would be celebrating my 29th birthday with me...

I wasn't sure what I said but I saw him walking away..

Leaving me.

I called after him but this time he didn't bother answering me.

I glanced around the empty streets and decided not to risk my life by attempting to find my way to a hotel when I didn't even have money to pay for one. So I followed and left my hands in the life of a Beast...

*****

Five months later...

BROCK POV

"Out of all things you want to watch while she's sleeping you choose this?" I whispered as I entered the room after her family had left.

"She's been hearing your voice for the past nine months so why not hear the crowd cheer as you conquered UFC one more time?" She smiled as she took my hand in hers with a small smile.

"Oh why should she have to listen? She'll be cheering her dad on in a few years time" I teased.

"Yeah if he can still walk after her mother castrates him for even thinking of stepping into the octagon again!" She narrowed her eyes and I chuckled as while I had enjoyed my last match there and considered going back.

I realized that there were other things that made me happier and while my match went great and I was feeling great now. Who knows what would happen if I fought another few matches?

I had my little girl and two boys who I would like to keep up with and run around with, so there would be no octagon for me...

"I was so afraid you'd get hit real hard. I mean you did but when he delivered it and I saw the pain in your eyes for that split second. I seriously held Dean's hand so tightly he cursed me out" she shook her head.

"I didn't think you noticed, when they were announcing the winner. I was trying to get your attention and it seemed to be somewhere else.." I cocked my eyebrow with a smirk, remembering it after all this time as that had been my last night in the octagon.

"Always on you Beast!" She shrugged before glancing at the screen again.

She had been a bit secretive ever since that night hinting towards shit I wasn't sure. I shrugged it off as her hormones causing her to do everything that annoyed me.

I could tell she was tired, she had been in labour for 30 hours and I knew in the end when we saw our little girl everything was worth it. Well in the moment not Nicole, she was crying due to the pain and all that but once I cut the umbilical cord and held her in my arms I knew everything was perfect.

She was definitely a screamer, while I would have been happy with another boy I was happy to have a little girl. The moment I held her I knew she was going to soften the Beast just like Nicole had..

"Remember my recovery after that fight?" I smirked as I watched as Hunt delivered his first shot to my face.

"Not in front of the baby, Beast!" She narrowed her eyes but smiled, leaning forward and giving me a kiss.

"You know you want another one" I smirked as she leaned back.

"My body is too sore" she laughed as she stared lazily at me.

I stood up from my seat and glanced at our sleeping beauty before sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Its like my neck injury all over again"

"Yeah well with this one I won't have to wait three months to be inside you" I winked and before she could respond I immediately kissed her again. My fingers traced over her cheek as she held it and softly moaned into my lips.

I chuckled as I saw her walk into the room as yeah I felt great but my body was a bit sore. So Nicole had made me sit in bed for the past couple of days. My eye throbbed a bit still but I was fine, I just felt like amusing her.

I had put her through enough shit so if she had fun cooking for me and all that who was I to stop her?

"Nurse Barbie at your service" she winked, doing a twirl as my eyes trailed over her body.

I sat up a bit and cleared my throat, I immediately switched off what I had been watching. The house had been quiet so I figured she had been in the kitchen.

"Now this is what I call a service" I smirked as she straddled me and I ran my hands up her net stockings.

"My poor Beast" she giggled as I let my hands move to her behind and trace over the lace before giving it a squeeze.

"Where did you even get this?" I cleared my throat again as I stared at her cleavage before focusing on her eyes.

We had gone to the doctor for a check up and while we could know the sex of the baby we were keeping it a surprise, so all we needed to know was that he/she was healthy.

"I bought it in Vegas on Fight day when I was in Bitch mode" She sighed as she slowly moved back and forth onto me, teasing me.

"You bought this while you were angry at me" I smirked.

"I still love you even with my crazy hormones that makes you annoying me intensify" She rolled her eyes with a small smile.

"What else does it intensify?" I questioned as my fingers edged higher on her stockings.

She bent down and gently kissed my face while I looked pretty shit. Before rocking back and forth and I stopped her even though I couldn't wait to tear it off of her.

"Thank you for being there baby. Even with the hormones and all, I loved having you there" I whispered as while she had disappeared for most of the night because she was tired out.

She put up with a week of my attention away from her and supported me through it all. I hadn't actually realized how much until I was interviewed and I let my emotions get the better of me.

I knew how Nicole could get, she hated being alone and had become well not dependent on me. We needed each other but with me if I got to training camp I would block every fucking thing out and that led to her being isolated for weeks on end.

Yet, she was with me the entire week going through the motions whilst complaining but still sticking it out.

She moved next to me with her thigh draped over me as she traced the dagger on my chest.

"I was so proud of you. Seeing the emotion, just made me so happy. You conquered it all..." She whispered and I remembered the look in her eyes before I kissed her.

"Mmmm now to conquer my fiance"

"I'm happy that I'm getting kisses, for the passed few days I was considered a son of a bitch" I smirked.

"You know I didn't mean that. Besides, you were the only one who could take it" She laughed while I knew she had wanted her mother in the room with us. Their flight was delayed so it was just her and I and well the bunch outside. I had been driving Randy and Kim to the airport when I got the call from Dean which led to Ric having to go back to our house and rush her to the hospital as I was far out.

They would be making their entrance soon, they were currently eating and once one of the nurses let me know Nicole was awake and that she had asked for the baby I knew it was my chance to slip away from being forced to sit with them and be with her.

"Brock?" I turned to stare at her again.

"Since we're on the topic of UFC.." I raised my eyebrow.

"How did the night you retired go? I mean it had to have been emotional?"

I frowned a bit as she searched my eyes.

"Well yeah it was..." I shrugged.

"Was Rena with you?" I cleared my throat, "..or were you divorced at the time?"

"Well we er... Why are you ask..." I heard a faint cry and turned my attention to our little girl.

"She's awake..." I whispered and she smiled as she had been sleeping once Nicole had held her before.

While I didn't really want to get into that night. She hadn't remembered all this time so she wouldn't be now. I guess she was just wondering..

"Finally giving me some attention.." She smiled as I helped her sit up before gently lifting her into my arms and handing her over to Nicole.

"She has your eyes..."

I frowned as those were definitely not blue.

"Not the colour, I mean the way they get a bit small when she attempts to smile" she shrugged.

"My eyes do not get small when I smile Nicole"

"I happen to look at you when you smile and laugh?"

"They don't" I chuckled as I didn't exactly know how to respond to her pointing something like that out.

"They're doing it right now and you're arguing with me. You have been seated in that chair over there all week keeping me company so I think I would know!"

I rolled my eyes which made her smile.

I leaned down and kissed her forehead as we glanced down at her.

"Do you think the boys will mind having a little sister. I know they were rooting for a boy close to the end" She stared at me and I could see that she was afraid.

That's what I loved about her most, while she respected Rena she also felt a responsibility towards my boys and wanted what was best for them.

"That's only cause they have each other so that's all they know. Once they see this little one they will be too busy to think about a brother. Besides, we can always try until we get one for them" I smirked while she simply shook her head.

"I don't think I can have more after her. It was just too much, my body is in pain, I felt like my vagina was fucking wrecked. I don't even know if I want you to ever look at it again.."

"How appropriate for our daughter to listen to?" I smirked and her eyes widened while I glanced away from her.

"Well we have a small smile seems she loves her mama's outspokenness already!"

SO FOR NOW LOLA AND JJ'S LITTLE VIV WILL BE BABY LESNAR. 😊😊😊😊😊

I kissed the side of her head and she glanced up at me.

"I was kidding.."

"About?"

"Her being the beginning and end. Just looking at her, I can't wait to have more Fearless Beasties with you Brocky!" She nudged her nose over mine and made me smile and I knew by her face my eyes were almost shut.

"I'll give you that one Barbie, but yours do the same." I shrugged.

"That's when I have mascara on" she shook her head.

"Well I'm glad you were joking!" I shook my head deciding to stop that argument and get to our expanding family.

"Yeah I saw that blank look on your face. I feel like you need to go back to WWE for the next six weeks cause I don't need you complaining about how badly you want me! I was serious about it being a wreck down there. I don't think you should come face to face with it ever again" She almost pouted as she glanced at the TV before focusing on me.

"When have I ever.. I just rip your underwear off and push" I shrugged.

"Okay PG Brock!" She narrowed her eyes at me.

"You were talking about your..." I stopped myself before I could continue.

"My what?" She raised her eyebrow while I focused on the TV.

"You can't even say it can you?" I heard the surprise mixed with amusement in her voice.

"Why do I need to say it" I chuckled as I shook my head and stood up.

"Because I was on the road to giving her sex ed.."

I shook my head and cut her off.

"We are a long road from her needing to know.."

"So basically because I am the woman I have to teach her about everything"

"She's not even 3 days old yet baby" I chuckled not sure whether she was being serious and going to Nicole's version of being a mom or messing with me.

"I know, but seriously you can't even say the word" She smiled letting me know she was messing with my ass.

"Barbie..."

"You're such a kid sometimes Brocky" She laughed.

"I ain't.." I smirked.

"You moved all the way over there just to get away from me!" She laughed and I couldn't help but laugh as well as I didn't know what else to say.

"Hey hey hey by all the laughing I assume my niece aka goddaughter is awake" I heard Ambrose and saw all of them enter while our little girl was transfixed with Nicole's night gown.

The godparents were Renee and Dean, I figured it would have been Bryan and Brie but Nicole had said that there were more babies on the way and Renee and Dean had done so much for our relationship so I simply agreed.

"Ssssssshhhh! Not so loud! " Brie rolled her eyes as she followed in and I realized that she was sleeping once again while I was happy Nicole hadn't needed to feed her yet.

"Why did you guys buy more things? You bought over enough at the baby shower" Nicole frowned as I saw pink bags filled with balloons and I sighed and sat down.

"And they are all in Phoenix remember?" JJ smiled as Brie unpacked some clothes from the bags and packed it onto the table.

"Mom will be here in the next few days, hopefully but I think Brock should send the jet over"

"I'll have Paul make the call, he'll be here in a few hours" I shrugged.

Believe it or not Paul was finally in Nicole's good books. I guess him showing up once a week and growing on her more led to her giving in. He had been giving her some good advice on how to go about returning to the ring.

I guess that's how they bonded. I had eventually told her in more detail why Paul had done everything he needed to do. I hadn't wanted it to be the reason she simply forgave him, neither had Paul, but once she began inviting him on family dinners I told her that he hadn't had a choice and how he wanted to protect her as well.

While Nicole had been a handful to put it lightly mid-pregnancy, towards the end she was no bitch. Just concerned about the type of mother she would be while she didn't need to have any if how she was with my boys or her nephews and nieces.

"I feel sorry for you sis! I mean I'm happy she's here but she's so big and well.." Dean cringed a bit.

"See Brock, he gets what I mean" Nicole glanced at me as she placed her hand on mine that had been resting next to her. I got up and sat next to her and gently took our girl from her arms.

"That its a war zone down there" Renee laughed while I gave a small smile as I listened to them go on and watched Nicole laugh.

They would all have to fly out soon.

They had been with us all week as she was meant to be due this weekend and we were having a celebration of sorts but of course our baby couldn't wait.

Rena and Ric had left this morning to pick up the boys from my parents, I guess to prepare them for the new arrival as she would be going home by next week.

"So what is her name?" I heard JJ as they had been grilling us all weekend about it and well attempted doing it with just me as Nicole slept.

"Come on guys how much longer are you going to make us wait?" Dean nagged and I felt Nicole's eyes on me.

I smiled and she then glanced at our sleeping beauty before turning to them.

"Meredith Isabella Lesnar"

HOPEFULLY YOU LIKED NICOLE'S FLASHBACK AND THE NAME OF THEIR LITTLE GIRL 😊😊😊😊😊