The shock I felt when Noah started tearing was the shock I felt when I heard from the beautiful doctor that I was pregnant with who is now Liam.

A bizarre of hideous truth then begun to pop from his mouth, slowly and scared a vulnerability tags behind his words. I who was very angry on the news i was hearing, with a sad eyes and an obvious burn on my inside, snap wildly braking the vase that was located beside where I sat, a table was then next, but before I could reach to it Ashton came running, settled on a hope of calming me.

"Kylie don't" he try his best to use his demanding voice, a plead following it, "Liam is asleep"

For a second there, I thought he got me, when I stood calming my drumming heart, but then everything came crashing, my furious self wining over me and with a yell I didn't know I made, I  threw the glass table that shattered to pieces cutting my hand which i was oblivious to the pain to. Wide eyed Ashton rushed to me again, examining my wounded hand. If I wasn't mad or angry, the pain would have been unbearable, but now the inner self of mine behind the chest that was tightening burnt more, pained more.

"How dare she?!" If my anger wasn't visible by my act then it was in my voice, "coming to my brother, my, Kylie's brother and threatening him?! Who did she think she was?!"

"Relax Ky, calm down" Ashton again try, nodding for the butler to get him first aid box. In the corner of my eyes, I could see a visible picture of Noah with teary wide eyes.

What I didn't expect was waking up to a knock on the door with Noah standing deadly behind it, rambling how the thing was important and that it was must to talk to me. Wondering how Liam's acting was so rude and hating his guts, but also worried about how important was the matter to the point he came at the middle of night, I let him inside.

"And you Noah?!" I then look at her brother with a saddened feature, "Why didn't you tell me?"

"I was going to" Noah say, his voice evidence to anyone hearing it that he was indeed crying, "I was waiting for the right time"

"You could've told me" I cry.

"It's like am trapped there" he says, waving his hand to explain his suffocation, "and I can't pull myself out"

"If course you wouldn't, involving in a gang isn't a game Noah" even though I didn't want to snap at him, when I did, I felt good.

"I know I know" he yells, "I was damaged back then, you weren't here and there was no one too."

Then suddenly hit me, I felt the sadness that rushed into my blood bringing guilt and anger. Ashton who was watching me warily and waiting for my next step tightened his hold on my hand, making me turn to him.

"I did this?!" It was a plenty of question, a tiny bit of statement accompanied with incredulous plead.

I needed somebody to deny to it for me, I wanted someone to tell me that it wasn't my fault, and I wasn't the cause for my brothers pain. I really needed someone to erase the guilt that was eating and burning me alive. But it was true, no matter who said it wasn't, if I was here, if I stood by his side when he needed me the most, then Noah wouldn't have gotten to the Gang he has now joined and is the part of the family.

"It's my fault" now it was a statement.

I was now here, I was now standing and looking at the crying face if my little brother who I have never wanted to see a tear on. And I was going to kill the person who made him this way, I was going to hurt her in a wat no one thought I would.

"Ky, don't" Noah's eyes were evident of his fear, and they gave me what I needed to feel, "please, you don't wanna go there, again"

His words though fell upon my deaf ear, with a look of cold and a smirk of my own, I left the grasp if Ashton who has a perplexed look, with a hint of wary.

"But I am here for you now, I will pull you out" I whisper rubbing Noah's cheeks, wiping his tears before wrapping my arms around him, "and I will never allow anyone to hurt you, let alone a fly who can't even spread a wing"

Wait for me Adina, stay where you are.

Noah didn't hug me back, he stood fixed to his position, watching as I remove my hands from him shaking his head and a look of disapproval on his face. I didn't care, ignoring his look I smile widely at the thick tension room looking at Ashton.

"Now why don't we go to sleep?!"
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The door to the office that was banged caught the attention of the Lady that sat behind the desk doing nothing, a smirk making it's way on her face when she saw me. I bend my neck a little angle, to get a better view of her lips, then my leg started to move inside, my eyes trailing across the room with pictures and paints.

"Who do we have here?!"

I didn't reply to her stupid voice, lurking inside the room as I own the place. And I will soon.

"How did 'Kylie Rob'.." She said my name in a hint if mocking as if she won the battle without even fighting, "...grace us with her existence?!"

A humorous laugh escaped my lips before I could get hold of it, scaring the hell out of her that she stood abruptly from her seat recoiling from me with a terrified look. My face then turned to a huge scowl, one Hayden always says is scary, I then see her.

"W-what do you think you are doing" Adina stutter, "secu-"

A gasp left her lips when my hands came in contact with her cheeks, so smooth and white. A joy I felt was never to underestimated with the smirk I had in face.

"I never thought we would come to this Adi, but look where you got us"

Her eyes saw me, a teary gaze tearing from her, then she snare. Ready to hit anytime, and when I see her hand raised an anger that I can't control overwhelmed me, the urge to hit her and hit her managing to control me.

I couldn't really help myself nor her when coming to me holding her hair pulling it from her scalp, bringing her along with me and outside the office we go, accompanied with her screaming and yelling of security, but no one, like not even her secretary dared to save her.

"Looks like your employees hate you too, huh?!" I say, dragging her all the way to the garage, some people capturing the scene and other gasping, plenty of them giggling while the others control their laughter.

Hayden that walk behind us throwing everyone he saw with a phone, and helping with the news not to get to the reporters then opened the door to my car, me pushing Adina into there with everything I had.

"Looks like no one warned you of me," I say wiping her tears that were formed when blood rushed from her knees, "let me show you her?! I'll do you a big favour not to mess with her again"

I was the one who fed her the ought to fight for herself, and I got bitten along the way. I'll finish it for her with the same food I fed her.

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I know some of you are confused when Ky said she couldn't control her anger or when Noah said the again, but you will be able to understand it later on this book.

I hope you enjoyed, comments are accepted and votes are pleaded.
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Habo-j