So I know I said I would be updating Thursday , but I had a short day at campus..

So here you go :)

Oh I listened to this song during the last half of this chapter :

A Great Big World - Say something

"Nicole what the hell is going on?" I heard Dean as he shut the door behind us.

Renee frowned as she came out of the bathroom seeing Dean's face as well as mine.

"What happened? No onion rings?"

Oh I wish it was simply that...

"Brock Lesnar was just here going off on her and when I try to fucking get her away from him he says she has to choose..."

Her eyes widened as I stared at her for some sort of help.

"Like who does he think he is thinking she would actually want to go with him. I fucking told you that guy.. I suspected something and now he has become obsessed with you"

Dean's voice boomed as I could see how pissed he was but he had the wrong idea.

"Mox you.." Renee tried to help me I guess but he cut her off.

"He hit the fucking wall out there, he most likely would have..."

"He wasn't going to hit me Dean.." I stated loudly.

"He was angry Nicole..." He turned to face me and I sighed.

"Yes he was angry but he wouldn't hurt me, he was angry because he wants to be with me"

"That's what I just said and..."

"And I want to be with him.." I whispered.

"What?"

I sat down on the couch and I heard Renee.

"They have a sort of relationship Mox... And obviously he thinks you guys are dating and.. "

"Wait ... You and Brock?" He raised his eyebrow and his expression was unreadable.

"Well..." I began but he cut me off.

"And you knew?" He turned to face Renee and she shrugged.

"Guilty.."

"Are you kidding me? Why would you guys keep this from me? Three musketeers rules is what?"

He glanced between us and we glanced at each other.

On our first vacation together, Dean had been bored and felt like annoying us and came up with 'rules' for us to stick to. There were only three which Renee and I had clearly forgotten.

"You guys never listen to me" he rolled his eyes, "rule one, always make sure there is food wherever we go. Rule 2 fuck everyone else besides Roman cause well his my brother and anyway Rule 3 we tell each other shit, especially important shit like this!"

"I was scared , I mean not scared.. I just didn't want to let you down with your plan."

"It was meant to be our plan Nicole. If you didn't want to do it you didn't have to agree , I know I might go off on my own shit sometimes but Renee and I will always be here so don't ever think I'll be pissed over some fucking plan"

He shrugged.

"I didn't really know then how I felt. I just spent more time with him and.."

"How much do you want to be with him?"

"What do you mean?" I was confused as to why he would ask me something like that.

"Is it some weird attraction because his a Beast or do you want to be with him.."

"Why does it matter Dean?" I had already left him.

"Because if you want to be with him, why the hell did you come with me?"

I frowned and Renee held a confused expression, he sighed.

"Nicole, you are my sister and like I said I'd always be there for you so if you want to be with Brock Lesnar then why the hell would I stop you?"

"Why do you two seem surprised?" He glanced between us now holding a shocked expression of his own.

"We expected shouting, you shaking her telling her she's lost it" I nodded in agreement.

"Well she has lost it but all these weeks I knew he wanted you. I just figured it wasn't mutual hence me rubbing things in even more so he could back off like you wanted him to.. What happened to that?"

"I don't know..it doesn't matter he is pissed I can't speak to him now "

"We'll speak at Raw, I'll come with you tell him it was all just a fucked up mess with my stupid plan..I thought I was protecting you from the Beast when in fact I was dragging you away from him" he laughed a bit as he seemed to be thinking.

"You'd really do that?"

"Of course .. If he hurts you he'll be dealing with the Lunatic but you want to be with him now so I'm all for it just answer me one thing.."

I nodded as I was not expecting Dean to be this supportive, but then again this was Dean we were talking about.

You never knew with him.

"If John walked into your life now offering you everything you wanted would you forget about Brock?"

"No I want Brock not John"

I didn't hesitate in answering surprising myself as well as I saw Renee smiling brightly in the corner of my eye.

"Good.. So you'll ride with me tomorrow as my one and only girlfriend over there has to be at the arena early and I feel like sleeping late" he walked back into the bedroom like the last hour wasn't chaotic.

"How pissed is he?" I heard Renee..

"Well.."

"Nicole me or him.." He stared into my eyes.

"Nicole? Can you believe this guy? Come on let's go in" Dean tugged on my arm.

"Nicole.." I heard Brock's low voice.

"I have to.." I saw his pleading eyes turn cold as he slowly glared at me.

"Go! Its all fucking clear to me now Nicole.." He said glaring at me and he didn't bother looking at Dean as he turned around.

"I don't know it was weird I was expecting him to destroy everything but he was calm.." I leaned my head back.

"Just go take a bath.. It will all be sorted out tomorrow okay?"

I nodded and made my way to the bathroom.

RAW

"Okay so we'll head to our locker and then go hunting for the Beast.." He whispered as I waved to the crowd and extended my hand to touch theirs as my window was rolled down while we drove into the arena.

"Yeah.."

I couldn't wait to finally get everything off my chest .

I wasn't sure what we would be exactly..

Dating? Does the beast even do dating?

I didn't know , all I knew was I needed him in my life for some weird reason as he made me happy in his own beastly way.

He smiled and got out with his duffel bag and made his way to my side to open the door for me .

I reached for my own bags when I heard a huge bang against the front window and saw the beast had found us .

"Brock!!" I called out as I wanted to get out but I heard Dean.

"Stay in the car Nikki !"

Brock looked at me as I listened to Dean and he immediately lift him up and slammed him onto Hunter's limo which was parked.

"Brock please !" He ignored me and grabbed Dean off of the limo and glared my way.

"This is your fault!" He screamed out and threw Dean onto the limo yet again.

He left Dean crumbling on the front of the limo as he watched him and stared at me before walking away.

I saw an ambulance coming in as he clearly needed to be checked out . Its what I was afraid of..

I jumped out, "I'm so sorry Dean" I said as they pulled him onto a stretcher.

"I'll be fine hun" he winked and I rolled my eyes as they took him in.

I had just finished slipping on my gear when I heard a knock on my door.

I opened to find Byron Saxton and I raised my eyebrow.

"You're needed in the Authority's office" I sighed and grabbed my snapback and headed to their office.

I knocked on their door and heard Stephanie letting me know to enter as I did I saw Brock standing in front of them. The way he looked I'm sure he had been working out in the gym here before they called him in.

"Nikki. Good you're here .. Look Brock what you did before the show began was uncalled for not only did you attack Dean who was meant to be in action tonight.. You basically trashed our limousine and I can't have that you should know... We are looking at about a month's suspension here and..."

"Why exactly am I here?" I asked as I had done nothing wrong.

"Because you were present through all this and since you were driving with Dean you're.."

A month's suspension...

"It was my idea " I blurted out and everyone stared at me.

"I figured it would boost the storyline if he attacked Dean while I was in the car and get everyone talking about him maybe leaning towards being my acquantance and the limo just happened to be there. I mean after I 'assisted' him last night it would create more attention" I shrugged and Hunter sighed.

I couldn't let him get suspended, I needed him here..

"Okay Nicole.. I must admit you did boost the storyline with it. Brock you're suspended from next week's Raw as there has to be repercussions but it could have been worse. "

Hunter shrugged.

"You can go.." Stephanie said after a bit.

"And when Paul arrives let him know he doesn't have to see us anymore as the matter has been sorted out."

I heard her as I left and then I heard the door closing and I turned .

"I don't need you saving my ass Nicole"

"Well I'm sorry that I care enough to not want you gone for an entire month" I shrugged and turned to walk away but he gripped my arm pushing me against the wall.

"Care? Did you care last night when you fucking chose Ambrose over me huh? I gave you your chance to let me know I was what you wanted but did you fucking take it? No!" He whispered loudly and if we weren't near the offices I'm sure his voice would be echoing down the hall with the glare he held.

"You don't understand Brock its.."

Tell him Nicole..

"Its complicated, I fucking know Nicole.. You know what? When you were at my place there was a time I considered just having you in secret being that fucking guy because for some reason you're like something I need to have. But I don't fucking share Nicole..."

He shook his head and it killed me and terrified me seeing him so upset.

"Brock , Dean isn't my boyfriend .. His not.."

"Nicole fucking stop okay?" He held his hand up and walked away but I went after him.

"He is not my boyfriend Brock, he is simply my best friend and he is dating Renee"

"What..." He frowned.

Time to explain..

"I uhm... Well there was this plan that Dean would make you believe that I was his girlfriend in order to make your feud more intense for Fast Lane and well he saw us talking a few times and figured it would tick you off and you'd leave me alone because of it while .." I stared at him as he held a blank expression.

"That's why Paul seemed so shocked when I told him you and Ambrose were together.."

"But I'm not with him it was just a plan and.."

"Whose plan?" I heard him ask slowly as his voice became deeper.

"Wha.." I began but him snapping at me caused me to stop.

"Whose plan Nicole? Dean's? Renee's.. Or yours"

"Dean and I , we just well.." I heard him chuckling and looked up and he did not look happy.

"I knew you were playing games but I didn't know that using me like that for your fucking best friend would be it."

He ran his hand over his face

"I wasn't ..."

"Save it and you know what I'm a little sick of these games you are playing I asked you for one thing last night and you couldn't do it , so what does that tell me? That this game or plan or whatever you and your friends came up with? It got too far. You were thrown in too deep and you couldn't answer me because you don't want to be with me. You're most likely still pining after your Ken"

"Bro..."

I wanted to stop him before he said things, things that I knew were mostly out of anger but things that would hurt me once they left his mouth.

"It tells me that all I was good for was being used .The Beast was fucking used.. are you proud of that? Well I guess you should be Nicole. I let you into my home. I slept with you and it wasn't just fucking ... But turns out to you it was."

His voice was calm but low and I would have preferred him screaming at me as this one showed me what I had done.

"You don't understand ...." I whispered as I felt the lump in my throat rising.

"Oh I understand perfectly.. You see everyone walking these halls thinks you are a high maintenance bitch while I never have but you know what they're more than wrong. Because you're a manipulative .." I waited for him to finish but he shook his head.

"This is what I get for giving a fuck about someone only to find out I was just some fucking piece in a plan . I guess Roman should be lucky his best friends with Dean or you'd be fucking him"

His just angry Nicole, he doesn't mean any of it.

"Don't look at me like that, you don't get to look at me like that. With fake fucking sadness, I'm done. Come on say something Nicole, where the hell is fearless Nikki now huh? Now that she fucking got the beast where is she?"

He opened his arms as he moved back raising his voice.

Say something, say anything !

" You wanted me to leave you alone that was the plan? You got it Barbie" he shrugged and walked away.

I wanted to run after him, call him but I couldn't.

I didn't even bother watching him walk away as he walked past me.

I was afraid of what would happen if I did.

"Nikki ,jeez here you are, I was busy with segments the entire time, Dean's going to be fine.. Byron said I would find you here, what did Hunter say?"

I heard Renee's voice as I stared ahead.

I wasn't sure how long I had been fixed to the same spot.

"Nikki are you even listening to me." She spoke again.

"Nicole we're needed for a segment soon I just spoke to Carrano..."

I heard Brie's voice behind me and saw her walking ahead but she stopped as she realized I wasn't following.

"Nicole!" I turned to look at her as she stood next to Renee and I couldn't anymore.

The bitch everyone knew around here was crumbling within me.

I couldn't be strong , I couldn't be fearless and show them nothing affected me as I saw some workers walk past us.

"What's wrong? What happened? " Renee questioned me as she held onto my face as Brie remained next to her.

All the anger, months of fighting I knew that look, my sister was concerned.

I couldn't put a sentence together and my tears slowly fell..

"Nicole please what's... " I heard Brie and then glanced between her and Renee.

"I told him and he wants nothing to do with me"

I whispered and I saw her eyes fill with sadness for me.

The kind I hated but I needed it as she pulled my face down onto her shoulder.

"I'm not going to let her stand in the middle of the hallway like this , she has a reputation to uphold.. Come on.." I heard Brie and I felt them pull me into a passage and I couldn't stop crying.

"I'm so fucking stupid. " I shook my head and I sat on the floor and I could feel each of them next to me.

I knew Brie must've been completely lost but I felt them holding me.

I didn't deserve them caring about me when I had hurt Brock.

He never showed anyone the time of day in this place and he cared for me in his own way..

He cared for me and all I did was lie to him. I couldn't be mad at him for how he reacted as I would assume all the things he did if someone had told me the same thing.

I hurt the beast in the worst possible way ...

I didn't deserve anyone...

A/N:

LONG CHAPTER :/

THE BEAST KNOWS..

So this chapter killed me while writing it but you didn't think the beast would be happy once he heard he was part of a plan did he??

So after everything Brie still cares for her sister no matter what..

The beast was clearly upset, has he given up on the idea of having Nicole?

Nicole breaking down , has she lost the beast before she even really had him?

RAW will continue in the next chapter and it will be in the BEAST'S POV which should be interesting..

NEXT UPDATE WILL BE UP ON FRIDAY .

I WONT HAVE TIME BEFORE THEN, SORRY GUYS!!

SO CANT WAIT FOR FEEDBACK ON THIS CHAPTER AS IT WAS INTENSE..