7)Sylph;
                 A girl or women who is thin and attractive

Sometimes nightmare gives you something you really can't forget even though you try, nightmares are your memory form of illusion, they give you what you need to always remember.

Sometimes, they be your best friends for they never live you alone until you get the happiness you always wished for, as for me I don't think there would ever be any happiness. Let alone in real life even my dreams throw tantrum.

As for today, it took long enough to wake me up all sweaty and breathing harshly. Always the same yet I never get used to it, like sometimes it get worse when something remembers me the life I lived.

It was past 2 when I got up, I look at Levan sleeping calmly, looking cute as always. I smile to myself before slowly getting up afraid of waking him up.

Levan deserves more, just more than me.

I walk to the kitchen pouring myself a glass of water before moving to the balcony of the living room. The Singapore air welcomed me, brushing my hair and kissing my cheeks roughly.

I hug the silk over me tightly building dam to the intruder of wind. I stare at the buildings, shops and quite peaceful city of Singapore. At the middle of the road a car rushes by with hormonal teenaged shouting and laughing.

The only voice was theirs as they move happily, for sure from a club, with no care to the sleeping world. I smile at them, remembering the old moments of my life, where everything was going to places, maybe just trying to get place because it didn't, it just messed me up more.
  
    For it gave me hope

Flashback
           "Are you kidding?!" I laugh "there is no way I am standing at that"

Aki and the girls were already standing at the roof of the other car with Evans and Harry. I see as they laugh and slowly seat on the roof of the moving car. I gasp when Lara was about to fall but Jue held her with the help of Aki.

Laughing to themselves while Harry shouts from the passengers seat drinking his vodka in hand. He was already drunk, yet he still drink wasting himself.

"Come on, ky" Ash insist "I swear it is fun, just try it"

I was afraid of even standing let alone walk at the roof while Ashton drives like a crazy, zig zagging. But I wanted to try it, it looked more than fun seeing them laughing and all.

Scared trespasses fun, but risk wasn't my best of fans. But the thing about living was risking right?! That's why I reached here with this guys around me, risk.

Also, Risk always adds zest to the Experience.

And so I slowly stood climbing the roof with closed eyes clutching my denim dress tightly. I hear Aki laugh,

"Oh please" she say between her laughter "Don't be scared bitch, you're with my bro, soon to be -"

"Shut up, Chimera" Ashton hollers from the driver seat."you have nothing better than that tongue of yours, do you?!"

"Ashton.." She cringes "You're about to throw your girl out if Singapore"

She laughs watching as I stood and stretch my arm sideways welcoming the fresh night air of the city. Ashton watch me amused smiling while I shout from the top of my lung.

"I don't care if you fall" he say "don't try anything creepy though"

I laugh at his words.

"Why would you care anyway"

He see me glancing at the raid each second before shaking his head smiling...
End of Flashback

"What are you doing, Kylie" Levan asked coming in the balcony yawning pulling me of my happy memory. "And what's with the glossy eyes, are you OK?"

"Yeah" I smile wiping my tear "am OK, why are you up"

"I could ask you the same question" he sat beside me on his leg.

Because the best friends of mine wanted me back, the nights love me enough not to ket me sleep..

"Hey, are you sure you're fine" he ask cupping my cheek.

I nod again, "it's just.." I breath "look at me watching my home as a stranger, here to visit. I still can't believe I am running from the place that gave me everything. Friends, family, joy and..and everything"

He kept silent, he didn't need to say anything. He just needed to give me the hug he gave me which I couldn't return due to my attempt to cover my mouth for hiding my sob.
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ayden took my bad from me as soon as I got out of the car and into the building I go with my head up and my shoulder straight, like I have no problems in my life and am the CEO of HRS company not Kylie Rob.

Using the private elevator with Hayden, we go to the office of mine where Amelia was waiting at the door of the elevator giving me my schedule and telling me about the meetings and all.

The secretary stood with respect when we pass her and into the office with gray colour. Beautiful view behind my desk occupied with computer, my PC and some folders. I sat at the leather chair while the two love birds sat in front of me in the wooden chair across to each other.

Couple of minutes passed talking about the Louis's deal before the door opened with a thud. I was angry at the person for not even knocking let alon asking permission but what I didn't expect was brown eyes and families blonde hair.

In comes Aki with the secretary behind her apologizing with her face, she looks terrified.

"Soory ma'am" she say furiously "I told her that you were busy but she-"

"Go" I order observing Aki and her families million dollar smirk. The secretary scattered out if the room closing the door behind her within a blink as Aki dusts her white Leotard coming to us.

I want to smile at her, to hug her, to talk about everything and anything like I used to do with her, I wanted to do everything best friends would do with her, but nah! I didn't, I just sat there comfortably in my chair looking at her carefully.

"Kylie Rob" she start seating at the creamy sofa across the room playing with the snowy circular light. "My bitch"

"Aki" I state waving them smiling as they nod and give me a short bow as they go out "what a surprise"

"I know, right" she stood coming to seat where Amelia sat before. She stare at me observing me "you look good"

Of course she would say that, I knew she wouldn't like me as before not after what I did to her, what I did to jer twin brother, to her friends. I was amazed by her tepid welcoming, if I call it welcoming.

"You don't look bad yourself" I say tapping on the computer trying to get rid of her as soon as possible.

"Ky.." She pause me with her smooth voice like she's up yo something "I forgive you, you don't have to act rough around me when I know who you really are. You don't have to tap on that stupid thing to show your busy and have no time for me.."

I stare at her, my eyes wide and hands trailing of the machine and putting it on to my lap watching when she get up moving to my side.

"...I know you more than anyone else, even more than Ash. I am your buddy, partner in crime, your drinking asshat remember."

"I am so s-sorry, Aki. I shouldn't have -"

"You're braking our fifth rule" she chuckle making me smile "forgot you don't follow rules"

I smile at her, I knew Aki but I didn't expect her to just forgive me like that. I did unforgivable thing before and now too but I had reason and I don't regret it, what I do regret was that I didn't tell my bestie what I felt, I didn't tell her how I needed to run.

"Besides" she wipe my tear "am glad you finally had the courage to come here, to seat on that same chair, in the same office of the same building"

"I have a meeting like in half an hour and I need to get ready" I state avoiding the subject. "You could stay here waiting for me or I could call you later after the meeting is done"

"Invariant" she laughs "always on time, anyways we're having lunch together so make sure you have time for that. Mom would really love to see you"

"Wait, what" my voice is staggered "did you just say-"

"Yeah Mom" she gave me a creepy smirk "we're going home"
    
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