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I saw him walking off , he didn't even bother looking back my way or waiting to get the elevator he headed straight for the staircase.

He was really mad.

"So what was that about?" Renee asked as she handed me one cup and I closed the door behind her and walked into the bedroom.

The scene which was on for display didn't help with what I had to tell her as his ripped top laid next to the bed,  while my vibrator laid in the middle of it and the broken glass laid shattered across the room.

"Okay now I really want to know what happened" she turned to me and narrowed her eyes while I rolled mine  and we headed into the main room instead and sat on the couch.

"We got into a fight" I shrugged trying to make it seem not as intense as it actually had been.

"What happened before the fight?" She asked while blowing onto her coffee before sipping from it.

"It doesn't matter Ren" I whispered and sighed.

" I'm sure it does, I mean he looked like he was seeing red . I got such a fucking fright when I saw your door flying open and I was not expecting him at all"

I ran my hand through my hair and sipped from my coffee even though it stung as I burnt my tongue but it prevented me from talking.

"You like him don't you?" I knew Renee she was almost as persistent with finding out shit as Dean.

Where as Dean would really get in your face repeating the same thing twice , she would simply give you that look and I made the mistake of looking at her.

"What? No..." I shook my head but I knew I wasn't very convincing as she smirked.

"Nikki..." The look again.

"I don't know" I shrugged as I honestly didn't know what I felt for the Beast.

"Okay since you don't know tell me what you do know which is what took place that led up to that" she gestured to the room. "And me almost getting knocked over by Brock"

I filled her in on our training sessions and our makeout session that morning but left out the details of where his wondering fingers were.

"And your vibrator?" She raised her eyebrow and I cringed.

"Urgh I hoped you never saw it.. " I rolled my eyes and she laughed.

"You act like I haven't stumbled upon one of it before !"

"That was once and no one told you and Dean to scare me !"

I recalled last Halloween and how they had put pumpkin heads on and Dean nudged me awake and the first thing I saw was his face lit up and not looking like Dean at all.

"We had to! Anyway back to the vibrator!"

"That's how I woke up.. I don't know he found it and it was on and it was so embarrassing!"

I laughed just picturing him sitting at the edge of the bed trying to figure it out.

"Well not that embarrassing that he didn't want to keep his lips off of you!" She teased and I shook my head.

"I think he likes you" she shrugged as she took a sip of her coffee.

"What makes you think that?" I tried hiding away the hope I had that he did.

"Well from what you told me his been following you around at every show and before that night had you bumped into him before?"I shook my head as she referred to my first encounter with him.

"But now all of a sudden you see him at every show? I have never seen him backstage when he wasn't needed for his segments.. Come on Nikki you know I'm right..."

"He thinks Dean's my boyfriend so it doesn't matter!" I set the cup down on the table as my tongue was still burning due to my first sip.

"I knew the plan was a bad idea and I could see in your eyes how upset you were when you told me that Dean had told him! Why did you go along with it?"

"Because I'm stupid.. I honestly don't know and now he's mad at me because he thinks I'm this bitch who bounces from one guy to the next when its not the case"

"We both know that's far from the truth. Look how long it took you to find John after Dolph.. I hope you didn't let whatever he said get to you?"

I shook my head even though I did a little.

"Are you ready for another relationship? Its only been a couple of months.."

"We're not talking about a relationship its just something.. Its different with him.. I can be a total bitch and he can handle it,  sure he's annoying sometimes but he's not John. I don't have the need to be perfect I can just be how I feel and even if we blow up one day, he's so bipolar that he'll be teasing me when I see him again.
I like the way he looks at me in amazement sometimes when I say things . Even though most of the time I say things I'm fucking scared he'll snap but I don't show it ... Well most of the time I don't.. He thinks I'm fearless and I like that he does cause it means he doesn't see me as just this woman he sees me as an equal and respects me.."

She smiled.

"I'm not making sense am I?"

"You're making perfect sense.. I was just thinking something"

She smirked and I knew very well she was getting ideas .

"What?" I raised my eyebrow.

"I'll tell you some other time , not now..but if that's the case that you fight all the time why are you so concerned now?"

"Because this fight was different if it hadn't been for the Dean thing I feel like he would have said something.." I reached for the coffee again and burnt my tongue yet again when Renee seemed unaffected by hers and I was annoyed.

"Like what?" She asked as she took a long sip while waiting for me.

"How is your tongue not fucking burning?" She swallowed quickly to prevent spilling as she laughed as she clearly wasn't expecting that.

"I take milk remember?"

Mystery solved .

"Oh.."

She shook her head while I set my coffee down and decided I was done with it for now.

"Like what Nikki?" She repeated.

"I don't know just something..." I sighed.

"I'll speak to Dean and end this whole thing so you can just tell Brock the truth!"

"No just leave it , Fast lane is almost here and then the feud will be over ... I'm not going to let Dean down because I think I like the Beast"

Dean had been with me through a lot especially times like these when my sister and I were not on good terms and he just wanted my help on this one thing..

"You know you like the Beast but you're right , Dean would probably be annoyed anyway.. so okay we'll wait..."

"I know we're meant to be working out this afternoon but I need to find Brock and just, I don't know I really hate the way he left you know?"

She nodded,"I'll walk out with you..."

I locked the door with the hot coffee in hand  and we entered the elevator together and I realized I didn't know which floor he was on.

" not in the hotel .." She answered my thoughts.

I turned to look at her, " He's at home.. We're in his hometown remember?"

"Fuck I forgot, I have no idea where he stays..."

I hadn't realized last night's live event was in Minnesota but then again I never knew which city we were in unless I was ending the show as we then had to thank the crowd.

But it would make sense as to why Brock was here as he was not on last night's one.

"I'll drive you.. Don't give me that look, Paul usually stays there sometimes and I had to pick him up once... Its a nice farmish house. I have never been inside though, I am pretty sure that privilege has only been allowed to Paul."

"And his ex-wife?" She shook her head.

"He gave her their previous house, he bought that one after... It's half hour away just so you know.. So if you think he doesn't like you then there is something wrong with you"

"Because?"

"The man didn't even want to drive to show up for the Slammy's remember? And he won five awards!" I recalled that we were all wondering where the big winner was.

"So he must've really wanted to see you.." She shrugged and I followed her out.

Did he really drive all the way to see me?

"Will you be okay?" Renee asked as she parked outside of his property.

I shrugged.

"How are you even getting in?"

"I don't know someone didn't bother telling me his property was locked off!" I narrowed my eyes at her.

"I'm sorry" she laughed.

"Let's see..." She hopped out and I did as well.

She was walking back and forth while I simply followed.

"Aaaah there's always a loop hole somewhere!" She smiled excitedly while I stood confused.

"Here!" She moved some grass away to reveal a hole within the fencing.

"You seriously think I am going to crawl through that thing?" I asked and she shrugged.

"Come on!"

"I want to talk to him yes but not that badly..."

" Nikki you said yourself you are sick of having everyone think you are this porcelain barbie so get a bit roughed up... "

She saw the hesitation in my face.

"Just try if halfway through you decide to back out we can go back.. We didn't drive all this way for nothing"

"Fine!" I sighed as I knew she would start guilt tripping me.

I dropped to my knees and stared at the hole and sighed.

I began crawling through it and as I got my head through I turned onto my back and pulled myself in.

I sighed as I made it through and then jumped up.

"Awww my little girl scout!" Renee clapped her hands together and I rolled my eyes.

"I'll be expecting a call on how it goes!"

She smiled and I waved as she hopped into her rental and as she drove away I realized I didn't have my phone with me.

I simply made my way up the long driveway hoping I wouldn't need it.

A/N:

Hope you liked the girl talk and hearing Nikki's feelings about Brock :)

Did you like her little girl scout moment??

Do you like Renee???

Next chapter will be in Brock's POV <3