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"Some of us live with such a love.
One that devours the mind,
dissolves the soul. "

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"So what, whoever gets the most chickens has to cook lunch?" I repeated from what I got from Stephanie.

"Yes dear, we'll be sure to keep count. We have two chicken coups"

"Aren't you going to stay to watch?" I heard Brock and they shook their heads and walked up to the house.

"Sure you get the farm boy on your side!" Dean rolled his eyes as he gestured to Brock.

"You are two guys!" Renee pointed out as she too was on our side.

"That's not fair, Brock is like two of them.. No offense" Brie shrugged as she received looks from Bryan and Dean.

"I'm so glad I am simply observing this battle of well I don't know" Paige smiled as she stood beside us.

What were we even doing? My friends had flown to see braceless Nikki and just hang out . Brock and I had been at his parents' house ever since we flew back, I didn't mind as I loved that they allowed me to stay. While Brock had been moody because all he wanted to do was be inside me.

Dean being Dean came up with us catching chickens because Brock's mom refused to make food for all of us despite liking them. She found it amusing that Brock was tolerating so many people around him that wasn't his family for the sake of making me happy. Her words not mine as in my books Brock had no choice..

I missed being on the road with all of them so I was going to take full advantage of them visiting me.

"May I remind you that you were Team Captain?" Renee smiled at Dean and he briefly narrowed his eyes at her.

"Yes but he blindsided me by picking you" he briefly glanced at Brock.

"You could have picked Nicole" I heard Paige not really listening to their bickering as Brock's fingers were tracing over the side of my waist as he held me to his side, while both my arms were wrapped around his.

I loved being close to his body as with the brace I couldn't fully feel my face nuzzled into his chest .

"Yeah as if, Nicole has Brock written all over her"

I smiled as I shook my head.

"The only reason he is throwing a tantrum is because he has Vegans on his team and he wants some good ol' steak" I shot earning a chuckle from my Beast.

"Shut up let's just start. We're going to win and then we will be relaxing on the porch while you three cook!" Dean grumbled.

"Fine stop being a baby. I'll swap with Brie" I sighed and felt Brock's hand tighten around me and frowned but he kissed my forehead before we traded.

"Now we're kind of evened out" I shrugged feeling Brock's eyes on me but trying my best to ignore it as the last thing we needed was me heating up.

"In weight yeah" Dean rolled his eyes as I stood beside him.

"Fuck you!" I shoved him which caused him to break out into a laugh while I saw Brock rolling his eyes.

"I'm kidding sis!" He winked before pulling me into a side hug.

"What is Paige doing?" He turned to face her while I raised my eyebrow at Brock who seemed to still be annoyed with Dean but he glanced away as Renee asked him something.

"I lovely besties am doing the dishes and one person from the winning team will be joining me" She smiled.

"Great!" Dean rolled his eyes.

"Okay so each person gets one minute to catch as many chickens as they can and in the end whoever has the most will be declared SDCC Chaaaaaaampions!" She smiled proudly with the name she came up with.

"SDCC?" Brock frowned.

"South Dakota Chicken Catching Champions" she shrugged.

"I'll go first!" Renee stuck up her hand and of course Dean.

I leaned on the fencing and soon saw Brock's arms on either side of me as he stood behind me.

"If you wanted to go up against me you should've just said so instead of leaving me"

"You think you're going to beat me don't you?" I moved a bit so that I could see his face.

"Well.. Yes.." He shrugged as if it were obvious.

"Ew! You're such a guy" I scrunched up my face at him doubting my ability to compete with a Beast.

"That's what I keep telling you" he smirked and I was about to respond.

"Ouch! Ouch!" Dean had tripped and instead of running away from him the chickens were nearing him and stepping on his chest.

"They know their own kind" I heard my amused boyfriend.

"Brock!" I elbowed him but he simply chuckled and kissed my cheek.

"Remember that when you're making my lunch" Dean smiled as he continued catching.

"Times up! Renee you got four while Dean got six" Paige smiled as she glanced over.

"Well they were drawn to him" she rolled her eyes.

"Everyone is babe" he smirked as he pulled her to his side.

"We'll go next, since you two are clearly waiting to be last" Brie smiled but I doubt Brock even heard her .

I felt him kiss into my neck slowly surprising me at the level of PDA going on ever since this morning . The fact that Brock was huge meant no one could see me unless they were busy catching the chickens so he was enjoying me. I doubt he would have cared either way. In his mind he was doing them a favour by even taking part in this so he would do whatever he wanted and throw them off the farm if they decided to argue..

"Brie - 2 Bryan 5"

I elbowed Brock and he frowned but then realized we were up.

"I'll go easy on you baby" he shrugged and I showed him middle finger.

"Go!"

"Come on!" I heard Dean while I ran after them. The fact that we had the remaining ten made it harder as they had more space to run in and get away.

I had gotten about four while Brock had three. I went for my fifth one when I felt myself being scooped up and set down as he got it, making us even.

"Broooooooock!" I nagged as I heard Paige stopping us.

"I was going to win!"

He shrugged while I rolled my eyes and joined the others.

So we lost by one. There had been a debate considering Brock cheated so I decided I would make lunch which led to Brock being forced to as well while the others would make dinner.

"Should we head back to the house to get more clothes?" He shook his head.

"I have other plans" he didn't look at me as he continued marinating his precious steaks.

"We heading home?" He simply nodded while continuing.

"What plans?" I whispered after he placed them into the oven and he glanced at me as I stood against the counter before moving to me.

"Plans that you will hopefully like" he shrugged as he moved closer.

I rolled my eyes knowing that he was most likely going to be celebrating that I was brace free tonight.

"I'm sure I will " I smiled as I moved my hands underneath his shirt feeling his abs underneath my fingertips and he smirked.

"Everyone else is on the porch, I could take you up to my old room" he whispered as he pushed his body against mine.

"But then what would be special about tonight?" I frowned.

"I didn't say tonight would be special I just said we had plans"

I frowned deeper realizing that sweet Brocky didn't have anything planned but he had a knowing smile before bending down and sucking on my neck.

"Stop Beast, I don't have anything to cover my neck, the last thing we need is them to point it out" he sighed and moved back and glanced behind him.

He then turned back to me with a smirk and wrapped his arms around me as he lift me up into his arms.

"Brock!" I squealed softly as he went up the steps before entering his room and closing the door behind us.

"I have been tortured ever since that brace came off and now we are alone with your friends keeping my parents busy" he whispered as he hovered over me.

I should have told him he was crazy but with him lying between my legs and the fact that I was in his room caused the heat to grow. Briefly wishing I had met this man in high school somehow I just wanted to know him for as long as I could.

I pulled on his neck and immediately kissed him and felt him smiling into it before slipping his tongue past my lips. I felt his hand slip underneath my shirt and squeeze my breast and I pushed up against him and felt the Beast wanting to be free.

I moaned into his lips and he grinded himself against me before breaking the kiss and trailing kisses in my neck as his hands gripped my behind through my jeans pulling me against him.

I pushed him off me and immediately straddled him causing him to briefly chuckle before moving me back and forth on his lap making me hate the denim blocking us more.

"I want to be inside you baby." He breath against my skin as he nibbled on my chest down to my cleavage.

I pulled on his tee and he immediately stripped it off before doing the same with mine and I felt a rip as Beast clearly didn't feel like unclipping my bra .

I kissed him again pushing my chest against his while my hands travelled down to his jeans and loosened his belt as he bit into my neck.

"BROCK!" My hands froze as I heard his mom before hearing a knock on the door.

"You guys in here?" I heard Dean.

"WHAT?" Brock snapped and I hit his chest with a smile while he rolled his eyes.

"Lunch is ready lovebirds!"

He sighed and moved back gazing down my body before handing me my tee.

"You broke my fucking bra Brock!" I whispered loudly but all he did was lie back with his hands behind his head watching me seeming to be thinking.

"I love you baby" he whispered and I smiled before getting off of him deciding to leave questioning him about Dean for later and picking up his tee as he sat on the edge of the bed.

"Of course you do, look at me" I teased and he chuckled but pulled me between his legs into a hug as I ran my fingers over his spikes.

"I love you too " I whispered as I rested my chin on his head.

"I hope so" he mumbled before standing up gripping my hand so we could leave the room.

"Your steaks were almost charcoal" I heard his mom as we walked into the kitchen. I had grabbed one of Brock's old jackets as my nipples showing through my tee wasn't really good.

"Yeah er.. her neck was hurting so I let her lie down for a bit."

I heard him as I walked out onto the porch to join my friends.

"Mmmm enjoy spending time in Brock's old room" Dean smirked and I rolled my eyes before watching his eyes move to the back door and I saw Brock walk out with his parents with a smile before joining me.

I liked that everyone was simply getting lost in random talk well mostly wrestling which was Dean's life after Renee so he kept the table interested as Brock's fingers tapped on my thigh.

"What did you mean by hope so?" I finally whispered.

He glanced at me but continuing eating, I was about to question but I heard his dad.

"Why didn't you take them out with the horses I'm sure that would have been fun?"

"They enjoyed catching chickens" Brock shrugged.

"Oh we can ride them next time" Dean smiled .

"You can't even ride a horse!" I raised my eyebrow.

"Babe didn't we ride donkeys the last time we were home?" He turned to Renee and she nodded while chewing.

"Donkeys and horses are a bit different" I shrugged.

"Maybe for you but for me its the same. I can be a cowboy just like your big gorilla over there" he smirked earning laughs from the table.

"Brock you need to let him not mess with you like that! First he steals Nikki to his team and now his making fun of you" Bryan teased but the fact that Brock's hand tightened on my thigh let me know it reminded him of the early parts of our relationship.

"Hey hey Brock knows by now that's how I am" Dean rolled his eyes while I kissed into Brock's neck which I normally wouldn't do considering his parents were with us but I just wanted to reassure him.

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"I honestly have to admit Brock has surprised me in this relationship. " I heard Brie as I stared ahead at her and Renee on a set of swings that Brock had built while we were here, for the boys, while I sat on the one I was guessing belonged to Brock and his siblings back in the day.

Dean despite protest was forced into doing the dishes with Paige and Bryan while Brock had gone on an errand. Which I guessed was going to do some training as he had skipped out all week to spend time with me.

"I mean you two are alike but the difference is that only comes out when he is with you. I find it intriguing.. "

"Well I guess I just bring out the Beast in him " I laughed a bit.

"Well the opposite, especially today even over the last couple months. It's weird to see him so affectionate after all this time I'm still not used to it.. "

"I'm surprised he hasn't proposed yet I.. shit I didn't mean " Renee cringed, if Dean were here he would most likely been biting her head off for bringing it up but with my parents and Brock stating he would never bring it up I had just become numb to the idea over the past week.

"Its okay. I have accepted that there is absolutely no such thing as a diamond going on this finger right here and while I would love to be married to Brock more than anything because I believe he is my soul mate, some things are just not meant for everyone. " I gave a slight smile saying it out loud after Brooke's wedding just made it harder.

I saw Brie getting ready to give her lecture.

"This isn't John, Brianna. Brock had a family before he met me, at this stage he just wants to be with the woman he loves and I feel the same "

"So you're fine just being a stepmother? "

"Brie! " Renee stared at her.

"Just because he doesn't want to marry me doesn't mean he doesn't want to have kids with me "

"What if he doesn't though? Have you guys even spoken about it? "

"Yes and as soon as I retire in the next few years we agreed we would be starting a family "

I was grateful that I wore my sunglasses so that she wasn't able to sense my lies.

I knew I shouldn't have but I didn't want to give her the satisfaction about being right like she had been with John. In a few years she would be starting her own family with Bryan and she would be too busy to focus on me not..

"Brie, not everything has to be perfect. As long as it's a mutual decision it's their choice. Do you meddle in my life because Jon and I don't intend on getting married, do I nag on your head for being married? Whether they get married or not. Have kids or not. It doesn't fucking matter.. they're happy any of that would just be a bonus but it's not needed. It's Nicole's life.. you're always on her case about depending on the family now that Brock is there being the stable figure you're questioning it.. "

Brie sighed, "I know I just. Nicole, I'm sorry Brock is honestly perfect for you. I forget that we are different people sometimes.. I just don't want. I'm trying to be the voice of reason because you are head over heels but I'm glad you spoke about it. I was just afraid you guys were moving at a fast pace not really knowing where you were heading.. "

"Well we do and since you are Women's Champion and a good one at that. I will forgive you, besides I think Renee's claws were enough."

"Well my better half ain't here so I tried to give the input he would if he was " she shrugged.

"Speaking of better half.. " I glanced further down and saw Brock driving down the dirt road with his truck.

"More like my Beastly half " I smiled.

***

"Thank you" I whispered as I leaned on his shoulder clasping his hand.

"For?" He whispered as we drove home. He had let them use his jet to fly out .

"For being mine" I whispered instead and he frowned a bit before smiling and briefly turning and kissing my forehead.

"I hope you mean that baby"

"I thought you stopped" I sighed.

"Stopped what?"

"Stopped doubting me "

"I'm not"

"You've been tense for most of the day whenever Dean would be close to me. I don't understand.."

"Its just his too ..."

"Affectionate? That's how he is, he has forcefully hugged you so many times ... I love you and he loves Renee and we're spending the rest of our lives with you two blondes" I smiled as I brought his hand up to mine and kissed it.

"Guess I just have to try and get used to the annoying fucker" I rolled my eyes but decided not to respond.

"Where are you going?" I heard Brock as he closed the front door.

"To our room?" I frowned as I thought that would be obvious.

"I said we had plans" he stated.

"I know" I turned to face him completely as I made my way down the steps still not seeing why he was stopping me.

"So you're going the wrong way" he walked up to me and pulled me into his arms.

"I'm confused" he shook his head and grabbed my hand to lead me out to the back.

"Well we've been on the farm all day figured we should end it off the right way" I realized we were heading to the lake.

"As much as I love the lake Brock I'm tired, we've been walking around on the farm all day and.."

"It ain't even 7pm yet Nicole" he said a bit frustrated and I sighed and remained quiet. After hanging out with my girls my mind had been spinning again and having a trip to Beast City would help take those thoughts away.

"How much do you love me?" I asked after a bit which caused him to frown.

"I just want to know if you love me enough not to kill me and toss my body into the lake that's all" he chuckled and pulled me to his side.

"We'll see how the night goes baby"

"Well at this rate I can see that.." I stopped in my tracks as we reached the lake.

"Brocky?" His jaw clenched due to me still using the name but I ignored it as I couldn't believe what I saw .

I saw a tent facing the lake so I couldn't see inside it but there were lights glowing through the material and close to it was some wood set up with a basket next to it.

"What's all this?" I frowned as I turned to him.

"Our plans for the night baby, I heard Bryan them messing with you saying you're a city girl who couldn't survive a whole night out in the country so.."

"They didn't say that.." I rolled my eyes.

"They were hinting at it by teasing you baby. " I stopped myself from reminding him how he had done the same so many times. He glanced around the little camp site and frowned and walked over to the wood picking it up and setting it in front of the tent.

"This is why I do shit myself" he grumbled but before I could question who had done it for him he got inside.

"You coming Nicole?" I nodded even though he couldn't see me and crawled in trying not to freeze as I was stunned due to how amazing it looked.

"This is beautiful Brock" I whispered as he handed me a stick with a marshmallow on.

"Figured we could say bye to Brocky the proper way " he shrugged with a smirk which told me there was more.

"I don't get why he has to leave" I smiled.

"I'm a Beast baby you didn't fall in love with Brocky you fell in love with the guy who annoyed you and tested you" he said confidently as he searched my eyes. I realized how much our relationship had changed but then again he had always been Brocky on his farm and the guy testing me at work. I couldn't decide which part I liked best but I didn't have to as both Brock's were still there..

"But now I am in love with Brocky" my eyes fell to his lips as he ate as I found myself amused by the Beast eating a marshmallow before glancing away as I saw the sun slowly setting.

The view that was definitely the best out here at the lake. I felt his eyes on me as I stared out enjoying the melting sweetness.

" I happen to love you a lot Nicole" I heard him.

"I know" I responded as I didn't know what else to say because never in a million ways would I have pictured Brock Lesnar doing this.

I loved that he managed to surprise me each time..

"Is there a reason why you are declaring your love for me so much in one day?" I teased as I had to force it out of him on a usual day.

"Maybe"

I frowned as there was something not Brock not even Brocky about the entire day. I reached over him for another marshmallow but felt his arm wrap around my waist and pull me onto his lap.

"Brock I'm hungry!" I laughed but he ignored me.

I felt him kiss into my neck and smiled as I turned to him and felt his lips on mine and my hunger was forgotten.

I felt his hands tug at the bottom of my tee as he gently bit along the skin before gently kissing over my scar. I moaned and rocked onto his lap wanting to kiss him but he immediately tipped me over and tugged on my jeans before settling between my legs as my hands unbuttoned his.

He stopped my hands which caused me to stare into his eyes questioningly but all he did was kiss me and I smiled into it as I felt his hands move my underwear to the side as he eased into me slowly. I moaned loudly into his lips loving the feel of him as he groaned into mine.

"You're killing me baby " he whispered as he pushed completely into me before easing in and out.

I didn't respond as all I could do was moan as The Beast filled me up while the man I loved made love to me despite waiting so long..

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I woke up and remembered where exactly we were due to the sun rays on my face but the little fort was empty. The fact that I hadn't frozen to death due to the tent being mostly open surprised me but then again being wrapped up in the beast's arms had its way of warming you up.

I grabbed his jacket and slipped it on before leaving and seeing him sitting in his jockey. I laughed taking in the view but he moved over to me which caused me sit back in the tent.

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"Why aren't we going up to the house?" I frowned.

"Because then we'd miss the view" he shrugged and I realized the sun was still rising as I peeked over his shoulder while he sat back between my legs. I was happy that my sweet Brocky was still here. He had the fire going again, why I wasn't sure.

I peeked over his shoulder at the sunset before deciding to rest my head on his back feeling some rays on my skin.

"Wanna marshmallow?"

"Not my idea of breakfast Beast?" I mumbled against his bare back.

"Mine either baby but when you're out camping you only have the essentials "

"Like me?" I teased wanting to go back to sleep.

"Yeah so you run out of food when your girlfriend eats all the food" he chuckled as I hit his back and I saw a smile as he glanced back at me.

"Are you gonna eat marshmallows with me or not Nicole?" He said after a bit.

"Sure I guess if we have nothing el.." I stopped as what I saw at the end of the stick was definitely not a marshmallow.

"Bro..." I whispered as I felt my heart beating way too fast.

"Do you want the marshmallow or not?" He whispered amused but his voice held something else as well.

"Brock don't fucking mess with me what is this.." I whispered as I felt my eyes glistening.

I heard him sigh as he took it away from my view before I felt him shift and pull me onto his lap as I felt as if I were frozen in place.

Was I still sleeping?

"Look at me Nicole" he whispered and I glanced away from beside us into his blue eyes.

"Over the last few months, watching you heal I have been thinking a lot. I heard you speaking to your parents and I heard that you dismissed the idea of wanting more with me. At the wedding the same thing happened. I tried bringing it up and you just went off and I said I would never bring it up again but thing is baby I know what I want and I take what I want. It took me four years to get you to be mine ..."

He glanced behind me at the sunrise and ran his hand over his face. I wanted to speak ask him if he was real but I couldn't speak there was a huge lump in my throat that would only result in tears if I did.

"When I thought you were dating Ambrose I fucking hated myself because I wasn't sure how you felt and I was being used by you and I hated not having control but being with you made it more real. Ever since I met you I changed , I changed into a Beast and since being with you the Beast has gone away while with you. You're stubborn like me, you snap because you believe things are the same as you think and don't give someone the chance to tell you otherwise like at the wedding. And I fucking hope that's why you snapped at me at that wedding" he reached next to him and took it off the stick.

"Because Nicole, I don't fucking talk this much for anyone. But with you I do. With you I'm willing to sound so fucking annoying right now and if this ain't what you want I can't say I'll be happy because its what I want . I have watched you with my kids, with my family and they can't imagine life without Coco and frankly neither can I. They see you as part of the family and I want us to be just that even though we already are. I want US to be Lesnar's ... So Coco will you be my wife? " He gazed at me searching my eyes while I glanced between his blue orbs and the diamond held between his fingers..

"I.."

"I fucking knew it. I have had this fucking thing lying around for the last fucking two months trying to figure out exactly how I felt about taking that step and.. " He shook his head while my head was spinning as I felt the tears flowing down my cheeks.

Two months?

"Forget about it okay?" He held the ring in his fist as I felt him tense underneath me.

I nodded and he sighed and glanced past me.

"I should've spoken to you but every fucking time I wanted to something would come up. I pushed and I ..."

"No Brock I mean yes as in yes I want to marry you" I breath as I felt like I had been choking on my words because I had.

He stared at me searching my eyes but I couldn't wait and kissed him but he didn't kiss me back.

"Brock I said yes I want to be your wife" I whispered into his lips and was about to continue when I felt him slipping the ring onto my finger.

And he soon kissed me back.

"You aren't being mean right?" My words were rushed but he caught them.

He chuckled, "I was never trying to be baby, everything I said that night I meant because I happen to like the sound of Nicole Lesnar "

Nicole Lesnar?

I kissed him again because that's all I could think of doing. I had dismissed the idea so many times when it came to him without even realizing it but here he was doing it. He did it because Brock Lesnar took what he wanted..

"I love you so much" I whispered but all he did was kiss me as he turned burying me underneath him as I giggled.

I was engaged to Brock Lesnar...

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