Chapter 42

  The hospital room where Kylie lies was crowded with people of her friends, family and her boyfriend's family which now she calls a family too. Liam is now asleep next to Kylie, he had been playing for nearly an hour since he cane before he got tired. Astree insisted on taking him home but Kylie highly refused, she needed hik beside her.

Ashton who held her left hand in between his is talking to Hayden about something Kylie couldn't clearly hear. Noah I seated on a chair at the corner his face to the window, with his hands inside his pocket and his back to the people inside the room.

"I know right!" Aki excitedly spoke twirling her blonde locks, "I was so surprised when you called that night"

They were talking about their highschool life when suddenly Kylie felt someone staring at her, turning she met Ashton's eye, so pale and worried, leaving Evans and Aki. Kylie smiled, already knowing the question he has, the confusion and the worry but mostly the fear.

"I know Ash" Kylie rubbed his hand using the right hand which he didn't hold, "I'll answer all your questions when we get back home"

Well, that was before they got home which means last night and now Ashton was waiting Kylie to enlighten him about her past, after giving her her medicine however they did not tell her what the doctor said, it was already obvious Kylie had begged or threatened the doctor not to tell them anything. Kylie after seating properly and making herself comfortable she tap her lap for Ashton to lay there and Ashton did, without hesitating. She then took deep breath already remembering everything.

Flashback

  The little girl was seated in the dark alone in a room, when the house was full of people, she sat there looking at the ceiling then to the window which shows the moon and the outside garden which Amber wanted to always play at, but never did for she was always locked in this room.

Everyone was afraid of her,how could they not when she stabbed her own mother, but never did Amber regret it for she would have done it again if given the chance. But conquering her fear wasn't really that easy, no one came inside so she was adapted to the lonely feeling, weirdly enough she even knows how to calm herself after her nightmares without any help.

After killing her mother she was taken to the mental institution for kids, the same people who refused her request of saving her when she told them that her mom abuses her then hold her as a mentally ill kid, agreeing in taking her away. Every mental hospitals she moved too didn't really accept her, she screams at night and cry out of nowhere which made them irritated for some reason, they just got tired of her for her nightmares couldn't really stop. She wasn't allowed to play with kids, she ate alone in a white room and in every clinic no one treated her same as they treated others, which caused her brain to develop enmity to everyone she sees, her breakdowns got severe. Every now and then Amber would think of a reason why they all hate her when she never did anything, which causes for another brain damage.

After three and half years of moving from a hospital to other, the doctors quit on her, stopping the substitution and sending her to an orphan where she kept locked again. Food would be given to her from the little hole they did on the door and sometimes they would forget her. Amber hated when it light and so she always switch the light of and put the curtains so no light enters where she stays. It wasn't like she hated the light, but she wasn't really adapted to it, starting from when she was four, she has never seen a light for she never go to school and never to play, she stayed where her mom locked her in the storage room. It was like she fears light.

She would have nightmares and scream at night but no one would get in to sooth her rather sometimes they would tell her to shut up, and scared she would do so. At days by the window she would see the kids playing happily, while she stays in her room after all the sleepless nights. Amber learned to paint the day someone accidentally threw a cryon colours to her window, from that day on she used to lament her feelings on the walls of the room, she would wake after her nightmares and draw,she would see the kids plating and when envy fills her she again draws, when they forget to give her food, she draws, after cleaning the room she lived in for 2 years straight she draws, at the end the room was full of scary drawings until one day the door was opened and in comes an old women who now she calls grandma.

As she comes out of the room, Amber noticed how everything had changed from when she first came here, lots if kids were here and lots of beautifully decorated room were there too. The rooms of each kid had playing dolls, beautiful crown beds and books. The times was food time and so the kids were gathered in the dining hall. Amber at twelve realized the food they gave her was the kids leftovers which made her shed tears, however she didn't feel disgusted about it for she would every time get hungry for the food would sometimes be late or never come at all.

She remembered the days she tried running off, a women that looked so nice and cute had beaten her just like her mother would, she hated that women and now the same women stood smiling at the old women convincing her to take another kid. Amber wanted to kill her.

After the old women signed every paper she took Amber and they were gone. Back then Kylie would remember how Amber saw every road memorising it for she was coming back again no matter what happened, Amber was surely going to kill them all.
     
End of Flashback

"What back then I didn't know was that I was really mentally unstable, I just want to kill someone when I get angry or really mad." Kylie pause, "it's not like I want it Ash,it just pops out I don't know from where, but the need to kill someone really gets best of me and the feeling of happiness I feel when a person I hate is dead is something I crave for"

Ashton noticed what Kylie was trying to do, he knew that deep down she hated killing people but now Kylie was saying all this to push Ashton away, he might not know her reason but he was sure of it. He sat properly looking at her teary green eyes, leaning slowly before kissing her.

The kiss took every emotions of Kylie giving it wings to fly, as the kiss deepens and moans were heard they pull away for breathing air. Ashton peek her lips again and again after before resting his forehead on hers allowing her to breath.

Kylie not really knowing what to do,hugged him hiding her tears and showing him her affection. She wanted to thank him, she wanted to kiss him until there was no breath left but she resisted for he was going to hate her after she does what she has in mind, what Kylie didn't know was that Ashton knew that she was going to go for Adina, and this time he wasn't going to stop her.

Of course Ashton wouldn't allow Kylie to murder Adina but other than that, he was allowing it to happen. The acrimonious feeling still didn't vanish from him, and the truth was he himself wanted to punish her for coming near his girlfriend.

"I love you Ashton,I really do" Kylie's voice was shadow to her tears, it made it crystal clear that she was crying making Ashton tighten his hold around her.

"I love you too Ky, much more than you think"
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Kylie's story came out faster and shorter than I thought. I hope you enjoyed though.

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